Date started 8/15/08
Date finished –
Created By Hitzu aka Kiki- Chan
Life sucks, and then you die…
Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn
Day to day life passes by me as if time itself has stopped for me. The world would be fine without my existence. Am I really worthless? Am I really of no use to anyone? Why am I alive? Why do I have no one? Maybe I should just crawl into a hole and die…Would anyone even look for me?
Chapter 1: The beginning of the end…
I could sense the end, the end of my life. The rain shattered against my face like needles, and the tears left a line of fire where they streamed down. My long black hair danced behind me as I ran through the puddles of water. My breathing heavy, I wanted to die. There was nothing left for me in this world.
I tripped over my terrible footing and I must have broken my ankle and I could no longer feel it. The pain was numbing the deep burning grief that was held in my chest. I crawled, using only my arms and my one good foot, into a nearby pipe. I sat there drenched in water, telling myself that I was worthless; no one cared about me, I was being punished all these years for being too happy when I was young.
The rain slowed to a small drizzle, I hopped outside the pipe and headed for the road. As I made it about halfway across the road when I fell again, face first into the asphalt. I didn’t get up, I just laid there and stared into space. I heard a car and I thought well looks like this is the end. The car got closer and closer but the moment it was about 10 yards in front of me I saw them, everyone Mom, Dad, Risa, Kyou, Ryuu, they were all there!
“GET UP ZUKI!” They all shouted, I tried to get up but, I was too late. The car hit me and then everything went black. This was the beginning of the end…
Chapter 2: Me
My name is Miyazuki Hana, I am 17 years old. I have caramel skin, black hair, azure eyes and I am 5’3.5”. When I was younger my friends always called me Zuki, or Neko-nee (cat girl) because I was always up when the moon was out. I always stayed up late and slept a lot in the day. I use to be a very happy and childish girl, constantly goofing around and enjoying life to the fullest.
I was a total tomboy as well, always hanging out with the guys, acting like we were all brothers. Smiles would stretch across my blue eyed, white skinned face; making the small dimples I had, show. My black hair tied up in a ponytail, baggy pants, and baggy shirts was my wardrobe. Those were the good days… When they all died, I kept the smile but it was never the same. Deep down inside I was dead. I smiled because I had to, not because I wanted to. Ever since everyone died, nothing about myself has been the same, I pretty much lost my sanity…
My parents and friends all had died when I was 12 and I had no other family too look after me. Mom, Dad, Risa, Kyou, Yuki, they all died… Got the easy way out of this hell, we call life. Leaving me alone… It has been 5 years, 5 entire years, starting from this very day. That accident changed my outlook on life.
Today I snapped. I finally realized that I had nothing to live for.
Chapter 3 Restart Button…
“OI! ” An unfamiliar voice called out to me. “Oi, WAKE UP!”
I kept my eyes closed while I stretched my arms and legs until I felt the sharp pain in my ankle. My eyes opened instantly and I curled into a ball letting out only a small shriek of pain. Where was I? I stared at my clothes not looking at my surroundings, I changed? I was in what looked like a large, blue, shirt and some huge baggy pajama pants that where solid black.
“You’re pretty beat up,” The unfamiliar voice said “I tried to fix what I could and I gave you some morphine for that ankle of yours”. The voice was of a guy more than likely around my age, it sounded concerned for me. I looked up wanting to see his face.
He was gorgeous! He stood there with wet clothes that clung to his pale skin, his dirty blonde hair curved around his eyes and his eyes were of a piercing golden. He was rather tall and skinny too. I blinked twice after I got a good look.
“So that’s what and angel looks like…” I spoke soft because I could feel my voice begin to crack. I started to glance around the room, it was small, all the walls were white and it was pretty empty accept for the brown couch I was laying on and the small coffee table that sat in front of it. “Looks like I made it to heaven after all…”
“Ya must of hit your head pretty hard then, cause this is far from heaven and I ain’t no angel” He chuckled.
“Dead, no, you’re not, but ya came pretty close, what the hell where you doing laying in the middle of the road like that?!”
I stayed silent for a moment.
“So, it looks like I’m not even allowed to leave this hell, I really am being punished aren’t I…”
“HEY!” He grabbed the collar of my shirt, and pulled me towards his stunning face and spoke in a whisper “Don’t you DARE think that you have ANY right in killing yourself, there is no reason, no matter how hard it gets, that you have to die”
I stayed silent, and put no expression on my face. He put me down and let out a sigh. “What is your name?”
I thought about that for a moment, I don’t think I could have people call me Zuki ever again without having some sort of mental breakdown, or go back to my home that containd so many painful memories. Maybe this was a start of a new beginning. Maybe you can hit a reset button on life…
“My name… give me one.”
“Give me a name”
He gave me a good look for a second, “Tsubaki, the beautiful scentless flower.”
In that very moment, I shut out everything about “Miyazuki” and started my new life as Tsubaki. I will no longer think about Mom, Dad, Risa, Kyou, or Yuki.
“Hello my name is Tsubaki,” I put my hand out, “what is your name?”
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIA :D