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i need to got..but then he sign..." i am requesting where do you live right"
(twing)ah yes yes,..so if you want to got with me we need to start walking then...and soon we started walking at a small street...( at Nagano Inazawa city )
i cant look at him..even a glimpse..i just walk like no one's with me...but suddenly he hold my sailor collar...
" can you walk slowly..hehehe cause you awlk like soldier to fast and stiff..
so i walk slower than of usual..and i starter to play with my ribbon..he suddenly stoped..and get something in his bag...( at first i wonder what is it..)
in my suprise a cute ribbon ( i love ribbons)
he gave it to me...and order me to wear it tomorrow..so i said yes...and so i startes to talk to him...we walk a fwe topic and i didn't notice...we are in my house..so i vow and say good bye...but he wasn't content about seeing my house he wanted to come in and have a break..after a long walk....( men i wanna punched this man)
so i dont have choice but to let him in and serve him a glass of water...and sitted in a single sitter chair...katsu was looking at my grandmother's picture wearing kimono after that i cut of the conversation " what he does mean to smile?"..so i just ignore it even the angry head stuff..he called me
he said that my grand mother and i were look alike...but he insulted me .."but youre chibi!!
so i just smiled fakely..and stand..well you can't stay here to look cause my father will arrived soon..so he stand and stretched..so this is..see you tomorrow...atlast he was gone and i breath freely again...( what a day)
so i start my task and cook my father's food..and afterward go to my room and start to study but my phone ring..( someone is calling me)
so answer the phone..and it suprised me..it was katsu..." hello" i answered he was in a train " hellow angry head..thank you for this good day...by the way...i just wanted to say you're a very special girl..just smile okay...

months have past and i didn't notice that he was courting me...i thought it was only friendly treat..something..
and i only notice it when our school festival started,,,he invited me to watch a hanabi ( fireworks) it the river bank.near the school..
i wear my fav kimono..it was a blood rred ( akai )...and he wear the same color...i sat beside..hime and waited the firework to start...so i just play with the ribbon he gave to me ( i always wear it since he gave it to me)
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i need to got..but then he sign..." i am requesting where do you live right"
(twing)ah yes yes,..so if you want to got with me we need to start walking then...and soon we started walking at a small street...( at Nagano Inazawa city )
i cant look at him..even a glimpse..i just walk like no one's with me...but suddenly he hold my sailor collar...
" can you walk slowly..hehehe cause you awlk like soldier to fast and stiff..
so i walk slower than of usual..and i starter to play with my ribbon..he suddenly stoped..and get something in his bag...( at first i wonder what is it..)
in my suprise a cute ribbon ( i love ribbons)
he gave it to me...and order me to wear it tomorrow..so i said yes...and so i startes to talk to him...we walk a fwe topic and i didn't notice...we are in my house..so i vow and say good bye...but he wasn't content about seeing my house he wanted to come in and have a break..after a long walk....( men i wanna punched this man)
so i dont have choice but to let him in and serve him a glass of water...and sitted in a single sitter chair...katsu was looking at my grandmother's picture wearing kimono he said that my grand mother and i were look alike...but he insulted me .."but youre chibi!!
so i just smiled fakely..and stand..well you can't stay here to look cause my father will arrived soon..so he stand and stretched..so this is..see you tomorrow...atlast he was gone and i breath freely again...( what a day)
so i start my task and cook my father's food..and afterward go to my room and start to study but my phone ring..( someone is calling me)
so answer the phone..and it suprised me..it was katsu..." hello" i answered he was in a train " hellow angry head..thank you for this good day...by the way...i just wanted to say you're a very special girl..just smile okay...after that i cut of the conversation " what he does mean to smile?"..so i just ignore it even the angry head stuff..he called me

months have past and i didn't notice that he was courting me...i thought it was only friendly treat..something..
and i only notice it when our school festival started,,,he invited me to watch a hanabi ( fireworks) it the river bank.near the school..
i wear my fav kimono..it was a blood red ( akai )...and he wear the same color...i sat beside..hime and waited the firework to start...so i just play with the ribbon he gave to me ( i always wear it since he gave it to me)
but in my suprise ( im a girl who is alwayz suprised in way men acted) he hold my hand and put it to his chest near his heart..." monika can you make this heart much happier"

