none...........

its becoming to much
everythings crashing down on me at ones
the force of it all is gnashing me against the earth
i cant stand my ground i cant breaht
it hurts and i hurt and i bleed
i feel like sreaming out to the world
making it shrivel up to nothing
or just crawling under my sheets
till im nothing to the world
either way i feel finished
i feel done
i feel as if ive finnaly been defeated
nothing seems worthwhile
and i dont seem worth the hassle of living
i hate me more n more by day
by night i dream my burial
i hate what ive done and do
god why cant i change
its like im in a one lane and cant change directions
someone get me out of this rut
wheres the old me
what has this world and its fucked up ways done to her
i miss her
get her back
i hate this new one
she makes me mad she makes me sad
if i say i hate everything will u call me emo
but thats the truth in my eyes
its sad that no ones taking the time to actualy care
i mean care care not just the "o u poor thing" looks i get