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Posted 2/7/09

AleeceNoTenshi wrote:


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Well, I'm not sure what you're going through, but I've also got it pretty bad here. I can't say I understand what you're going through, but I can say that I understand your pain, even though it's not likely to be coming from a similar source.

My life's real complicated as well, yet, somehow, I haven't considered suicide as an option. I've got friends who whine and bitch about not getting a PS3, or how they weren't allowed to go to the movies, and I find that to be funny. Maybe, it's one of the reasons that I continue to go through with things, because of the shear stupidity of people, and it's a huge entertainment source for me.

Never force yourself to be happy, rather, accept your pain and accept your sad, because when you accept things the way they are, they seem so insignificant to you.

When I'm sad, I don't think happy thoughts like most say, but I accept the fact that I am sad, and somehow, I'm able to distinguish between the reason I'm sad and the use of being sad. Then you realize that being sad wont change a darn thing and that gives you leverage to move on.

Yeah, people now a days are naive and stupid, but hey, that's how humans are and we can't do a thing to change it. Instead of looking at the negative side of it, I look at is as a source of amusement... and it tends to make things seem a lot easier.

Give what I said a try, if it doesn't work, then maybe you could ask someone you really trust for help. If you don't trust anyone, then the best solution is finding someone online who'd listen and give you support without you having to give them information that is way to personal. Just the basics would work.

Hope you work through everything, and I wish you best.


you know, that's exactly my problem. there's no one here who'd want to listen to me whine. i have friends but we're separated now since i entered college. which only makes a lot of things worse. and even if they were here for me to cheer me up once in a while, they really aren't that close enough to me to actually make me feel like they truly understand how i feel and act on their own initiative to treat me the way i truly wish to be treated. the big problem actually is my family. i used to be really...bad before---that impression of me lasts even until now. this is my problem. everyone won't give me a chance to prove myself. that i'm not all that bad. i've repented for my sins yet they wouldn't give me a chance. everyone AVOIDS me. imagine having no one to truly spend your time with. you could just imagine the loneliness and emptiness. and at the same time, you can't do anything about it. if they treat me unjustly, i stay quiet and eat all the harsh treatment because, like i said, i want to prove to them that i've truly changed. but i guess changing yourself does not really mean you could change the impression that people have of you. it's so hard not to have anyone to talk to about it. no one seems to care or notice. i cry a lot when i'm alone. sometimes i can't breathe anymore because it REALLY HURTS. it damn hurts. i feel like some dementor sucked my soul or something.

anyway, it's a good thing i somehow managed to get it off my chest a bit by posting here. it's sounds really corny and all, but whatever. phewwwww....


And since you're in college you can start anew, make a new impression through college, it's like your second chance. Give your family sometime, I know... time sounds really aggravating, but it's just something that's unavoidable.

It must hurt, the problem with my family is that my mom is Eurasian and my dad is African, so you can tell that I get a lot of shit from both sides of my family. What's funny is that my mom was raised in Africa XD

It really does piss me off, I feel like an outcast from both side, but hey... I've moved on. If they both want to b***h about how different I am from them, they can shove it.

Just wait, they'll eventually see that you've changed, maybe not now, may take a while, but mostly because your still 17 (which is what your profile say's) they think you're still at that stage, or rather they sense as though this is you trying to get them back... so you can continue being as bad as you were before with them not being aware, kind of a defense mechanism.

Not corny, it's pretty typical, lots of people are dealing with something similar.


well, actually, it's more complicated than you think. i just can't talk about it here. this isn't the right place to talk about it. but thanks for cheering me up (you've made me feel a little better)...
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BabyVloveKAT-TUN wrote:

i;ve been really really close many times~~ but sometimes i think of someone i love and then my best friend made me promise her that i won't suicide so no matter how much i want to suicide now....i'm a person who think about others way more than myself....so that means i can't ....because i made a promise....although i want to break that promise but then i thought....i would be really sad if my best friend did that to me....demo...sometimes i'm really close T^T


best friends....all of my best friends were like fakes, but i still feel so dumb being their puppy dog around the school. i hate it. i dont really have another choice but to hang out with her since everyone else has their own group of friends or best friends to hang out with and complete ignore me. its freaking sucks ass man. "we must stay best friends forever!" thats what my "best friend" told me so many times, and look at what is happening now?? no surprise, she got a new best friend! she just completed dumped me, i try to let go, but she wouldnt let me. like honestly, it is retarded bullshit. i can see that people want me there because they are lonely for like 1 minute, and then dump me when they see their other friends. what great friends i have...

i dont think i had suicidal thoughts but i did become really close to becoming an emo but i couldnt bring myself to cut my own skin and i thought my cuts would being annoying when i shower so i didnt.


omg..i've been through all that.....but in the end...you'll realize that you are the only one you can trust.....but now....after me having so many fake frends....i've got way more better and nicer and real friends now....im not the type who likes having millions of friends..i just like hanging out with true friends and i don't care about people who compare.....in my life....there are people who i trust and people who i don't....but in the end..it's still yourself that you truely understand and trust.
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yeah... i have thought of it many times.... i get accused and beaten for stuff i don't even do. when something goes wrong, the fingers are always pointed at me. even though it wasn't me. when i try to explain that it wasn't me, no one listens. not even my siblings believe me. and far worse stuff has happened which i don't want to bring back when it's taken years for me to push it to the back of my head.