i dont know wthat he was saying ( damn im innocent and young that time im only 13 he was 17..)
i dont understand katsu..iwhat do you mean...make you laugh..?
he sat beside me..( it was so close i can feel he's warm body) he whispered...to me..
I LOVE YOU..EVEN YOU ARE THE ANGRY HEAD OF THE SCHOOL AND THE ONE WHO CALLED ME BASTARD
i felt my heart feel trembling like it was exploding..so fast..i just smiled...( i felt that i fall for katsu..)
and i said i will...forever...and since that time i begun to change...i smiled...a laughed hard...and become dedicated to what i am doing...( he teach me to love what i am doing..and what principle i knew)
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school year is ending very soon...we have a good relationship...we never have been fighting about what and blah blha...im not jealous..and so he..
but problem came near.because i need to go back to philippines to start to enter high school...and i need to leave him behind
it was the most hardest time..i cant eat or sleep...i cant say to katsu..that i need to leave and return 4 years after...
...i dont have the guts to say it..but my father did..katsu and i didn't talk for days..and soon he came over to my house and asked about my departure..
we talk and tlak..first i laughed..cause his joking..but soon when i said it was no joke...both of us cried..and i said that we needed to end up our relationship..
but he insist that even im to far away..he can pass through it..,so i just cried oin his shoulder..and soon the time of my departure came ( august 10.2004)
and so it was good bye japan and good bye katsu...
so and it was then that i studied here and having hard time to think of the past...i always wonder how katsu is doing well...most of the time katsu is calling me....and so he said that he will got here at philippines at my birthday Oct.2..i was really happy..very happy...

fast forward ------- ( oct.2.2004...) my birthday
katsu arrived at that day..i was so happy..i miss katsu so much...very much,...and that time it was my best birthday...katsu stayed for 4 dayys and soon he dearted and go back...to japan

( oct.07.2004)
my life crumbled to pieces when her mother called me..that katsu died from car accident,,,and her mother said that he left 5 letters in his desk..for me...and a book of our life together...
and since now i dont have that letter..never did read it..and didn't go to katsu's buriel...ceremony...and never go back to japan...
cause i am afraid to remeber every single moment with katsu...
and to whom asking why am i so naive..now you'll know why... add this up my grandfather died august 11.2005..second person that i loved so much died aswell..so i said to my self..i need to avoid to smile..to be happy..cause even i smiled it is fake..cause since now..every thing is still caoming back..again and again like a nightmare that sooner will kill me
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Posted 7/24/08
that sure we're not that long eh Akai san XD
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that sure we're not that long eh Akai san XD

yah..not too long...even today i still over see it..
im trying to change myself..but it's so hard...maybe it takes time

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akai09,,,that's so sad*speechless at the moment*

well me,,

FACT,

it started when i was in 2nd year,start of the school year,i have several crushes and approching one of them(girl 1),and taking he attention,then,there's a girl,well a "secret admirer"-like(girl 2),then sending me letters,asking things,XD,i was so nervous that my answer is different from the question,because no one had done that to me,then when i got home,i told my bestfriend what happened to me,few day later,i still didnt know who that girl(girl 2) is,but,she's just beside me,XD

girl 2 think that the "best couple" would be me and "girl 3",then the independence day arrived,but before that day,my teacher pick me to be the "escort" and "girl 3" as the muse,then i was so surprised because she's my crush(3rd time happened in my life),then we prepared for the dance,i was so nervous,before entering the staged,i waved my hand to "girl 3" and she did the same,moments later,the dance end up fine and i felt so light,XD,but when were still practicing,my teached told me to hold "girl 3's" waist,i bushed and saying so myself what should i do,and feel so confused,them my teacher grabbed my hand and put in "girl 3's" waist,then moments later i got used to it,XD,but no bad intentions

