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Have you ever for all of sudden hate your life so much that you wish to die?
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asict50 wrote:



everytime when i'm in a paintball game.


paintball is fun !
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i feel like that cause i completely set up a relationship to fail tuesday and i really wanted it to happen:(
Posted 4/20/08
When I was young, once I did.

But now... hell naw.
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mike122_in_uk wrote:

yes i haved....and hehe i hope i wasnt emo to actually cut my wrist for it


ppl r being really steriotipical when it comes to the word emo cause it really means being overly emotional, not a person who cuts their wrists. don't u see the word were emo comes from is emotional!!! all u really have to be is overlly emotinal all the time (or at least most of the time) to be emo...but if u really want to, it's ur choice, u can cut ur wrists.


i know tht but the meaning im trying to explain myself is that i dont ever want to be overly emotional to even have a chance of pushing myself to that far.
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Posted 4/20/08

mike122_in_uk wrote:


blackharu159 wrote:


mike122_in_uk wrote:

yes i haved....and hehe i hope i wasnt emo to actually cut my wrist for it


ppl r being really steriotipical when it comes to the word emo cause it really means being overly emotional, not a person who cuts their wrists. don't u see the word were emo comes from is emotional!!! all u really have to be is overlly emotinal all the time (or at least most of the time) to be emo...but if u really want to, it's ur choice, u can cut ur wrists.


i know tht but the meaning im trying to explain myself is that i dont ever want to be overly emotional to even have a chance of pushing myself to that far.


kk i understand
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shinn442 wrote:

yeah i hav but i control it by drinking blood


I thought I was alone. . .
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The way i see it... Dying is NEVER an option, so it's not even something i think about.

The point to life is to SURVIVE it..

Yeha shitty things happen to good people.. shitty things happen to BAD people.

That's part of life. Learning to deal with it, "roll with the punches" if you will.

Getting depressed sucks. I know i've been Bi-polar for nearly half my life (and i suspect longer than that)

But you just have to force yourself to look at the bright side.


A couple of months ago i had one of the worst days of my life.

I failed my midterm, My financial Aid was revoked. My boss threatened to fire me, and I was arrested. Yeah it was a really shitty day and i was focusing on the negative.
I couldn't get my car back, i was seriously low on funds, i was in fear of losing my job... but i talked with my mom's best friend (who's kinda got the handle on shitty things happening) and she just said look at the bright side.. and i was like all... yeah what bright side.. .and she said... There's nothing you can do for today about your problems, right? and i said well yeah.. (it was sunday) so she said... take a day off.. read a book, play online, clean your bathroom if you want to.
Do something for you.

and those were the words i needed to hear.

Pulled me right out of my pity party and made me focus on the positive.

I just had to prove my need for financial aid, work harder in my class, follow the law for my arrest, and deal with everything tomorrow.

So no matter how shitty of a day you have... there's always an upside.

Like the day i heard that my best friend had committed suicide and he had called me the night he did it to talk (i assumed that had i been home instead of coking out with others he would still be here)

Now that's shitty. my best friend in the whole wide world had turned to me for help, and i wasn't there. I was being selfish and doing things for my own hedonistic pleasure.

The up side... i got myself off my coke addiction.
He may still be dead, but every year on Sept 2nd, i look at the tattoo next to my heart and remember him, and remember that i'm drug free because of him.

Just have to look for the upside.
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yes but I don't have the guts to kill myself though
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25 / M / Houston
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Posted 4/20/08
only when i have big problems but thats like one time every year
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yeah , lotta times =P buh i wish i can die buh i dun wanna feel pain , buh after i watch movies it makes me feel like life is useless
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Posted 4/20/08

BRoKeNFaNTaSy wrote:

Have you ever felt so disappointed that you wanna do so, of course even so you wouldn't do it, right? It happens to me quite a lot of times.


Yes. I, myself don't even matter in this world, seriously.
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Posted 4/21/08
yes
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Posted 4/21/08
i wanted to kill myself everyday, but i can't....
Posted 4/21/08
i use to but now i wanna live more than eva
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who hasnt
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