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Posted 4/13/08 , edited 4/15/08
hi everyone!!

aloww me to invite you guys to my newly created SUJU M group
here's the link:,super_junior_m/

hope you can join and please be active and leave some comments on the posts, battles, posts, etc once you join the group!!

thanx!! ^^

(wolfie sorry i have to use this forum!!)
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Posted 4/14/08 , edited 4/15/08
DBSK on CNN!!!

yola you're gonna love this!! ^0^
Posted 4/14/08 , edited 4/15/08
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i was looking through my pictures again... ahahahaha..!!

then i saw THIS..!!!!!!!!!!


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DBSK'S JAEJOONG AND MICKY picture with glasses where PHOTOSHOPPED...!!!

My Classmates PICTURE compared to YABU KOTA (from Hey Say JUMP!) picture..!!! o_O..!!

to my dear classmate EUNYSE LEE ADELIZ...
• • • • im so sorry for posting your pic in here... but... I CANNOT REALLY RESIST THE URGE TO POST YOUR PIC AND COMPARE IT TO YABU KOTA..!!! O_O..!!!!
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21 years old Zhuang Xiao Han, is a die-hard fan of Korean famous boyband, TVXQ. Last year, she got into an accident and was seriously injured. The doctor announced that she will not be able to live more than 3 days. Zhuang's mum did not give up, she played TVXQ songs 24 hours everyday, and her daughter woke up! Zhuang's mum said, "I really thank TVXQ for letting me see a miracle."

Doctor expresses admiration.

Last year March, around 11pm at night, Zhuang Xiao Han was riding her bike home and got into an accident. She was sent to the Xiao Gang Hospital (小港醫院), doctor said that her head was seriously injured and she will not be able to live more than 3 days.

Zhuang's mum sobs and said, " I know she really likes TVXQ, so I played TVXQ songs everyday, in hope that she will survive. I don't care if she will become a vegetable, as long as she survive." Alas, she survived the 3 days, and was in a coma for 7 months, until one day, she miraculously woke up.

Zhuang's mum smiled and said, "I played TVXQ songs everyday, until the cd player spoilt. When she woke up, the first thing she said to her Dad was, to help her buy TVXQ's new album."

TVXQ will be having a concert at Taipei next month, 10th May 2008. Xiao Han's story spreads around Cassiopeias online. When the organiser of the concert heard of this news, they gave Xiao Han VIP tickets to TVXQ concert, a voucher to stay at Wang Han Hotel (王朝飯店) and a TVXQ album. During the period of her coma, Xiao Han went through a total of 5 operations.

When she received TVXQ Concert tickets, she was so happy and she tried her best to say, "Thank You."

Credits to: Apple News + CassiopeiaHK + [email protected]
Translation credits to: [email protected]

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Posted 4/16/08 , edited 4/16/08
Something I found on the net and I wanna share it.. not sure you guys read it b4 hehe :)
Superstar Spirit
There were rumors about TVXQ needed special treatment, arrogant, unfriendly, and diva-like so the crew was at first feeling uncomfortable working around them. The first 2-set of still photo-shooting went well on the first day and next day for CF shooting they went to outdoor location and while TVXQ was having lunch together, the director said that U-Know must got into the shooting because of the sun light was not going to be enough for shooting. And at that very point of time, yunho was just put the spoon in his mouth, and every crew member was holding their breaths. Then yunho right away put down the spoon and get ready to act. No drama and the man called Yunho had just won the hearts of the crew just like that.

Super Koreans
Of course, this CF shooting was all about Motorcycles so it required TVXQ to ride on actual motorcycles. The problem was that they are not very good on riding on motorbikes so the crew had to be extra cautious. But to stop them from riding was not possible since every time they were free they hopped right on the motorbikes and rode on. But most worrying incident was when Xiah who was not good at riding at all had to ride into the scene. We didn't know how he did it but out of nowhere Xiah got himself riding one wheel (on the back) with the front wheel up so high in the air and the bike kept moving. This unintentionally stunt skill got the crew half heart attack before they all went in and caught Xiah AND his bike. Oblivious to what happened, Xiah didn't share the panic attack and instead said 'I'm sorry' in Thai to the crew.

