Post Reply My fear
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Posted 7/26/08
Im always overcome by my own fear.
I always dread the thought of being rejected.
I spent so much time and lost so much.
and now my mistakes are being reflected.
she was that firs time for every thing.
It was for her i did things iv never done before.
Ditching school,and skeaking away from home.
Im ashamed but for her i wouldv done even more.
I did all this just so i could be with her
when im around her i just start to feel so weak
Iv been so far with many other girls
and yet i melt when she touches my cheek.
I care for her so much but i just cant say it
this is where my fear comes back into play
why is she so different from all the other girls
why is this the first tme iv ever felt this way.
its ridiculous, the things i do trying to make her smile
but when she dose smile she can illuminate the night
when i look at her nothing else in the world matters
this is where i want the rest of my life to start.
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Posted 7/26/08
LOL now u all see what happens when i get bored. its not one of the best but i had to post somthin
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Posted 7/27/08
It isn't your best work, but I still really like it. It has a lot of meaning... *hehem* I hope you didn't go TOO far with some of those girls.... right??
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Posted 7/27/08 , edited 7/27/08

simplistic_paranoia wrote:

It isn't your best work, but I still really like it. It has a lot of meaning... *hehem* I hope you didn't go TOO far with some of those girls.... right??


well age cant determine experience right. it all depends on wat u think TOO far.
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