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Posted 9/2/08 , edited 9/5/08
this was requested to me. hehe. it is a common love story. but hey. it is fun to imagine one of our favorite JE members to be the protagonist on it right? hehe. i hope you enjoy! sorry for the lame english. and sorry for the lame plot! ^^



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purple text = present
green text = flashback
orange text = conversation



RAIN
(Yamada’s POV)



The sky is dark, the clouds are gray; rain is pouring down from the sky, and it keeps getting stronger every minute. Oh great, rain. I looked up. Wow. What a gloomy day. Even the heavens are grieving with me. I sat there, sitting under the rain, not caring about getting soaked or even about getting sick. I just wanted to be alone. I let tears stream down my eyes. Why yes, I am a man. It is my job to be strong, but not for this time. It is a good thing it is raining. No one will see how weak I really am. Stupid mind. The image of what I saw is still fresh in my mind, and it won’t listen to me. My heart is in so much pain. It’s as if someone is squeezing the life out of it. And there’s only one thought in my mind: I want to die.

*flashback*

My heart is pounding so hard. I took a deep breath. I have decided. Today is the day. I finally gathered enough courage to tell her how I really feel. There is no turning back now. I just have to be ready for the better or for the worst. I practiced my lines mentally for the last time, and when I am ready, I slowly opened the door. My smile faded when in front of my eyes, my life and my bestfriend are hugging each other.

Yuri: I love you Yuto! Thank you so much!

My mind went blank. I cannot move. The next thing I know, I felt a very heavy feeling in my heart. What is this? Oh, PAIN.

*end of flashback*


I do not know what I am really feeling, or rather, I do not know what I should feel.

Should I feel betrayed and angry? Yuto knows I love Yuri so much. But he snatched her from me.

Should I feel sad? Even before confessing, I already knew that Yuri doesn’t and will never love me back.

Should I feel thankful? I am scared to hurt her so much that I didn’t want to confess to her. And because now she confessed to Yuto, the pressure is off my shoulder.

Or should I feel happy? Yuto’s my bestfriend and I love Yuri so much. I should be happy because they are already happy..right?

No. I don’t think I should feel betrayed and all the more angry. It’s not Yuto’s fault that Yuri loves him. It’s not his fault that I am such a lame person. And there is no way I will be able to get mad at my bestfriend.

Maybe I should be sad. Unrequited love is always sad. I realized that this has become a one-way love relationship. But I am not really sure if she loves me back right? I was over-confident that she will. So maybe, I should not be sad.
No, I don’t think I should be thankful, or rather, I should be thankful, but not for that reason.
Sure, I should feel happy. I should be happy for them because they are both my friends, and they finally found the one that will complete their life. And besides, it is Yuto. I know he has been looking for the girl of his life for a long time. And I will never be more confident in anyone than him. I know for sure he will not hurt my Yuri. And I know that he will make her happy.

I shivered. The rain is continuously pouring down. I am already getting cold and I can feel my body getting weak. But I did not dare move. I just sat there, trying to forget everything. But no, it won’t leave my mind. It will forever be in my mind and will always be etched in my heart. No matter how hard I try, I know I will never forget it. Then it hit me. I will never be able to forget it, but I know I will be able to get over it. And there’s only one way. ACCEPTANCE. That is the only way I will be able to move on.

I smiled and wiped away my tears. Finally, I had a clear thought. I decided to just accept everything. I will be happy for them. Although it hurts so much, I know deep inside I am happy and thankful. I am happy because Yuto found the girl he was looking for, and same goes for Yuri. I am really thankful that Yuri will go to Yuto. I am very confident that he will not hurt Yuri, and for sure, Yuri will be happy in Yuto’s care. I actually felt relief when I discovered that I am not angry nor really sad. I am just hurt. Yes, I love Yuri so much. But her happiness is my happiness. So I am happy now, and content. I will let things be. Maybe there are other plans for me. And maybe she is not really the one for me. Someday, the right girl will come, and I will be happy too. SOON.

As I was about to get up, I noticed that the rain stopped. As I look up, I discovered I was wrong. I saw a familiar person standing over me, holding an umbrella. I was shocked. I just stared at her, and she just stared back. In her eyes, I can see something I could not really tell. Maybe she is angry, because I did not tell anyone about my whereabouts and I let myself be soaked. Maybe she is worried because I might get sick and again, no one knew where I was. She is my friend after all. I do not really know.


Yuri: Baka! Baka baka baka!
Yamada: Eh?!
Yuri: Don’t you know how worried we were?!We were looking all over for you! You are not answering my calls; you did not even leave me a message! You did not even tell Yuto!
Yamada: Gomen gomen gomen! I didn’t notice the time!
Yuri: And now you are soaked! You might get sick!
Yamada: Sorry..
Yuri: Don’t you *snobs* know *sniff* I was *snobs* really *sniff* really *snobs* worried! *crying*
Yamada: Shh..I am really sorry Yuri. I didn’t know. I am really sorry.. Please stop crying..
Yuri: You didn’t know?! That’s the only reason?! Did you even care about how we will feel?! Did you even care about how I will feel?! MY FEELINGS?! I was worried! I swear I almost died because of worry! Then now you are telling me you didn’t notice?! How insensitive of you!!!
Yamada: Hey! Maybe you are the one being insensitive!
Yuri: Me?! Now you blame it on me?! What the---
Yamada: Yes! I am blaming you! I am blaming you for being so insensitive! I am blaming you for not noticing! I am blaming you because you are beautiful! I am blaming you because you are kind! I am blaming you because your smile is irresistible! I am blaming you for doing this to me! I am blaming you for who-knows-what-the-real-reason-is! I AM BLAMING YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!


