Spazticus wrote:



I am going to call bullshit on this. They are most of the same constraints every other human has to live with, so I cannot regard that as a valid reason. If you're seeking some utopian ideal, it's never going to happen. The primary limiting factor in your world view is the one you have set for yourself. Claim all you want that the universe is at fault, but you have free will to decide how you interpret the world around you, and your argument holds far less impact in that light. Actually, it doesn't hold much of any weight whatsoever.

It's not simply a matter of mindset. You are actively seeking to make your life have less meaning, and it easily becomes a self fulfilling prophecy. You're bored with your life because you actively WANT to be bored. You're settling for a situation you have the power to change, and then blaming the world for the decision you've made. You're your own worst enemy at this point. Switch targets to the things you want to change in the world around you, and work on those. If there's nothing about the world you want to change, and you're still being self destructive...then all you're doing here is wasting effort and time, instead of trying to fix what you see as broken. This includes yourself.

Get out of your own head for a while. I can't stress that enough. That's probably the best thing you can start to do at this point. I don't believe you're thinking too much, but you're far too focused on yourself. Put that same amount of focus on helping others around you, and stop thinking it has to be about what you want. You are not any more special than the rest of us, but you seem to have the luxury of acting like you deserve better, while not having any desire to put in the effort to make it happen. No wonder you find that you're so disappointed.