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Post Reply FANFIC[OS]~~My Everything
Posted 8/25/08 , edited 8/25/08
hello everyone! sorry for not updating for a while. I still have no ideas for my previous fic yet. So I decided to do a oneshot first. I hope you like this!

Note: It is better if you listen to "My Everything" by Yabu Kota while reading this. It will help you feel the atmosphere of the story!

If you don't have it yet. here's the link: http://www.mediafire.com/?iqfmtdmfsmz

I hope you enjoy!


LEGENDS
green - present pov
blue - song lyrics
orange - flashbacks
[text] - translation of the lyrics


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MY EVERYTHING
music: Yabu Kota


Matataku hoshi ga hitomi wo tojite
[Times, when the twinkling stars close their eyes]
Kaze ga yuku e sura miushinau toki ga kitte mo
[and I lose sight of where the wind goes, come]
kawaranu omoi YOU'RE THE ONE
[This unchanging feeling - you're the one]
Itsu no hi mo kimi wo aishiteru
[No matter when, I will love you]



I gathered up the courage to look at him. He laid there. I smiled. He is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. He looks like an angel, sleeping in fluffy clouds, waiting for someone to wake him up from his deep slumber. I stared at his face. It looks oh-so-perfect. As my eyes lay upon his closed eyes, I remembered the day when we first met.

+flashback+

Meyumi: Ex—cuse me—sir-- *hiccups*. I am—lost-- *sniff*. Can yo—u pl—ease he---lp *hiccups* m—e? *sniff*
Yabu: There now young woman. Don’t cry. I will accompany you. Where are you going?

He took my hand and held it like he knows me very well. He left the person he was talking to just to accompany me. He never let go of my hand until we reached our destination. At that moment, my heart started racing. And I know for sure that I liked him.

+end of flashback+



IN MY HEART Kono mune no naka shizukani
[In my heart, in my heart somewhere silently]
demo tashikani kimi no sonzai ga
[but definitely your existence is there]
itsuka nani yori mo taisetsu na mono ni natteta
[Since a time, you became more important than anything else]
CAN YOU LISTEN TO MY HEART?
[Can you listen to my heart?]



I laughed silently as I remembered how big of an idiot I was. I am 17 years old and yet I acted like I was 7. But I am really grateful to be an idiot. It was on that fateful day that I met him: the most important creature that was blessed to me.

+flashback+

Hikaru led me to a familiar place. It was my favorite spot, because from there, you can see the whole city of Tokyo. It was dark, I can’t see a thing.

Meyumi: Hikaru, what are we doing here?
Hikaru: Don’t be so noisy. Just turn around and look ahead of you.

I turned around and after a few seconds, the lights of a tall building slowly lit. I was shocked yet happy with what I saw. There, on the building, the lights formed four words; four words that I have been dying to hear from someone whom I loved so dearly.

Meyumi: Hikaru, who---

But as I turned around, I saw no one, but a young man kneeling in front of me.

Yabu: Will you please be my girl?

I almost cried in front of him. It’s not because I was sad. But because I was overwhelmed with the love I am feeling for him. I didn’t say a word. I just took his hand, held it, and whispered a silent yes. He took me into his arms. I did not let go. I melted in his arms, and I savored this moment. In the background, I can still see the words from the building: “I LOVE YOU MEYUMI”

+end of flashback+


WANT YOU TO KNOW
[Want you to know]
I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU
[I really wanna say to you]
THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
[That you're the only one]
Kimi ga subete YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING
[You are everything, you are my everything]
Eien mirai mo koko kara ugokidasuno sa
[From here, our unending future starts to move too]
UNTIL THE END OF TIME, EVERYTHING
[Until the end of time, everything...]



It seems like yesterday that we admitted our love for each other. I was so happy that time. We stayed like that for five years. Like any other couple, we had a lot of arguments. But I loved him so much, that even the biggest argument we had did not let me break up with him.

Hikaru: Meyumi, it is time to go.

I stood up and prepared to leave, still remembering that day when he proposed to me; One of the happiest moments in my life.


+flashback+

Yabu: C’mon! Let’s go!
Meyumi: But you know I am afraid of heights!
Yabu: C’mon! It’s just this once. And besides, I will be by your side! Please! *puppy dog eyes*
Meyumi: Argh! You know I can’t say no to that look!
Yabu: Yey! C’mon.

Today, Yabu asked me to ride the helicopter with him. He knows I am afraid of heights, but he insisted on it. I can’t say no. I held his hand tightly as we boarded the copter. He squeezed my hand back, assuring me that I will be safe and that he will never leave me. I smiled, all my nervousness faded away. I focused my attention on the sceneries below me.

Meyumi: Yabu! These looks beautiful!
Yabu: Not as beautiful as you! ^.^

I was overwhelmed by the sceneries below me. But one particular sight caught my attention, and it made my heart thump dangerously. I looked at him, stared at him, waiting for some explanation. He just smiled at me and mouthed an “I Love You”.