Thai Foods 'Sab mark mark' (local dialect for very very spicy)
At first, the boys only ate korean foods every meal so the crew thought that they probably didn't like that foods because its spiciness (spiciness for thai and korean are different - not on level, but the taste). Everyone should know that in one scene, Max would be eating 'som tam' and since it's for the shooting the crew needed to make somtam really red so it looks good on TV so they put tons of chili. Being playful, Max actually put a mouthful in his mouth during the scene and he had to spit it out. Then Jaejoong wanted to try, but the crew tried to stop him because the somtam was not for eating purpose but he insisted that he eats more spicy things in Korea.

Favorite foods
Because they are growing up.. the boys appeared to need a lot of food. Eating is very important to them. Besides thai sukiyaki that has become their favorite, the local snacks in bags are their most favorite as well. They ate so much that they got mouth ulcer (canker sore) but this didn't seem to effect them. And the more they were told to stop, the more they wanted to eat.. the other thing that they could not live without was thai energetic drinks (caffeinated). It was said in the crew team that the boys liked them very much that they drank the crew's. For those who thought that TVXQ would only drink or eat expensive stuff had to be sorely disappointed. The boys eat everything; instant noodles, snack in a bag (5 baht a bag = approximately 16 cents US), normal bottle of water (7 baht a bottle = 22 cents) instead of 2 USD a bottle of mineral water prepared for them. The crew was found drinking local energetic drinks (caffeinated), the boys asked them what it was and tried them. Apparently they loved the drinks so much they kept drinking them even though they know it'd keep them up at night. This is why the crew was so impressed with TVXQ. But that's not all yet, the main activity that the boys live for was getting thai massage. No matter how busy they were, they always found the time for massage.

Message from the crew to TVXQ
U-know Yunho - leadershi, always highly responsibility, taking care of members all the time, and give importance to everyone in the crew. He spent his free time warming up his voice, and singing. He has extremely high confidence but the only thing worries him is the future of TVXQ and the band development. How suitable for his role as leader.

Max Changmin - the man who comes with the words 'anything/whatever'. He's quite quiet and shy person. Spent all his time with iPod and Laptop. He likes to live in his own world playing games, surfing internet, watching movie. There was once that everyone was shopping at duty free except Changmin. He said he wanted to play computer. After everyone was done shopping, the crew had to go back and pick up Changmin to board the plane. The crew said to OK! magazine that whenever the crew asked Changmin if he would like this or that, he always replies 'anything/whatever'.

Xiah Junsu - the first time the crew met Xiah, he was very very lively person but at the same time it was very difficult to predict his mood. He sometimes seemed difficult to reach and the crew think he is the most mysterious member of the team. However, when he's in playful mood he would pick on every single person!

Micky Yoochun - Extremely gentleman and very observant! Micky is very curious person and very observant. If two crew members walked together, Micky would ask if those two were dating and we got all confused as of why in the world would micky want to know about that. He always changes his hairstyle by the time you read OK! magazine he would probably already changed his hairstyle. Which is true, during press conference for YAMAHA on feb 2nd, 2008 he already sported very short bang on the forehead.

Hero Jaejoong - He is the person that the crew loves so much. Even though during the first meeting he was the only one that everyone tried to avoid. Everyone would go to Changmin, Yunho, Micky, and Junsu but nobody would talk to Jaejoong. And this was the question Jaejoong asked the crew about why nobody talked to him. The crew said because Jaejoong you don't smile, everyone got scared thought you were moody. Jaejoong jokingly said no he didn't want to smile because he wouldn't look good when he smiled. Then he tried to share jokes and everything. The crew said Jaejoong won their hearts with his charisma.

Credits: OK!magazine, 4nologue co., Ltd, for sources
Translation credits: ajumma @ LJ

I LOVE THEM!! DBSK hwaiting!!!
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Posted 4/16/08 , edited 4/16/08
You may have read it before! but I'll still share this! ^^

1. He likes to look into the mirror, so never grab or take his mirror away.

2. Once he gets excited, he will tend to speak in dialects, so dont be shocked and frightened.

3. He's not good at giving winks, so he'll always reject requests of people asking him to give a wink. >
4. "pretty", "looks like a woman" .... He hates to hear this kind of comments. If you ever meet him, you must say "so handsome!", "TOP" (HOT?)- this sorta of comments.

