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Do you want to hear the whole story? I normaly try to let thigns bother me so much but has been a 4 year uphill (well downhill would fit better) batlle of wills and spirits.
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PM me on it. So as to keep it privit.
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Ok the Ratman is ready to listen.
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i think im not a good friend that's why my friends always leave me.
like, i have friends but some of them go, some of them finds another one, and some just get tired of me and leave.
Im not an ideal friend, but im true to my friends. *crying*....,,why do i feel like i cant count on them all the time..??
It just hurt so much when they tried to leave you again and again.
I want to have a friend that accept me just the way I am. Im not perfect and im not always expressive. I want to be understood.
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i think im not a good friend that's why my friends always leave me.
like, i have friends but some of them go, some of them finds another one, and some just get tired of me and leave.
Im not an ideal friend, but im true to my friends. *crying*....,,why do i feel like i cant count on them all the time..??
It just hurt so much when they tried to leave you again and again.
I want to have a friend that accept me just the way I am. Im not perfect and im not always expressive. I want to be understood.


You have one very good one in Jesus. Also we here are not going to leave you. Also I will be praying and praying for you.
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ygirl07 wrote:

i think im not a good friend that's why my friends always leave me.
like, i have friends but some of them go, some of them finds another one, and some just get tired of me and leave.
Im not an ideal friend, but im true to my friends. *crying*....,,why do i feel like i cant count on them all the time..??
It just hurt so much when they tried to leave you again and again.
I want to have a friend that accept me just the way I am. Im not perfect and im not always expressive. I want to be understood.


Ygirl you totally are not alone!
I used to be the same way. I remember when I was a little kid I used to pray to God to bring me a best friend. Someone who I could always rely on when the world seemed to hard. I had a lot of friends but like always they would always disappear when i needed them the most... Just remember that God sends people into your life at the right time. Sometimes people are good and sometimes they don't ever consider your feelings but it's important to remember that people don't validate your life. Remember that God chose you in before you were born! (In your mothers womb as Isaiah puts it)....Friends will always come and go...you may think that you have found the perfect friend only to to be disappointed again but the point is that Jesus is the true rock that you can stand on when you face tough situations. He'll be there through thick and thin. He'll listen to your problems and~ he'll bring you people that you can rely on when he thinks it's time. Maybe God has put you in a stiuation where he wants you to grow in Him before you grow with other people! That was definately the case for me. Don't worry! And if you really want to find good people that you can trust always start with your home church. Find people that have the same values as you do and never lower your standards because you worry about what other people think. God bless and we'll always be here for you!

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Thanks, that really helped me.
I have many friends and bestfriends. But some of my really close friends transfered to another school.
Some of them finds another bestfriend and forget that we're bestfriends too. And some just wants to end our friendship.
That's when I became a loner and very shy. I used to be alone in class, waiting for the bell to ring because I don't have anyone to talk to.
And it's so painful to see them enjoying each other talking and chatting but me, all alone. I wasn't always like that. I was cheerful before and like them, talkative. That's when I always ask for God for a friend. I even cried while praying. I thought I found her, but it wasn't her. Then I kept praying. I got close with my new transfered classmate in our school camping. And I knew she was that friend I was asking for. I love her. She's a born again Christian. Everyday, I thank God for her. But we always have problems with our friendship. Like people don't want us being too close, and many times she tried to end our friendship, again and again. But I never gave up. Now I pray that our friendship do last, forever. "Friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them".
I still have many true good friends. They are still my bestfriends, the ones that transfered to another school, we do communicate and see each other. And from this experience, I learned many things. I have friends that are always there for me through good and bad times. I didn't really realize that until problems come. Those problems helped me realize they were there for me all along and I didn't see that because I thought I was alone. Now Im ok. still shy but Im ok. Thank you. God Bless too. I really love this group. You've helped me so much.
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work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....
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work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....


First off why did he do that and 2nd isnt he your Dad (he is suppost to be looking out for you). I am praying for you but, cant you see your friend out side of work?
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gaaraluvhinata wrote:

work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....


First off why did he do that and 2nd isnt he your Dad (he is suppost to be looking out for you). I am praying for you but, cant you see your friend out side of work?
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gaaraluvhinata wrote:

work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....


First off why did he do that and 2nd isnt he your Dad (he is suppost to be looking out for you). I am praying for you but, cant you see your friend out side of work?
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Ratman21 wrote:


gaaraluvhinata wrote:

work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....


First off why did he do that and 2nd isnt he your Dad (he is suppost to be looking out for you). I am praying for you but, cant you see your friend out side of work?


cuz he didn't like the hours i was getting...i know but what he did was unfair...
yeah but we usually don't c each other much...
and working with my friend brightens my week...
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gaaraluvhinata wrote:


Ratman21 wrote:


gaaraluvhinata wrote:

work schedule at my job
my dad made me lose a day of work that i really wanted!!!
my schedule had a day that i was gonna work with one of my friends
then my dad talked 2 the manager and now im not working that day!!!
im getting more hours now..... but i wont get 2 c my friend!
and i was furious at my dad... but it calmed 2 just mad now!!!

i knew i wasn't gonna get many hours...
but i didn't care as long as i got 2 work with my friend...
now i don't...
i was sad and furious...
i was litterally crying

any advice about that?
please...HELP.....


First off why did he do that and 2nd isnt he your Dad (he is suppost to be looking out for you). I am praying for you but, cant you see your friend out side of work?


cuz he didn't like the hours i was getting...i know but what he did was unfair...
yeah but we usually don't c each other much...
and working with my friend brightens my week...


Ok well could you, in a very very polight mode ask him to check with you first and tell him why.....
Note, Dads can get very over portective with there little girl's. I know, I have two of them..

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he knew i was mad at him and he also knew y...
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i know dad's get over protective of their little girls...
plus im the baby of the family and his "baby girl"
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idk wat to do in my situatuation. I've tried to kill myself countless times and i failed every time, i prayed and prayed for death but it still has not come. Christmas morning like 1am-3am i had an "episode" and nearly died, but i fought for my life becuz of all the regrets i would have if i died so early. I finally realized the meaning of life a couple days later and I solved one regret and am slowly solving the others. Last nite I blacked out and this moring i went to the doctors. Chocolate has become like a poison to me, but i dont think its just chocolate thats the problem. And the day before I was talking about how for lent I would give up chocolate for 40 days before Easter becuz its sometjing thats hard for me to live without. If I continue to eat chocolate the way i do I could die. God is giving me a choice now, and idk wat to choose. life and no chocolate and still living in hell and being considered fragile cuz of my condition or death where i can go to heaven and be with him and jesus....help
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