back in Primary school,
i was never a loner, i was to tomboy and loud but i am shy with new people.
i was alway surrounded by people. but
i never had enough trust with anyone to open up(still dont trust). years pass...even though i am known as a
happy person, it hurts to act that way even though ur not. friends
depend on me to be happy to make them happy but
i can't do that any longer these days. so i pretty
prefer being alone, if i can't open up to them, if they can't make me happy, if they don't understand the way i am then whats the point being around them?
i stay by them is to be a great friend to them even though it hurts.
why? b'cos they need me...they said so themselves it makes it harder for me to leave them. but like, if its for their smile, so be it.
i know...its not healthy for me
so loners have a choice. i choose this way you choose your way.