If I Were in Love, Could You Make me Become Stronger?

PROLOGUE
It was the ending of the day and everyone was with there friends. Talking. Or walking home together. Everyone looked so happy. Why is it that I'm so unhappy? I wonder..... if there was anything in this world that would actually make me want to live?

I walked home all alone. Making tiny little steps. No one notices me and I don't think that they ever will.

I'm eager to get home. When I arrive, there's no one there as usual. My mom and dad disappeared many years ago without any note or clues. The only thing that they left behind was me.

I turn on my laptop and sit down. When I click the little icon, I arrive to the internet. The place that relieves all my worries. It's actually a place that I call home. Many people are so nice to me. Maybe it's because all of our identities are never revealed.

"So Candy_Ice_Cream is online......." I said as I looked into the screen, then typed:

Hi candy-chan!!!

I waited for a reply.

Oh! Hello Kuromimi!!!! Guess what?!! Kuromimi_Neko was my username.

What? I typed back.

I confessed to this boy and he has feelings for me!! We just recently started dating! Sorry if I can't come online as often as usual anymore! I'm too caught up with dates! But I'll make sure that I can chat with you whenever I can!!!

I feel so happy for you! I really did feel happy for candy-chan, but in reality though, I was also depressed that she won't be online that often. I don't see what's the point of me living. Suicide can be an answer since there is nothing that can prevent me from killing myself. Especially since my life is so boring. I just want to end my life as soon as possible.