We came down the copter, and I stared at him, waiting for an explanation.

Yabu: Did you get the message?
Meyumi: Yabu Kota! Wha---

Suddenly, a bunch of balloons flew behind him, bearing the same message as the one I saw from the copter. My mouth hanged open. I was speechless. I didn’t know how to react.

Yabu: Eh? Looks like the message is still not sinking in. Why not look behind you?

I turned my back, and saw the rest of the HSJ members there, with my family, his family and our other friends.

Hikaru: Ready everyone? Ready, set, go!

And they formed the four words I saw from the copter and from the balloons.

WILL YOU MARRY ME?

I turned around but did not say a word. I put my hands on his neck and closed the distance between us. I felt really happy as our lips touched. And I know that he got the message too.

+end of flashback+


WOW Nukumori wo dakishime atte iru
[Wow, We will embrace the warmth]
Yasashisa ni ude wo mawasu
[To gentleness, we will turn our arms]
Soshite sasayaki wa shidai ni kasanari
[and then, our whispers will bring us together again]
Futari wa hitotsu ni narou
[the two of us will become one]



Chinen: Nee-chan. Nee-chan? Nee-chan!
Meyumi: Eh?
Yamada: We are here nee-chan.
Meyumi: Oh. Sorry. Thank you.

We arrived at the place without me even noticing it. I recovered from my trance and saw the worried faces of the HSJ members.

Ryutaro: Are you okay nee-chan?
Meyumi: Yes, I am. Don’t worry.
Yuto: Are you sure?
Meyumi: Yes. Don’t worry everyone.

I managed a smile to lessen the worries of everyone. But they know deep inside I am not okay. And I am grateful that they can perfectly understand my feelings.

Yuya: C’mon Meyumi. Let’s go. It’s almost time.

I got out of the car. The time has come. Today is the day that I will no longer see him. His beautiful features. Even his smile. Only the memories of his face in my heart will remain. And I blame that day. The day that was supposed to be the happiest moment of my life.


+flashback+

I arrived at the church. Inoo and Keito approached my car.

Inoo: Meyumi, Yabu’s not yet here. We are still trying to contact him. Please wait for a while, okay?
Meyumi: No problem!
Keito: Wow nee-chan. I never thought you would look so lovely even for a day.
Meyumi: Hey, stop teasing me even for today okay? It’s my special day! *while laughing*

Thirty minutes has passed and still no sign of Yabu. At that moment, I can feel that something is wrong. Suddenly, Daiki approached the other HSJ members. He said something that made the others worry. They all looked at me. At that moment, I know something bad has happened. I got out of the car and approached them.

Meyumi: What’s up? What’s wrong?
Daiki: Ano…Meyumi-chan..Uhhm..
Meyumi: Please don’t make it longer. Get straight to the point! *almost shouting*
Hikaru: Meyumi, please calm down!
Meyumi: Just tell me what’s wrong!
Daiki: Ano..Meyumi-chan. Yabu’s driver called just now and..
Meyumi: WHAT!!!
Yuya: Uhm..he said that they are late because..they..
Meyumi: TELL ME NOW! *everybody was looking at them*
Hikaru: They are in the hospital. They were involved in an accident and Yabu..Yabu is..

I didn’t have to hear the next words. I ran back to the car and directed the driver to the hospital. The people let me be. The rest of the HSJ members followed me to the hospital.

+end of flashback+


WANT YOU TO KNOW
[Want you to know]
I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU
[I really wanna say to you]
THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
[That you're the only one]
Kimi ga subete YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING
[You are everything, you are my everything]
Eien mirai mo koko kara ugokidasuno sa
[From here, our unending future starts to move too]
UNTIL THE END OF TIME, MY EVERYTHING
[Until the end of time, my everything...]



Just remembering that day makes my heart hurt so much. We were walking to the place where he will leave me. Every step adds to the pain I am feeling. Every step is like a stab to my heart. What I am feeling now is nothing compared to what the prisoners scheduled for execution. Someone squeezed my hand. It was Yabu’s little brother. He knows that I am not okay, and I am very happy that even at a young age, he can understand me. I smiled at him and squeezed his hand back, reassuring him that I can handle it.

+flashback+

I arrived at the hospital with stained cheeks. I was worried for my Yabu. I ran to the information desk, not caring about what other people think. When the nurse said he was in the operating room, I immediately ran there. I arrived there just as the doctor was getting out.

Meyumi: How is he?! How is he?!
Doctor: Are you the wife?
Meyumi: Yes! I am! I was supposed to become his wife today! Answer me doctor!
Doctor: I am really sorry..
Meyumi: Sorry?! Why?! What happened?!
Doctor: Well, your husband was sitting in the front seat. And a ten-wheeler truck crashed into them. Fortunately, the driver of the car received only injuries. But your husband received the most impact. But unfortunately..
Meyumi: Don’t..tell..me..
Doctor: I am really sorry madam. We did everything we could. But it wasn’t enough.