5. He likes unique and unusual designs of underwear (o.O), so dont give him ordinary-looking ones bcos he will give them away to other members.

6. Although he looks cold on the outside, he is filled with warmth deep inside, so please dont ever hurt him.

7. During a "Coke-Drinking" competition, he actually fainted. So dont ever offer a coke to him bcos that'd remind him of his past frightening experience.

8. He has a habit of wearing an eye-cover to sleep.

9. He has a much slimmer waist compared to that of an average woman, making it seem like his back would break easily, so please do not hug him.

10. The best gift for him would be an international cookbook bcos he loves cooking. However, dont ever say "let's cook together!" bcos he would reject this sort of requests.

Credits: [email protected]

Facts (Unsure if they are true, but still fun to read on biggrin.gif )
~Jaejoong's dad was the most handsome boy in their hometown.
~Almost all the girls in the neighborhood proposed to him and he rejected all of them. He met a girl who ignored his handsomeness and he proposed to her. That girl was Jaejoong's mom.
~Jaejoong once acted as an extra. He played as a Chinese Soldier.
~Jaejoong has 7 sisters and he's the prettiest of them all.
~Girls often sees Jaejoong as a sex symbol and his fans would give him T-Back as gifts.
~Jaejoong would want to marry a fan someday.
~Jaejoong fears coackroach
~Jaejoong is the mom of DBSK because he loves to cook and he always nags the other member to pick and clean their stuff. He hates litters!
~Once, yunho and jaejoong had a fight. Changmin was so afraid of the arguments, he didn't dare to come between the two. Micky was nowhere to be seen. Junsu tried to interfere but the two kept on fighting verbally. With nothing else to do, Junsu hugged Yunho and pushed him away from Jaejoong. Yunho still won't bugged. Junsu was really helpless that he cried. Yunho and jaejoong saw him and stopped fighting.
~Jaejoong would always tease Changmin until the latter cried. When somebody asked him why the boy cried, he would tell them that junsu and changmin fought.
~Jaejoong and Junsu once had the same color toothbrushes that they used the each other's toothbrush.
~Jaejoong and Junsu even borrowed each other's underwear.
~When asked who's the most popular, Junsu said that they're all popular in a different way. Him because he's perfect. Micky is populay because he's cute. Yunho because he's very manly. Changmin because he's nice. Hero because he's very pretty.
~Jaejoong lost his first kiss when he was in 6th grade..
~Jaejoong is the most emotional member in DBSG. He often cry while reading comics. But he seldom cries while watching shows because he said those shows were acted by real people, which give little space for imagination.
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Yunho’s perfume : Marc Jacobs For Men Eau De Toilette Spray
brand : Marc Jacobs
Marc Jacobs Eau De Toilette Spray 75ml/2.5oz A classic & refreshing & sensual fragrance for man. Meets the needs of an active & contemporary lifestyle. Blends with water fig leaves & cumin & ginger. Swirls of notes of cyclamen & cedarwood. Perfect for day & evening wear.

Jaejoong’s perfume : CK Be By Calvin Klein Eau De Toilette Spray
brand : Calvin Klein
CK BE by Calvin Klein makes a sensual, intimate statement. Masculine fragrance blends of musk, mandarin, magnolia, peach, sandalwood, bergamot and juniper berry. Men's scent that women can wear as comfortably as they wear his shirt Unique tonic musk draws you in without being overpowering. Daytime fragrance popular since 1996.

Changmin’s perfume : L Eau Par KenZo For Men Eau De Toilette Spray
brand : KenZo
Fragrance was launched by the design house of Kenzo in 1998 . L'Eau Par Kenzo is a masculine scent that possesses a blend of a watery floral with low notes of vanilla . Men's cologne is recommended for daytime wear.

Junsu’s perfume : Bvlgari Petits et Mamans Eau De Toilette Spray
brand : BLV (Bvlgari) Petits et Mamans (By Nordstrom)
The exclusive fragrance entirely dedicated to children and their mothers is now also available in a longer-staying version with alcohol (5%). Bvlgari chose the most gentle type of tea, chamomile, as the main ingredient enriched by an original talc note. Delivers warmth, freshness, love & intimacy. Combines sunny feel of Sicilian bergamot & orange. Ideal for day & causal wear.

Yoochun’s perfume : Bvlgari Black Eau De Toilette Spray
brand : BLV (Bvlgari) Black
'Bvlgari Black is men's fragrance spray. Perfume launched by the design house of Bvlgari in 1998. Possesses a blend of black tea and smoky woods. Recommended for daytime wear.

aahh!! yay! gonna look for these now!! i wanna know how they smell!!! seriously..i've actually always wondered what the member's scent is like!!!! FINALLY I GET THE POSSIBLITY TO FIND OUT!!! BANZAAII!!! *runs across the room x43*

Credits: [email protected] + CASSIOPEIA GROUP @ imeem

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Posted 4/19/08 , edited 4/19/08
mixed reviews on this one. Sweet Jae, Cheesy Jae, Player Jae, Flirty Jae, Dorky Jae, Corny Jae, you decide:


Fan: Oppa Oppa Oppa, can't you be my real Oppa?
JJ: Come here ^^

Fan: Ah~ I really miss Jaejoong oppa!! Now I'm always listening to [Crying] while missing oppa. Oppa's voice is so sweet
JJ: Oppa thinks your words are really sweet T T

Fan: Oppa is mine
JJ: Honey, you're mine

Fan: If we meet during a concert in Taegu, please hold me hand
JJ: I know~ Our cute ball (T/N: Can also mean ball of cuteness )

Fan: I really really like, I love oppa. Keke
JJ: Really? I love you too

Fan: If only I had a week, then I would see Oppas. I've been waiting very long! Please come back quickly >JJ: I miss the Cassiopeians very much too! Please wait a little longer. Jaejae will run over quickly!! (Note: We all know how fast, or slow Jaejoong can run after watching Line Up xD )

Fan: If you're tired or without strength, please just reply me with the lyrics of [Begin]
JJ: (in Japanese) You seem a little down.... Did anything happen? I'll try to finish my work quickly and rush back. Wait for me ^^


Source : 7 Minutes in Fandom Heaven
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Credits : [email protected] + Fan Girl Mitz + [email protected]'skitchen + [email protected]

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Posted 4/19/08 , edited 4/19/08

From 1 - 50 List about Top 100 Most Adorable Guys that you want to raise
1 Yoo Seung Ho
2 Cheon Jeong-Myeong
3 Arashi Member: Jun Matsumoto
4 TVXQ!: Xiah JunSu
5 Maddox [The cambodia child adopted by Angelina Jolie]
6 News: Yamashita Tomohisa [aka YamaPi]
7 SS501: Kim Hyun Joong
8 Thomas Brodie Sangster
9 Lee Seung Ki
10 WaT: 小池澈平
11 [Unkown]
12 Super Junior: Kim Ki Bum
13 Kim Tae Hoon
14 TVXQ! Micky Yoo Chun
15 Kat-Tun: Akanishi Jin
16 Kim Dong Wan
17 Jeremy Robert Myron Sumpter
18 Park Gun Hyung
19 Super Junior: Kim Hee Chul
20 Quinten Schram
21 Fly To The Sky: Brain
22 Yuya Yagira
23 Baek Ji Hoon [Leader of Korean Football Club: U21]
24 MC Yoo
25 Brooklyn Beckham
26 Choi
27 Arashi: Kazunari Ninomiya
28 TVXQ: Max Chang Min
29 Jang Geun Seok
30 Kat-Tun: Kamenashi Kazuya
31 Kim Hyeon-jun
32 SS501: Kim Hyung Jun
33 Nairmiya Hiroki
34 Super Junior: Lee Dong Hae
35 Ji Hyun Woo
36 Jake Thomas
37 Seven
38 Shun Oguri
39 Haha
40 ShinHwa: Andy
41 TVXQ! : Hero Jae Joong
42 [A Composer]
43 Park Ji Bin
44 Bong Tae Kyu
45 Buzz: Min Kyung Hoon
46 SMAP: Katori Shingo
47 SS501: Heo Young Saeng
48 F4: Vic Chou Yu Min
49 Cha Doo Ri [Korea Footballer]
50 [An Author]
Translation by: love*knots @
Credits to: DS chinese Forum

