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I am also, apparently, an idiot. I can't get good grades. I can only scrape by with C's and an occassional B. I don't know what happened. I used to be a straight A student. Now...I just can't do it. I mean...I can...but I can't if that makes sense (it probably doesn't) it's such a struggle to remember simple things, I'm constantly forgetting to bring in homework, due dates, all of those things that make or break my grade. I can't help it, I try...it's not that I'm not smart, I know that I am. But for some reason...(I know, bring on the insults. I'm LAZY. I'm STUPID. It's ok, I've heard them all)

Rant done. (It's been a bad day)


that's happened to me too, it really sucks, and parents don't help the situation
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Jayna, from what you explained here it seams to me that you're in an emotional crisis right now. Infact I somehow can understand what you mean and I've experienced that the best thing you can do in such a situation is to either talk with your family and friends about you problem and if that doesn't work maybe a therapy would be a solution. I know most people think that therapies are only for freaks but truth is it does help to talk to someone who will listen, try to understand, someone who won't laugh or tell anyone about what you tell him or her. Money might be a problem here, but as far as I know some insurences might pay if you can prove that it is necessary. (it doesn't realy have to be necessary )
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I'm sick of how people are always judging my appearance at school, shopping places, even church, I get it already, it's been apparent my whole life, I'm an albino, a mutant, a freak of nature, they don't have to rub it in my face constanly!, isn't it enough that I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror, isn't it enough that I feel inferior to "normal" humans, and that I can't stand to be in public, well apparently it's not for most people, sometimes I think it's best if I just didn't exist
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Posted 4/11/07

abel89 wrote:


Jayna wrote:

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I am also, apparently, an idiot. I can't get good grades. I can only scrape by with C's and an occassional B. I don't know what happened. I used to be a straight A student. Now...I just can't do it. I mean...I can...but I can't if that makes sense (it probably doesn't) it's such a struggle to remember simple things, I'm constantly forgetting to bring in homework, due dates, all of those things that make or break my grade. I can't help it, I try...it's not that I'm not smart, I know that I am. But for some reason...(I know, bring on the insults. I'm LAZY. I'm STUPID. It's ok, I've heard them all)

Rant done. (It's been a bad day)


that's happened to me too, it really sucks, and parents don't help the situation




same here, I'M A LAZY F**K

I'M A SMEGGING N00B

thats better....
Posted 4/11/07

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skygod333 wrote:

ok umm all i need to say is:i hate the views of "extreme feminists" who say that women are better than men. that is the height of hypocrasy for me. feminists want women to be treated equally and i agree with that,i mean everyone should be equal to one another,but some say that women are better than men yet they didnt like it when men said that about them in the early 20th century so isnt that hypocritical?


i totally agree. the best is extreme feminists say we want equal rights, but really they arent equal. a man smacks a woman on the ass its sexual harassment, women does its flirting. those extreme feminists want equal rights to a certain degree. t




yes i agree but im talking about women who say they are better than men and it aint true. yes men should treat women better and those extreme feminists need to discontinue their beleifs that they are better.i try to treat women equally as best as anyone can try to treat anyone equally
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I'm SICK of being emo! Ok, there I say it. Go ahead and bash me. Actually, I'm not that extreme but I really hate it when I care so much about what others think of me.

I'm sick of always feeling hurt and thus, cry whenever my boyfriend is being a jerk. I'm sick of being an untalented person who sucks at everything I did. My grades aren't that good and sports is even worst. I even suck at the things that I love doing, namely gaming. And my passion and knowledge in animes aren't that great and praisable either. Whoever who said that everyone is talented, that person doesn't know what he's smoking at because I'm evidently not. Even my boyfriend reconfirmed this. Go figure.

And to think that the only thing I'm good at is completely useless which is always being able to find something to surf around the net about.
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Aw, I'm sorry about the girl who said shes bi, but don't let him discourage you, you have four more years and you'll be able to move out (^_^)

and yes for who ever asked is theres a real I.Q test (usually taken at your school if recommended by a teacher or your parents request), you just won't find one online, they are nothing like what I had to take in school but some ppl swear they are legit i'm like w.evs they seem more like standardized school test then anything

and for ^ maybe you just depressed thats why you feel like you can't do anything good, try seeing a therapist it might really help to have someone to unload to about things in your life...and maybe he/she can help you figure out what your good at just don't put yourself down like that, every week try and write down three things you are proud of what you did! that might help

sorry off topic

Anyway I'm really stressed out with the whole boyfriend thing, and then school to top it off, I have like three english paper to write and turn in b/c darwin bless my english teacher is letting me still turn them in...But I'm still not able to get the words on to paper...hence why i woke up at three in the morning b/cI keep thinking about it...And then my boyfriend lied about how much it would cost to cancel ticket which is only 100 bucks not 800, but he still insist on going, and wants me to wait for him for two months, but we haven't even been dating for even a year, which when he goes hell miss our first anni, and doesnt even seem to care, like he came by yesterday to apologize, but thats what he always does says hes sorry but, a month or week from now itll be something else, I'm like why can't he just wait to go next summer when we can plan better, but hes so thick that he won't listen to reason, I mean two months of not being able to see or talk to him is an extreme amount of strain on a relationship specially one as new as ours is...life is so confusing and frustrating...plus I miss my dog, i barely get to see her anymore, and shes old and I don't want her to die alone or hating me ...this thread is like a public diary lol
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I'm SICK of being emo! Ok, there I say it. Go ahead and bash me. Actually, I'm not that extreme but I really hate it when I care so much about what others think of me.

