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RAPE

It's a four letter word that used to make me shudder just to hear it or read it on a screen.

I've been raped twice in my lifetime.

Once by a drunk guy who i thought was a nice guy walking me to my car in the alleys of Dallas.
He pinned me up against a wall, and started kissing me.
At first i thought, "what the hell?"
then when he lifted me up and ripped of my panties. i was terrified.
The only thing i could remember at the time was, " Don't fight it, or it'll hurt more"
So i went limp - like a rag doll.
He used me twice, without pause.
the most agonizing twenty minutes of my life.

when he finally finished, he let me drop to the ground (which hurt too btw)
and smacked my cheek like the mafia men do in movies and said, thanks.

i was crying.

i hobbled to my car.

i was in pain from my head to my toes.

and i was bleeding from places i shouldn't have been bleeding... ever.

i sat down in my car, and locked the doors
i had never felt so used and slutty in my whole life.
i thought that I had done something to provoke it.
that it was my fault.

i was ashamed

i didn't go to the doctor or the hospital.
I went home
and took a two hour long shower.
and scrubbed my skin to try and erase the feel of him on my skin.
the water was ice cold when i stepped out of the shower.
i remember seeing my arms and not realising that those were my arms

they were bluish and had dark red marks all up and down them.

it took a few years for me to talk about it. even to my best friend.
But after a little bit of therepy and some good friends...
i'm ok.

finally... ten years later. i can actually talk about it and not cry.

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This is what the reality of rape looks like people.
it's not something that you can lightly brush off. it's a nightmare that will haunt a girl for years.

I still get nervous around anyone who looks similar to the guy.

i'm very thankful that i didn't catch any STD's from him or get pregnant.


What are your thoughts about rape?
have you been raped?
let it out, it actually helps.
Posted 10/17/07
I admire you Duster for even talking about this to a bunch of strangers. You are a strong woman and no it wasn't your fault don't ever think that it was your fault.
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Awwww...Shelly...*pats*
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Posted 10/17/07
I must find that fuxker and beat him up lolz and get him a life time in prison lolz
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Er... rapists are sick, in my oppinion.
Personaly have never been raped before.
Uh but my friend's friend has been molested. At the church I use to go to my friend's friend about the same age as me, was sitting, in the chapel waiting for her parents. A man (much older) sits next to her. She said she was too scared to move when He started to feel her up. When he is done he leaves calmly and she runs out in tears.
Thats all i know.... but I don't think they have caught the man.
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Twinkies_nd_Anime13 wrote:

Er... rapists are sick, in my oppinion.
Personaly have never been raped before.
Uh but my friend's friend has been molested. At the church I use to go to my friend's friend about the same age as me, was sitting, in the chapel waiting for her parents. A man (much older) sits next to her. She said she was too scared to move when He started to feel her up. When he is done he leaves calmly and she runs out in tears.
Thats all i know.... but I don't think they have caught the man.




we must find this fuxker and bring him to my beating sense of humor lolz
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You are a strong woman indeed to share these life experience. Never been raped before and it wouldnt happen since im a guy. Now im not saying it doesnt happen to guys but most of them are probably masochists who are happy to be raped. Not me though. My thoughts are on it is to be careful and cautious. As king said, it is not your fault.
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...Rapist are pathetic loosers...thanx 4 sharin about u..
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Posted 10/17/07
I hope i never get raped..stupid sick fucks. why ??
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I still can't talk about the second one.
*deep breath*
It involves more than one attacker.
Never trust Marines. EVER.
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I think anyone with any sense of morality would agree that rape is up there with murder and slavery.

Not sure there would be any words of consolation that would really work through the internet. /hug
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Posted 10/17/07

Dusterbayala wrote:

I still can't talk about the second one.
*deep breath*
It involves more than one attacker.
Never trust Marines. EVER.


Didnt u take action against him???like reporting him to police??..just curious
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I was almost raped..

by our family driver...It was one summer morning...I was 11 or 12 years old then...our maid left my room open while I was still sleeping...then...he went inside...I woke up with him on top of me..and he's touching my...behind...
he run outside...I told my mom what happened...she called the guy...and...she fired him...and told him never to go near us again...he wasn't imprisoned...

cause of that..I became a man hater...

but my classmates, guy classmates...told me that not all guys are like him...so...I'm not a man hater now...

still...I'm kinda scared that I might see him again...

but..if ever that happens...he'll be rewarded...by my fists...I hope...
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Posted 10/17/07
Hmm.. its best that most girls should learn self defence or carry a anti pervert kit round with them(etc, pepper spray..). but still, Girls can Prevent this.

Always be with a friend.
Dont take deserted routes.
Never wear anything that might trigger the perv's attention.. blah blah blah.. Zzz..
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Posted 10/17/07
O.o such a tough topic to be talk about... thx for the ppl sahring this out... really... i hate reading this kinda stuffs becuz that's why ppl think of man as stupid or sick or worse (which i, at least, am not) i dun think i could ever rape a girl... even when i think of little girls as SO CUTE!! ^_^ i could never hurt them or anything like that, just letting know that dun hate men ^_^
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