I did not know what to answer. I sat on the floor. Stared at it. No tears came down my cheeks. The pain was too much.

Hikaru: Meyumi…

I looked up, and saw the others there, tears in their eyes. Chinen kneeled down and hugged me. At that moment, I felt the tears rolling down my eyes. But I didn’t say a word. I did not have the strength to say anything, no strength to move, even no strength to think. All I have in mind is Yabu, my Yabu.

+end of flashback+



Hanasanai yo YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
[I won't let go, you're my everything]

AND (you) HAVE TO KNOW
[and you have to know,]
YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO MY HEART
[you have to listen to my heart]
I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU
[I can be the one for you]



Yamada: Onee-chan. It’s your turn.

I approached the coffin, and stared at his face. This is the last time I will be able to look at him. I took in everything about him. The look of his eyes, his messy hair, his thin lips, his slender body. I can hear his voice resounding in my head. At that moment, the tears that I held back continuously flow down my cheeks. I cannot stop crying. I cried while looking at him. Hikaru held me and told me to step away. But I did not move. I just stood there and stared at him. The other members were trying to make me go to. But I won’t budge. My feet won’t move. I don’t want to lose sight of him, for I know I will not see him forever. Finally, my knees gave way. I sat down on the ground, and cried. I watched as they closed the lid of his coffin, and as they began to lower his coffin. I watched it as pain ate my heart. Before they covered it with dirt, I kissed the bouquet I was holding. It was supposed to be my “wedding bouquet”. I threw it to his coffin, and whispered my last words to him.

I LOVE YOU, YABU.



UNTIL THE END OF TIME, MY EVERYTHING


Before I went home, I returned to the place where he proposed to me. I looked at the sky, and I saw his face looking down at me. The wind blew, and with it, I smiled when I heard his voice whispering..

I LOVE YOU, MEYUMI


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OMGosh!!
this is.. AMAZING!!
it's really great!!
wah!!
I dunno what to say!!
I'm just..STUNNED!! ^_^
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I can imagine everything!!
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omg it's GREAT!!
me too, when i was reading i was imagining everything....
huhuhu it's so so good!!
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hehe. arigatou! arigatou! i am glad you liked it! haha.

i was really sad while i was writing the last part. almost cried. c=!
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omg... T_T i'm soo... i wanna cry!! T_T a while ago, i was just staring at his pic (because i'm a big yabu fan) and now... T_T ur so great! i'm so .... i don't know. T_T gomen.. ur oneshot is great! good job, ne. XD

now i can relate to jin. XD

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TTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
omg i really cried~ iam sooo easily cried T.T~
soooooooooo great
awesome T.T
YABU~~
where is gennnnnn?
genchan ~T.T T.T~~~
u r sooooooo awesome~ T.T sad story T.T~


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keep it up bowling1991!! ^-^
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TTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
omg i really cried~ iam sooo easily cried T.T~
soooooooooo great
awesome T.T
YABU~~
where is gennnnnn?
genchan ~T.T T.T~~~
u r sooooooo awesome~ T.T sad story T.T~




I know Amal-neechan!! i almost cried too!!!

Posted 8/25/08
Your a genius!!! Oneechan!!

Hope u write another one!!
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lo0ol123 wrote:

TTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
omg i really cried~ iam sooo easily cried T.T~
soooooooooo great
awesome T.T
YABU~~
where is gennnnnn?
genchan ~T.T T.T~~~
u r sooooooo awesome~ T.T sad story T.T~




I know Amal-neechan!! i almost cried too!!!



I CRIED T.T~
OMG I LOVE IT ~ T.T~
U R SUUUUUUUGOOOOOOOOI ~T.T POOR YABU
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kyaaaa!!! sono chan!!!this is soo great!!!even though the story is soo sad..it makes my day complete...i planned to use "my everything" as a sequel to my fic that i'm about to do...but since its ok...i'll change it..huhu!!ur soo cool!!!it makes me wanna cry!...yabu is >3!!! I can feel meyumi's feelings...mybe i was her that time...huhu...
Posted 8/25/08
arigatou minna! i am really glad you all liked it! this fic was in my head the whole day, and i am really glad i was able to share it with you! please also tell others about this. i wanna know what they think of it too! maybe i'll write another song fic. c=

@sei-chan: gomen sei-chan! i didn't know! T.T
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wow ! haha..nice one ! inspired?! go ate the ! ^_^
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bowling1991 wrote:

arigatou minna! i am really glad you all liked it! this fic was in my head the whole day, and i am really glad i was able to share it with you! please also tell others about this. i wanna know what they think of it too! maybe i'll write another song fic. c=

@sei-chan: gomen sei-chan! i didn't know! T.T


eh?..why are you apologizing??...hehe..its ok u know..its just i really felt her feelings..it seems true...huhu...*sobs*but i do love it!!!...it gives me inspiration!!!...waah!..u gave me inspiration sono chan!....hope i left you with some inspiration from my fic..haha...
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