I'm sick of always feeling hurt and thus, cry whenever my boyfriend is being a jerk. I'm sick of being an untalented person who sucks at everything I did. My grades aren't that good and sports is even worst. I even suck at the things that I love doing, namely gaming. And my passion and knowledge in animes aren't that great and praisable either. Whoever who said that everyone is talented, that person doesn't know what he's smoking at because I'm evidently not. Even my boyfriend reconfirmed this. Go figure.

And to think that the only thing I'm good at is completely useless which is always being able to find something to surf around the net about.


you just need some self-confidence thats your problem. no body sucks at everything, you could be wild in bed and that might be your forte, you could cook, i dont know you but im just throwing stuff out there. try this make your bf feel like complete shit, tell him his d**k is tiny or the next time you have sex ask "is it in yet?" and if he gets all pissy or hurt tell him that's what it feels like when he puts you down. and hey you never know it might make you feel better. look into other races, like ethopians, iraqi's, other races that have real hardcore problems, and compare it to your life, trust me you'll feel that your life isnt that bad and you'll start to appreciate things even if you suck at it, just for the sake some other races or people dont have the luxury to even try to do it.
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Posted 4/12/07

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mystic7 wrote:

I'm SICK of being emo! Ok, there I say it. Go ahead and bash me. Actually, I'm not that extreme but I really hate it when I care so much about what others think of me.

I'm sick of always feeling hurt and thus, cry whenever my boyfriend is being a jerk. I'm sick of being an untalented person who sucks at everything I did. My grades aren't that good and sports is even worst. I even suck at the things that I love doing, namely gaming. And my passion and knowledge in animes aren't that great and praisable either. Whoever who said that everyone is talented, that person doesn't know what he's smoking at because I'm evidently not. Even my boyfriend reconfirmed this. Go figure.

And to think that the only thing I'm good at is completely useless which is always being able to find something to surf around the net about.


you just need some self-confidence thats your problem. no body sucks at everything, you could be wild in bed and that might be your forte, you could cook, i dont know you but im just throwing stuff out there. try this make your bf feel like complete shit, tell him his d**k is tiny or the next time you have sex ask "is it in yet?" and if he gets all pissy or hurt tell him that's what it feels like when he puts you down. and hey you never know it might make you feel better. look into other races, like ethopians, iraqi's, other races that have real hardcore problems, and compare it to your life, trust me you'll feel that your life isnt that bad and you'll start to appreciate things even if you suck at it, just for the sake some other races or people dont have the luxury to even try to do it.


Wow. That method is really....evil. But I'll give it a try when we get that far into the relationship. And yeah, I agree about the self-confidence thing. I'm working on it but doesn't seem to work that well. But thanks anyway.
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i hate it when people are all why can't God help me why is there so much bad in the world because if God is good then shouldn't there be more good? well i think, just as darkness is the absence of light, that evil is the absence of good so it is also the absence of God in peoples hearts. i also hate it when people take the Bible literally cause there are a lot of metaphores there and yeah God created the world in 7 days but who says 1 day to God is 24 hours.maybe its 5000 years.we dont no so people need to stop putting God in a box and inspecting him, pretending they know how he thinks cause they don't.no one does.
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Fuck, I don't know why I'm enjoying this thread so much
No, seriously


I hate how I CARE about my social life in high school. I hate how I CARE about my grades. Hell I'm starting to hate that I care about anything in general.

I try not to care, I know it doesn't matter. I know that when I graduate I will not have to see any of these people ever again. But that doesn't make it hurt less when I get ignored, made fun of, etc. I can't help it, humans are social creatures whether you like it or not. All I want is one good friend, and my social life will be basically complete. But I can't even get that.

I am also, apparently, an idiot. I can't get good grades. I can only scrape by with C's and an occassional B. I don't know what happened. I used to be a straight A student. Now...I just can't do it. I mean...I can...but I can't if that makes sense (it probably doesn't) it's such a struggle to remember simple things, I'm constantly forgetting to bring in homework, due dates, all of those things that make or break my grade. I can't help it, I try...it's not that I'm not smart, I know that I am. But for some reason...(I know, bring on the insults. I'm LAZY. I'm STUPID. It's ok, I've heard them all)

Rant done. (It's been a bad day)



All I can say is sooner or later you'll be out of highschool and you should never call yourself an idiot in public, cause you don't sound all that stupid and there's lots of idiots thinking they're smart so who cares...Also, try not to feel like a complete failure because you can't concentrate / remember very well. Some people have more of hard time to deal with things they are not particularly interested in than others. It might look like a big deal now, but there's sure other things to be proud of.Grades are really not everything in life and it's hard to make friends as long as one thinks of oneself as a lesser being, I guess.
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shortish rant.
I have lost my phone, this has happened to me before, how in the name of god can i do this soo much.
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Posted 4/12/07
^ Get a really big phone
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My boyfriend stood me up today.

It was an accident....but still.......

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^get new bf...just joking
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