First  Prev  1  2  3  Next  Last
Ever just started to wonder?
871 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
29 / M / Huntington Beach, CA
Offline
Posted 7/6/08

furianz wrote:

Yes, most recently but a few moments ago. I wonder why I am here when all I do is burden my family and my friends. I wonder what is the use of me being here when it is apparent that all I will ever be is a burden. I think they would all be so much better off without me. Throughout life we discard useless objects, so why do we not discard useless people in the same way. Why is it that we still try to drag them along, pretending all the while that they mean something to us, all of this to what end? Life has little purpose, little meaning, so why do we as human beings treasure it so?


Because you yourself determine that purpose, and whether you realize it or not someone views you as important. It may take some time to see, but we cherish it because it isn't perfect and you only get one life. People can be of use, but it's more than that, your not supposed to be solely useful to those around you. Your purpose, your meaning, you decide.
47029 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
35 / M / New Zealand
Offline
Posted 7/6/08

SPARTAN_ wrote:


furianz wrote:

Yes, most recently but a few moments ago. I wonder why I am here when all I do is burden my family and my friends. I wonder what is the use of me being here when it is apparent that all I will ever be is a burden. I think they would all be so much better off without me. Throughout life we discard useless objects, so why do we not discard useless people in the same way. Why is it that we still try to drag them along, pretending all the while that they mean something to us, all of this to what end? Life has little purpose, little meaning, so why do we as human beings treasure it so?


Because you yourself determine that purpose, and whether you realize it or not someone views you as important. It may take some time to see, but we cherish it because it isn't perfect and you only get one life. People can be of use, but it's more than that, your not supposed to be solely useful to those around you. Your purpose, your meaning, you decide.


Ok firstly ..... are you stalking me? O_O (haha jk :P)
Second, finding a purpose is not easy when the only time you get to leave the house is to go to the hospital. My skills cannot be put to use as I am classified medically unfit for employment and no-one really takes you seriously if you can't even leave your own home.
As a result of this my life revolves around anime and I'm useless to pretty much everyone.
6589 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
24 / F / Eau Claire, WI, US
Offline
Posted 7/6/08
yeah, it's scary. I start thinking negatively and then I want to kill myself.
229 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
28 / M
Offline
Posted 7/6/08
all the time
871 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
29 / M / Huntington Beach, CA
Offline
Posted 7/6/08

furianz wrote:


SPARTAN_ wrote:


furianz wrote:

Yes, most recently but a few moments ago. I wonder why I am here when all I do is burden my family and my friends. I wonder what is the use of me being here when it is apparent that all I will ever be is a burden. I think they would all be so much better off without me. Throughout life we discard useless objects, so why do we not discard useless people in the same way. Why is it that we still try to drag them along, pretending all the while that they mean something to us, all of this to what end? Life has little purpose, little meaning, so why do we as human beings treasure it so?


Because you yourself determine that purpose, and whether you realize it or not someone views you as important. It may take some time to see, but we cherish it because it isn't perfect and you only get one life. People can be of use, but it's more than that, your not supposed to be solely useful to those around you. Your purpose, your meaning, you decide.


Ok firstly ..... are you stalking me? O_O (haha jk :P)
Second, finding a purpose is not easy when the only time you get to leave the house is to go to the hospital. My skills cannot be put to use as I am classified medically unfit for employment and no-one really takes you seriously if you can't even leave your own home.
As a result of this my life revolves around anime and I'm useless to pretty much everyone.


Sorry to burst you bubble, I am so not stalking you. lol. I can somewhat relate as I couldn't get out of bed for three months and for three subsequent years I've had to go to the hospital, physical rehabilitation and so many specialists for an accident at work. However you learn to realize if you can look beyond yourself that there are more to your skill sets than you could imagine.I still am in immense pain when the seasons and weather change, and the winds get cold, or the sun beats down too intensely. I will always be permanently partially disabled because of it, and will receive no relief or special exception for it, as partial doesn't count where I live.

But I still define me and push forward for my own purpose. Half the time you'll be disheartened, but perservance is what makes a man. The glory goes to those who themselves never give up. If you want a friend to talk to, PM or buddy me.
494 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
25 / F / Texas y'all
Offline
Posted 7/7/08
Oh man. I think all of the time almost...It's rather exhausting almost, and that's why I can tend to seem aloof.
Philosphical or just spontaneous in nature, my daydreams are very frequent.
Posted 7/8/08
ya..i think every1 does that from time 2 time...
Posted 7/8/08
i was ponder every now and then about life.
dont know why either.
but when i do, it's kinda saddening how life is turning out to be.
so far from how i want it.
sights.
545 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
35
Offline
Posted 7/11/08
the older i am, the more that question crosses my mind
85095 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
22 / M
Offline
Posted 7/11/08
yeah sometimes i just wondering why should i live for and i wish i could be dead sometimes XD but now i don't really want to die anymore bc i got alot of people's care about me alot
7705 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
22 / M
Offline
Posted 7/11/08
SwAWaH !
7164 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
22 / F / Texas
Offline
Posted 7/14/08
yeah.
it was really random.
i was watching t.v. and all of i sudden i started getting all pensive.
8315 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
26 / M / Canada
Offline
Posted 7/14/08
damn it when I wonder, I make up to myself some mad poem lines in my head then I forget an hour later, or I make up some nice song melodies then I forget 1 hour later too xD

and some other times I just cry
633 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
30 / F / Davao City
Offline
Posted 7/14/08
Hhhhmm this is an interesting topic..yeah, i do think of life and what's gonna happen to me nowadays, I'm not getting any younger, you know..All I have for now are plans..I do hope that I get to actually achieve them..
27371 cr points
Send Message: Send PM GB Post
25 / F / well my minds all...
Offline
Posted 7/24/08
yeh i do, it used to be quite scary because I'd end up in deep philosophical problems etc but since actually doing philosophy, its interesting
And i think of my loved ones alot anyway ^^
First  Prev  1  2  3  Next  Last
You must be logged in to post.