then the january arived,then my bestfriend is txting "girl 2",annoying her,then i got so annoyed and i took his number and told him "stop annoying my GIRLFRIEND",then my bestfriend was so shoked but i was only kidding,XD,,then the camping day came,then we (me and girl 2) txting and knew each other more,then when we are on our way home,riding on a jeepney,"girl 2" i just 2 seats away from me but were still txting each other,XD,then "girl 4"(one of my crushes) noticed and say,"are you two couples",then we stopped for a moment and txt each other again,XD,

ok,days after the camping,girl 2 went on baguio or somewhere,we're still txting,then before she said goodbye,she txted me,"yab yu",then i replied shocked,"WHAT!?LOVE YOU!?",then she replied saying the "yab yu" is just an expresion of her saying goodbye,but it was so obvious,XD,then at Feb 14 2007,i asked her to go out with me,and the thing is,she has something,a small bottle with a paper in it saying "yes",i was so surprised that she's ready
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oh kenji~..ur here~..XD
nice story btw akai09
tat soo sad..but if it happened to mE..well...
" oh~..y does love always there? here? everywhere?..mE dun know the true meaning of love~..=,=
boohoo...mE know hatred tho~.."
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and bera~.. ..wat a nice story~..mE feel lyk crying but i can't!!!..urgh stupid eyes!..i really can't cry (wat's d reason??..maybe bcoz i'm evil??..NOO!!!!..mE soo weird~. .)
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part 2,

then we stared going out,,,,then,before i even asked her to go out with me,she knew that in few months,ill be leaving philippines,but she.....still say "yes",i starter going to her house,and give her sort of things,then,on march 14,she gaved me a letter,saying give that letter back to her at her debut,but...she know that it would be impossible,and dumb me promised to do it,,,the day before we last see each other,we went on a mall,enjoying ourselves,then took a picture,and i was so shocked,because on that place,when we entered it,our theme so was played,and we smiled at each other

then it was night,that we have to get home,that's the time we saw each other in personal,i cried at front of her,i tried to stop it but it wont work,then she went home,im crying on my way home,then day after,my girlfriend teasing me saying i cried,XD,,,,,then the day i have to leave came,i have no choice,then my crush(girl 1) txt me,she said that she want to see me before i leave,then she waited,,,,back then,Feb 15-17,girl 1 confesed to me that she liked me aswell,but it was too late,even girl 4 said that she likes me aswell,but she already have a boyfriend at that time,,,,,,,

ok,the last time i talk to her before leaving philippines,is at airport,i spend all of my cellphone load/credit to her,by calling,then i actually said the word "GOODBYE" to her,it was so painful,then we arrived here,in ireland,then i started crying again,then her birthday came,my dad allowed me to call her using my dad's phone,she seems so sad at that time,then my dad bought me a sim card,then i started txting her,about 3 times a day,and calling her sometines and chating in computer every weekends,but the day we have break-up came,i felt so guilty for leaving he behind,it was all my fault,

but until now,im still calling her,as a friend,every monday,but no sad feelings anymore,its been years since that happened,she was my very 1st girlfriend,but before everything starts,i promised myself that my very 1st girlfried will be my wife in future,but im not sure if that's gonna happen
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i hate my life,but many people would like to be in my place,i think i just have to accept it and be proud,

im just wondering???when will i die???

you know what,everything could affect the future even the smallest thing we couldnt see could affect everything,

have you ever think that why "you" are you?i mean how could you exist in that body,you have the control of it,but what if if "you're" not you?oh nvm,XD
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.. akai ~ i hope you can smile soon 'cause after winter it's always spring .. ..


.. Kenji ~ even though we think our lifes r awful .. we are in better than others .. " .. (even though when will i die was what i always said in my first & seconde HS years .. ) ..

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.. Fact ..


.. when i was a child i was a super shy child .. & whenever i feel embarassed my tummy starts to pain & i'll vomit sometimes .. in the kg i was shy to open my lunch box & eat & play .. & wont eat or play till someone asks me to .. " ok that so stupid " .. " & more embarassing than feelin embarassed " ..

.. wow .. am glad i had a great teacher then .. she understanded me & how i felt & helped me ..

.. anyways i started to play with others in 2nd grad maybe..
.. & then after the P.E my face is always red so very red .. so i get ..
.. a fine nick-name " T0MATO" .. " wanna buy some !? " .. so i started to hate my nature .. ( whats wrong with tomatos !? ) ..