1. Jang Dong Gun
2. Park Ji Sung [Korea Footballer]
3. Jo In-Seong
4. Rain Bi
5. MC Yoo
6. Cheon Jeong-Myeong
7. Song Ii-Kuk
8. TVXQ: U-Know Yoon Ho
9. Won Bin
10. Jang Dong Wan
11. SS501: Kim Heon Joong
12. Lee Jun Ki
13. Hyun Bin
14. Shin Dong Wook
15. [Korea Footballer]
16. TVXQ! Hero Jae Joong
17. Jeong Woo Seong
18. ShinHwa: Eric Mun
19. Super Junior: Kim Ki Bum
20. Gong Yoo
21. TVXQ! Micky Yoo Chun
22. Joo Ji Hoon
23. Nam Gung Min
24. Kwon Sang Woo
25. Super Junior: Choi Si Won
26. Ryu Seung-Beom
27. Lee Dong Wook
28. Lee Seung Ki
29. So Ji Sub
30. Seo Tai Ji

Can't find the rest

Translation by: love*knots @
Credits to: various soruces
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April 17, 2008, TVXQ went back to Korea to attend their fanmeeting "SCANDAL" by

They also shot a CF for Anycall.

And guess who is very very very very very happy...

JUNG YUNHO. He, together with Junsu and Jejung shot the CF with his dreamgirl Jun Jihyun. This is like a dream come true for Yunho.

Meanwhile, Changmin and Yuchun shot the CF with Girl's Generation member Tiffany.

credits to [email protected]

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Clothes DBSK designed for their GIRLS

From the left to the right:






Credits : Baidu + Soompi Forums + [email protected]

Personally...i'm into jaejoongs/ changmin's style!!! ^_^ but yunho's is okie too!! it's the style i'd pick in summer when i want to look sweet or something! ....*hides behind sofa for protection from Novi's flying objects towards me* your girl supposed to be PREGNANT or something?! *ducks down behind the sofa*

NOVI: o_0!!!!! *evil aura*

bani: AAH!! i mean...the top is still sweet!!! ^_^

novi: ^_^

yola: what about junsu's?!! you haven't commented...

bani: O_O!!'s too matured!!! i prefer younger clothes!!! like what jj/changmin chose!!! ^_^

yola: ....hunnie!!! you didn't take this style from your mum did you?!.....


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credits to: [email protected]
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*Everyone. Ive read this DBSK group that is trying to BASH Antis, but isnt our point to ANTI-Bash. To just counter? Well im not sure if the creator wrote it wrong but she put "Plans to BASH Antis.". Please Refrain from joining anything with BASHING antis. Our point in this group is just to REVERSE and COUNTER their attacks.

Story Short: Please Make Sure To Read What DBSK Group Your Joining. If you read the title of the group it is "Anti BASHERS" Refrain from joining groups that are BASHING the antis. We want to defeat the Antis not feed to their need.
Posted 4/21/08 , edited 4/21/08
DBSK Loyal Fan ~Rest In Peace..."Myun Kyung Min" a.k.a "Kayem7289" is FAKE!!!

"Kay (kayem7289) is not real.
She didn't die of a rare bone cancer, didn't have a sister named "Cindy",
didn't have a stepfather who hated her, and so on.
She was created by a sociopath who goes by the username kongo89 on soompi and BoAjjang."

---------------------------------------------- a Junsu fan

I'm really feel sorry for "Junsu"..coz he really did believed dat he had a loyan fan like Kayem, lol..
coz last year, during 2nd Asia Tour Concert in M'sia, someone be able to met
Junsu at the backstage and told him everthing about Kayem..
and Junsu even gave a special message for her.
Omo, Junsu must be sad if he know about dis..
really hope dat Junsu never know de truth..
he being fooled by a stupid person named "Kayem"
dat was horrible! what his problem, anyway??

credit: [email protected] + [email protected]


found dis when i read more about this fake thingy...

some similarities that are hard to miss...
Kay = Kong
Moon = Moon (surname)
kayem7289 = kongo89
Minnesota = Minneapolis (M and M...)
18 years old = 18 years old
Born July-2-1989 = Born July-2-1989
5ft 8in = 5ft 8in
Utada Hikaru fan = Utada Hikaru fan
into art = into art
loves debates = loves debates

this makes me speechless. wat is he trying to do actually... is it juz for fun...
read more here ->

credits: [email protected]


For those who neva heard of this FAKE farewell...

