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~yeah I just failed desperately in my maths test .....here's the result of my feelings

Desperate Suicide

I'm waking up -early in the morning,
My throat is dry but I slowly sing
A sad song in harmony with the black rain.
Why am I crying? My soul is suffering.

I leave the house drenched in pain,
Left behind by everyone - lost inside me.
I don't remember what happiness is like.
What am I living for? Forgot it long time ago.

Left alone I wander down empty streets.
From far away I hear a beautiful voice
"Isn't it hard to live? Is it worth staying?"
I see scars on my wrist - I don't have a choice.

My heart is desperated - suffocating
I'm unable to go on. Why am I crying?
Red tears shatter on the sea of blood.
My life makes no sense - I keep my eyes shut.


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... ^^;; reminded me of my own version of something of this sort ... ^^;;
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Hmm I'm thinking of sth elso now ..hmmm..I try

Dying All Alone

As I lay here daying all alone ...
In an empty room filled with darkness ...
I can feel blood running out of my chest ...
I am left behind as I never was known ...

Why does my heart feels saddness?
Why does it hurt from the inside of my soul?
My body is numb but even then I feel pain ...
It is eating into me an empty - dark hole ...

As I lay dying here all alone ...
I think about my life - my sense of living ...
I can see a shining light far away from here ...
I try to reach it but I am about to disappear ...

As I lay dying here all alone ...
I feel lonley - I want to cry -all alone ...
Nobody is here to give me strenght -cause I'm all alone ...
Tears coming out of my eyes - I'm going to die - all alone ....

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so lonelyÜ, ne? are you feeling lonely?Ü
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Posted 3/8/08

macaronicon wrote:

so lonelyÜ, ne? are you feeling lonely?Ü


yeah sometimes ~poor me xD ...No^^ it's not that terrible.... but ryt now I'm just in that mood...
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Nice forums.. so you were in your emo mood eh? =P
p.s. you should do moar! ^^
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Toiletcat27 wrote:

Nice forums.. so you were in your emo mood eh? =P
p.s. you should do moar! ^^


Yeah ...but it's hard for my since my english knowledge is not that far to write good poems xD
Tried to draw sth ...but the result wasn't as I have imagined xD

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11opium11 wrote:


Toiletcat27 wrote:

Nice forums.. so you were in your emo mood eh? =P
p.s. you should do moar! ^^


Yeah ...but it's hard for my since my english knowledge is not that far to write good poems xD
Tried to draw sth ...but the result wasn't as I have imagined xD



Not bad, actually... Meh, and I thought MY drawing were good.. : P
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^ty =) why don't ya show some of ur work

I'm a little bored so I upload some of my old drawings ( dont expect much ...) ...I think I've already posted them somewhere ..but nvrmind ^^


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A Beginning I did not continue ....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Under White Cross†~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Prologue

Terrae Odium: The Rise of the Advena

Thousands of years and even more – a very long time has passed since we humans came from the other side of world to build up a civilization here. Here on Mother Earth who gave us everything we needed to survive, taught us about life the rules of nature. She made us her children.
But we humans became more greedy – we longed for more power … more.
Our population grew, nations were founded, industrialization grew, weapons were created.
War broke out for the power – for the reign of earth – to create a human Utopia.
So we fought against each other. We killed each other – we destroyed ourselves.
We didn’t know the consequences – our greed, our insanity drove us into the end.
We challenged the mother of the living –no, we declared her war!
We awoke the wrath of Mother Earth.
The humans saw in her a beautiful good-natured goddess, loved her and obeyed her.
But what we saw then wasn’t the mother we knew – it wasn’t the caring mother of her children. It was a beast out of control. She couldn’t stand it to see her children kill themselves in greed.
And so she decided to punish humanity.
Here anger made the earth shake, her screaming summoned creatures never seen before. Her dark tears darkened the sky.
With this the race of monsters were created. Werewolves, Vampires and other disgusting beings wandered on our lands. Humans died – killed by those creatures- killed by our congeners.
With our race slowly being erased we realized that we were wrong, that our greed has blinded us. We begged to the sky to our Mother for mercy but it was all in vain. Only rain fell and shattered on the ground- it was already too late. Mother was disappointed.

The human nation was destroyed. The civilization of the vampires the pure blooded monsters and the rest of them who are under their control rose. We humans were only their slaves- the beaten and abandoned.
Mother Earth abandoned us. She entrusted the earth to their new children and left us alone.
The world changed:
The sky lightened up but nothing remains like it was before. Dark forests arised and although everything brightened it’s like a dark and heavy fog lies on the earth.

Our situation is going worse. The monsters –we call them Advena (note:lat. Stranger)- has taken over most of our towns and had nearly everywhere great influence.
We were nothing more than animals who had to work for them and pay huge amount of taxes.
We were discriminated against, without any rights –without freedom.


Spes: The White Cross

But we got one hope –maybe our only and last hope of gaining independence. Our last fortress far in the north surrounded by a threatening forest where the arms of the Advenas could not reach out for.
It was called Spes (note: lat. Hope). Here lied the heart of the human rebellion against the Advena, here was the birthplace of the organization The White Cross – a group of brave people who all lost someone important in the struggle against the monster, skilled warriors who swore to release mankind from its pain.
They all had special and unique abilities against the monsters so the humans were not forceless anymore.

We were very successful in fighting those damn Advenas. The whole human race was supporting us and we were gaining more and more power. A positive atmosphere was around Spes … but the appearance was deceiving us.
With the resistance we were just making it worse. The Advena got angry and didn’t only send lower class monsters anymore but even the mighty Vampires into battle.

This big dead bringing wave aiming for Spes will be our end if we could not do anything.
But the advantage was on the human’s side because the Advenas did not know where exactly the hidden fortress Spes lie.
They knew that it was somewhere in the Dark Forest which is the biggest one in the world.
Dreadful machines spiting out fire were created with the aim to burn down the whole forest and destruction of the army of White Cross.

To avoid the devastation of the only and last land and the fall of the humans the White Cross sacrificed themselves in the battle for Spes. Against a superiority of 100.000 Advenas all 1500 brave warriors fell as heros.
Spes was saved but humanity is still discriminated against and with no resistance they have to serve to survive ....

Mother Earth quietly watched and felt sorry for her former childrens, so she decided to give the humans one last chance to change the world – to test them.


Once times ago a full disgrace

Lost in greed on the wrong trace

You all fall – the fate you all share

But I have pity for you – my children

Brave men to protect you all were

And now I shall give you one last chance

Shall your survivors gain the power

The power lies in true Romance



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