At last. The words I was dying to tell her came out all of a sudden. I was also shocked with what I said. She just stared at me. I cannot decipher what she is feeling. But from the look of her eyes, I could tell that she is shocked. Now, the only thing I could do is wait for her reaction.

Yuri: What---What did you just say?
Yamada: *sighs* I said I love you.
Yuri: But—since when…
Yamada: Beats me. I have loved you since who-knows-when. I love you Yuri. I love you so much. But you never noticed.
Yuri: Oh..my..gosh..


I can’t say it. Something stroked my heart again. I felt really weak. I sat down, tears falling down from my eyes. Yes. Tears again. And I am crying in front of the woman I love. Great. Now she knows how weak I am. It will only make her more thankful that she loves Yuto, not someone weak like me.

I felt a cold hand touching my chin, making me look up. Yuri sat in front of me, and was looking directly in my eyes.


Yuri: Why didn’t you tell me?
Yamada: I was going to tell you today. But I saw you…and Yuto..and you said..
Yuri: That I love him?
YamadaL Hai..
Yuri: Baka Yamada!


That’s the last thing I heard before I felt her hug me, and it's not a simple hug. It is the type of "more than friends hug". A hug that you will never forget. I felt rain on my skin again. But I did not care. All I care about is Yuri, and well, only her. Her hug is so warm, and so sweet. When she broke away, we stood up, but I am still shocked with what happened.

Yamada: But..how..why..
Yuri: Baka Yamada!
Yamada: Eh?!
Yuri: The “I love you” I meant was for being a great friend. I do not love Yuto more than friends.
Yamada: But why..?
Yuri: I told him I want to tell you how I really feel. And he has been supporting me too. He said that he will set up a date so that we could talk.
Yamada: *blinks*
Yuri: *grabbing Yamada’s hand* C’mon. Let’s go home. We are both wet. You will get sick!
Yamada: Do you mean..
Yuri: Mean what?
Yamada: That you..
Yuri: I what?
Yamada: You..
Yuri: C’mon Yamada. Say it.
Yamada: That you..love me too?
Yuri: Yes Yamada. I do love you.


I was shocked. I smacked myself for being so judgmental and emotional. All along I was grieving about something not true. But now, I am really happy. I am overwhelmed with love. I made her face me, I put my hands on her face.

Yamada: Say it again.
Yuri: Say what?
Yamada: That you love me.
Yuri: I just told you right?
Yamada: Say it.
Yuri: No way!
Yamada: please?


With that, she put her arms around my neck and said the most beautiful thing.

Yuri: I love you Yamada..

With that, I closed the distance between us. And now, I am the one who hugged her, making sure that through that hug, she will feel how much I need her. Through that hug, she will feel how much she means to me. Through that hug, she will feel how much I really love her, and I will never let go.. There’s only one thought in my mind right now.

I LOVE YOU YURI.


It is on that dark gloomy day that it all happened. And it all ended under the rain.
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Awhhhh.
ASKJHGKSFG.
You're like A REALLY GOOD no.... AWESOME WRITER!!!
I read it before, but I didn't post anything yet.
Now I did!
YOU'RE REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD.
Better than me!
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Awhhhh.
ASKJHGKSFG.
You're like A REALLY GOOD no.... AWESOME WRITER!!!
I read it before, but I didn't post anything yet.
Now I did!
YOU'RE REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD.
Better than me!


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OMG!! THAT WAS SO FREAKIN GOOD!! IT'S SO TOUCHING!! IT WAS SO SAD IN THE BEGINNING AND THEN AFTERWARD IT TUEND OUT REALLY REALLY GOOD!! GO GO YAMACHAN!! LET ALL UR FEELING OUT!! KYAAAAAAAI LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!! UR REALLY GOOD THECHAN!! I REALLY LOVE THIS ONE-SHOT!! OMG...THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY!! UR TOO GOOD!! GOSH I REALLY SUCK!! I JUST REALIZE HOW SUCKY I AM OF A WRITER AND I NEED TO IMPROVE!! KYAAAA UR SO GOOD!! GOOD JOB!! I REALLY LIKED IT!! ME SUPPORITING IT ALL THE WAY!! WAAAAAAA LOVE IT!! HEHE

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laotiongirl wrote:

Awhhhh.
ASKJHGKSFG.
You're like A REALLY GOOD no.... AWESOME WRITER!!!
I read it before, but I didn't post anything yet.
Now I did!
YOU'RE REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD.
Better than me!


haha. nah. i am the worst. arigatou for reading though! i am glad you appreciate it! ^^




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THE BEST!!!
How can you write like that?
HSDKJHGKLFDSLKHGDF.
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waaaaa..
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Kyaaaaaaaaa!! Yeeeeeeeeepppeeeeeee it's a happy ending ^__________^!!
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arigatou minna! i am really glad you liked it! thanks for reading! i really appreciate it! ^^
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OMGosh!!
I can see that it's simple!!
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I'm getting so addicted to it!!
It's so not lame!!
you're such a great writer!!
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thanks hsj9392. ^^
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np ^-^
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dsklafasodkfmeakldsweoskdsdkfldkfj....waaah!first time doing a keyboard smash for ages!!!ur so good sono chan!!!gomen for the late rply!!!at least I get to read it!!!!!i so love it!!!ur fanfics are all great!!!!
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haha. arigatou arigatou arigatou! ^^
Posted 9/5/08
i edited some parts. ^^
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