If you're one of YouTube user, you'll know her..aka Kayem7289..she always shares and upload DBSK video..Cassiopeia, we lossing one of DBSK loyal fan..If DBSK know this, they must be sad =(..It's such a honor for me to do this..

She died on Dec 2, 2007 because of cancer...It was a pretty sad that she's only 18 years old (July 2, 1989)..and I'm really sad when I open her YouTube page and it's a so scary that she knew..she's going to die!!

R.I.P....July 2, 1989 to Dec 2, 2007

"Messages that she leave at her page"

I am leaving the net on November 22, so after that point, you probably won't hear from me anymore, nor will I upload.

Thanks for making my channel such a nice success, it really made me happy seeing that people DID enjoy my videos. It made all that time I spent on the videos worth it all.
You guys have been all wonderful, and I'll miss this DBSK community of ours.

I won't be fulfilling requests anymore from this point, and I apologize for the inconvenience, but I'm sure with all the dedicated fans here, you'll be able to get a hold of that clip sometime.

credit: Kayem7289x

Her last post before she left us on Dec 2, 2007. This was written two days before..

November 30, 2007! Woot!

Well, hey girls. If this entry is being read at this moment, then that means that fate has finally gotten to me. (It's about time, fate! *Shakes fist angrily at sky* LOL)
I am writing this last entry today because I am not feeling too well at the moment, and yes, I know, we all get a little sick once in a while, but I just feel...Different this time. It sounds a little pessimistic, but I know, know, know that my time is coming, and any day now...I will back in my appa's arms, catching up on nearly nine lost years.

It's been 8 days since I said goodbye to the cyberworld, but this time, I'm saying farewell and good luck to everyone here in the real world. Or in other words, you earthlings xD! Sounds like an alien, huh? Just remember that this is Earth that we are talking about, our first life, our hardest life, and that the best is in store. Technically it's already December 1st because it's 2:04 am right now and I see the snow falling from the sky, and it makes me feel all jittery all of a sudden. I don't really like to play in the snow, but seeing the land covered in bright white, makes such an ugly world, look so beautiful and calm. It makes me forget about all the sadness and pain out there, just for a second as I gaze into the purified world. However, just like life, the beauty is only temporary, and before you know it, spring comes and new flowers bloom. What does this tell us? Life that seems like it has ended, is still there, just sleeping and waiting for the right time to reappear. I might not be here physically, but my thoughts, my wishes, my abandoned hopes; all still linger here, waiting to be fulfilled.

I dreamt of becoming a mother, a wife, an employee for a big company (lol), and even though none of them were probable, I still lived a wonderful, beautiful life. Who says fairy tales always have a happy ending? Who said beautiful movies or stories always had to end the way everyone wanted it to? The beauty of life is that it is mysterious, it's unfair, it gives us exactly what we don't want! It is all of a matter of how you look at it. Are you going to cry and sulk about how life is treating you unfairly, or live it to the fullest and rub it all in life's face [if he/she had one, that is].
"Hey, life! You're being an bubble gum, but I'm still happy! HAH!"
There's a greater prize waiting for us, but you'll have to earn it.

Please be kind to my sister, Cindy.
She is just a 15 year old gal, trying to live a normal life, and is probably an emotional wreck by now. I know that I always rely on her to bring the bad news, but remember, she's just my messenger, don't harass her for anything...Or bring up perverted thoughts! *Stares at perverted girls at the corner* Oh Cindy, my little naive dongsaeng, unnie is going to miss calling you every week...But try to stay strong and just remember that I'll always be your awesome unnie lol. I know that all the times we've seen each other recently, have been rather sullen, but the next time you see me, I'll be healthy! No more tubes connected to by nose, no needles in my arms and no wheelchair! I'll be that unnie you grew up knowing, the one who was never afraid of anything, the one who told you to live your life on the wild side! This goes out to everyone as well. Anticipate our next meeting, neh?