if not for my friends and their constant support, i think i would be dead by now. i'm forever grateful to them.
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I'm too much of a hippie to think about suicide.
Posted 2/8/09 , edited 2/8/09
I hate it. Though I don't believe in sin or whatever I still hate it. I don't really know anyone around me who has committed suicide (or at least nobody close), but I do know people effected by it. Those they have lost who have killed themselves. In both cases they had children, family, and friends who cared for them very much. I get annoyed when I think nobody noticed, or that they didn't speak out. I get even more annoyed when I find out they tried to get help but obviously the 'professionals' some what failed. I don't think giving a bunch of pills to someone with depression is going to help. In one case that's what they used for the suicide, which angers me more.

Suicide causes a lot of grief and for me just anger. I get angry when I know they threw their life away, angry when I know others provoked it, and angry when I can't help.

I know people personally who have attempted suicide or self harm, I'm not on close enough terms to say anything. But it freaks me out. I don't like how people look at the scars on their wrist and scoff "Such an attention seeker."
As though they know.
Though maybe they're right, they want attention. It's a cry for help, for goodness sake. And I am ashamed to admit I have thought like that towards people who have done self harm too. I hope not to think like that again though, I'm starting to realise how serious it is.

I completely agree with this saying I heard: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

But people need to support them more. I doubt anyone is capable of getting through depression on their own.
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it is the greatest sin you could commit. God give you a life to serve him. when you commit suicide that is when you you don;t trust god anymore. and and you throw away the life god had given you. that is a big big Sin. never commit suicide just trust God. he will find a way he will lead you into the light. and deliver you from the devil.
Posted 2/9/09

sakuralove2795 wrote:

it is the greatest sin you could commit. God give you a life to serve him. when you commit suicide that is when you you don;t trust god anymore. and and you throw away the life god had given you. that is a big big Sin. never commit suicide just trust God. he will find a way he will lead you into the light. and deliver you from the devil.


Isn't The Greatest Sin...Murder
Posted 2/9/09 , edited 2/9/09
Oh Well,
If They Want To Kill Themselves...I Say "Let Them".
I Aint Gona Have Remorse For Someone,
Who Want To Commit Suicide.
They Just Throwing There Life Away.
I Just Feel Sorry For The Family And Friends,
Going Through The Pain Of Losing Someone Close To Them.
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Posted 2/9/09

NaruHina2210 wrote:


sakuralove2795 wrote:

it is the greatest sin you could commit. God give you a life to serve him. when you commit suicide that is when you you don;t trust god anymore. and and you throw away the life god had given you. that is a big big Sin. never commit suicide just trust God. he will find a way he will lead you into the light. and deliver you from the devil.


Isn't The Greatest Sin...Murder


its kinda like murdering yourself. when you kill something it call murder so what you call it when you kill your self. to me it the same.
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Posted 2/9/09

leaflily wrote:

yeah... i have thought of it many times.... i get accused and beaten for stuff i don't even do. when something goes wrong, the fingers are always pointed at me. even though it wasn't me. when i try to explain that it wasn't me, no one listens. not even my siblings believe me. and far worse stuff has happened which i don't want to bring back when it's taken years for me to push it to the back of my head.

if not for my friends and their constant support, i think i would be dead by now. i'm forever grateful to them.


i can totally relate to you. but the thing is, unlike you, my friends aren't always there when i need them. and if i try to open up something to them, they usually brush the topic away to avoid sentimentality. and they often misinterpret what i say....

*sigh*...


oh life....
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suicide is bad.. your killing your precious life.. OMG.... don't you love your life??
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Posted 2/10/09 , edited 2/10/09

klemooo3 wrote:

suicide is bad.. your killing your precious life.. OMG.... don't you love your life??


no i dont love my life i hate it my lifes not worth anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life sucks balls!!!!!
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Posted 2/10/09

NaruHina2210 wrote:


sakuralove2795 wrote:

it is the greatest sin you could commit. God give you a life to serve him. when you commit suicide that is when you you don;t trust god anymore. and and you throw away the life god had given you. that is a big big Sin. never commit suicide just trust God. he will find a way he will lead you into the light. and deliver you from the devil.


Isn't The Greatest Sin...Murder

Yup, it's just that you could repent for them in your life, but since suicide means you just killed yourself, there really isn't no way to repent.
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yes yes....thats so true....but i always rely on them for hmk and tests XDD but yeah, i have a small group of true friends
i rely on myself to get out of my "emo" days



tofu330 wrote:


klemooo3 wrote:

suicide is bad.. your killing your precious life.. OMG.... don't you love your life??


no i dont love my life i hate it my lifes not worth anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life sucks balls!!!!!


you're still at it XD each person's life has a value dude and that includes yours.
Posted 2/15/09
I think commit suicide is a sin when you got people to care for ya , it's not a sin if you got no one left to care for ya . (but still : life is your parent give to you)
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