.. 4rd grade my childhood destruction bysome ppl ( i hate them ) .. " bye bye childhood .. sorry .. cant tell .. :X .." .. & bein betrayed from really close ppl over a misunderstanding & from that time am not gonna clear any misunderstanding .. " whatever !! "..

.. 5th grad a friend's death .. 6th grade am old enough am not a child to play .. " so no more playin .. cause playin is embarassing .. " .. ( .. really !? damn i was wierd ..) ..

.. :> .. i was so shy till 7th grade " 1st year mid school " .. when i met a girl the kindst person " R " ..
.. 10 th grade " 1st year high school " she moved so js talkin to her by phone " she used always her father phone " ..

.. since i entered HS i rarely smiled & sooooo rare to laugh & am alone most of the time .. that when my teachers started to Complain about me bein so serious .. < isnt it what they want WTH js leave me alone !! ..

.. ok .. " R " called me & said that maybe she'll come to visit us at school some day " so i keeped her a present & hapily wated " ..
.. then she called & said that she'll travel for a visit but she wasnt sure if she want to go or not , & that was her last call she never camed to school either .. & am still lookin for her will we meet again someday i hope shes safe ..

.. when i entered HS 3rd year i turned to a super carefree & high tempered person wont care about anything " but my 6 months babysis " & 'll get angry easily ..(but still a bit shy when walkin in the mall i hide behind my friendz) ..
.. it's ok even if i dont study well am tired .. i'll be focused in class & i can get 95% easily .. i got 96% then .. 91%..

.. ok this year will choose my future .. finals come .. mom is in the hospital for a surgery .. dad is always at work or busy .. my younger sis want to study i have to take care of my baby-sis alone .. & we'll move soon .. then mom come home she's tired .. we have visitors .. till it all ended .. am distroyed !! .. i wonder how i did since the Education Ministry want to kill us & i mean it when we have 2nd year university level questions in the math exam & it takes 5 hours for a math teacher to solve when we have only 4 hours or less!! ..

.. i got 88% at the end .. =.= .. am stupid .. i didnt have the time to continue my math exam left 4 BLANK pages .. & the worst what i knewed next the 1st two pages were the hardest & the last 4 were the easiest !! .. o.O ..
.. oops .. it's a nightmare since i had 97% the previous year .. ..

.. WoW !! .. wrote it all !! .. " ok a it's a brief !! " .. .. ahh feels much better !! ..
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hi bera,oh sorry,i would like to read your story but i need to go,its already late in here,maybe tomorrow,im really sorry about that
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You guys love to story telling!!~ you're so good....I'll read them all XD
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i just woke up,hi bera,XD

,i just read your story,you said 88% is a nightmare for you???well me in here,XD,they're praising me with that,and my classmates are turning me into an answering machine whenever there's an exam,they even told me to go to the honors class,but i couldnt,it was too late because i came to their school pretty late and i have to stay to ordinary lever,but im in honors math,because that's the only subject that match the time,,,,

i hate my classmate,but he's my closest friend at school,why do i hate him,ahem ahem,,,,,here i go,last exam,i got an 88% on science on ordinary level,,,,and i hate studying,waste of time,what i do is computer,psp,ps2,nintendo ds and ipod,XD,i love those gadgets,,,anyway,my classmate got 25% on higher level.well he's in honors class,,you know what,he said that 25%(honors) is HIGHER THAN 88%(ordinary)!!!!!that's why im mad at him,XD,but last exam,im sitting beside him,do you know what he did,he asked me the questions from his exam paper during the exam and i was laughing because i never learned those on school but i know them,i just hate him,but we both like drawings and pokemon,XD,that's why he became me closest friend,

ok,im back to the ordinary me,i just hate people comparing eachothers,specially to me,everyone has a different personalities,skills and body,,,whenever people act like a jerk at me,im doing the same thing,but only to them to match their level,i mean,when i was younger,im getting bullied,that's why im trying to match their levels so i wont get bullied again,,,but i never tried to bullied anybody,im good at the person who's good at me and no at no,
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