I'm so sorry, girls! I know that I am supposed to come back in ten days, but I guess I was dreaming too far ahead.
I really wanted to make it through one more Christmas, to spend with you all, and to make New Year's resolutions as well.
I guess I'll never have the chance to indulge in chocolates during Valentine's Day, or chug one or two beers for St. Patrick's Day, but at least all my wonderful girls still have that opportunity. Celebrate on my behalf, leave a cup of soda for me, buy me a box of chocolates lol, or maybe not...Your parents might get a bit weirded out about it all.
"I see dead people." OMO!
You know what I mean though...Don't take all these little things for granted, or you'll regret it when you get in my shoes one day. "I wish I would've eaten more on Thanksgiving last year," or "I really should've bought my mom that gift she wanted for Christmas." I beg of you, girls, please, life is not a game where you can just go move by move hoping for the best. You must think everything through and through, make all your decisions count!

No tears! You guys are lucky I wasn't able to bash all your heads in with my plank lol.
I don't want to see all those tears when I'm gone, just think about all those great times we've had. As long as you don't erase me, or my existence, I'll always be alive.

Keep living, keep dreaming, keep wishing, keep hoping, keep breathing and keep waiting...For me. Before you know it, we'll be having conversations again like nothing ever even changed.
I'll be waiting for you guys up there, don't keep me waiting too long, okay?
Holy crap this is long! My last message and it's so asdjklasdf long lol, sorry if I bored you to death!
Peace out homes! Lol, I'm a gangster now, apparently.
*Blows everyone kisses*

<3 Kay Kyung Kaying Emily Min Mai Mun/Moon

My final goals in life are:

- Meet the DongBang boys! Their music and presence has made such an impact on my life that it's hard to comprehend. Which is why my dream is to at least meet them, or see them once in person in this lifetime. However, my flight restrictions have pretty much hindered me from seeing them, so unless they fly to a destination around me, this dream is unreachable. Even getting an autograph would be enough.

- Get that pink elephant Junsu was holding during School Attack! I've wanted to have it since I saw in the clip because it's just too darn cute! If I can't see the boys in personal, the pink elephant would at least fill a little bit of that void. Having that elephant in my arms is just as good as seeing the boys since having something he owns would be so much already! So if you know or know anyone else who would know where to purchase that elephant, please, please, please, please let me know. It may seem like a childish wish, but it's just one of my last wishes.

- Come online/sign on to MSN as much as I can, and early as I possibly can. I can't make any promises because for the rest of my time I am still going to be coming online, I will spending every day/every other day in rehab for 6-8 hours. Yes, I'm in rehab for drugs lol! No, it's for my hip, but I can see how "I am going to rehab" can be misinterpreted. Thanks Brit, Lindsay and Nicole for giving rehab such a nice reputation. I can always ditch rehab though, since it's not mandatory, just "recommended for essential recovery."

- Binge eating! Lol, right now...My diet is extremely limited so one of my goals is just to pig out one of these days and enjoy foods I used to be able to eat so freely. I am low-sodium, low-sugar, low-carb, low-fat, low-caffeine diet, and not by choice. So basically...I eat a lot of tofu and organic foods, I want some fatty foods, you know what I mean?!
I just want a big, greasy supreme pizza, sour cream and cheese Ruffle chips, sharp cheddar pretzels, a large frappucino and moose track ice cream! *Sigh*

- Logically speaking, I probably won't be around by next year to attend the Hollywood Bowl, and it was something I wanted to do so much, too! Tiffany promised me that she would take me to see the ocean and sunset when I visited her in California, and now I wish I will still be able to do that. I've seen sunsets by the ocean in other countries, but this time...Seeing the sun with friends and loved ones, would mean so much. I wish to see the sunset in the Pacific ocean the night before I pass, so I can just be a sun waiting to rise again.

Thank you for taking your time to read everything (or whatever parts you decided to read lol) and now hopefully everyone understands everything. Please forgive me for any grammatical errors because I just got back home yesterday and my mind is still a bit fuzzy, so my grammar is not perfect. My departure date is November 22, 2007, so in less than a month is when I'm backing out. If there are any questions or discretions, please do not hesitate to ask, and one last thing...I do not wish for a pity party. Even though I may be in a vulnerable and rather pathetic state in my life right now, I'm still as strong mentally as I was before and to give me pity would be an insult to me and all the others fighting for their lives. We are still capable human beings and do not wish to be looked down upon. Thank you.

- Kay (Kayem7289)

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Posted 4/22/08 , edited 4/22/08
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