Post Reply FANFIC[OS]~~The Forbidden but Sweetest Sin
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Posted 10/16/08 , edited 10/17/08
*hehe* i'm gonna write my own one-shot fanfic too~! it's because I was so inspired by bowling1991's one-shot fanfics... that's why I decided to have one~! arigatou bo-chan!
uhmm... another thing, a broad-mind to read this would be nice~! *hehe* 'coz there's something in here...


Legend:
red-present(Ayumi)
purple-flashback
blue-Ryosuke's P.O.V(either in flashback or present)
orange- both of them (Ryosuke&Ayumi)
italicized-lyrics

~ne ~minna, please listen to this song!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-Jo6aMadAQ&feature=related
it would surely create the atmosphere while reading this...





-The Forbidden but Sweetest Sin-


I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories


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As I see you hugging another girl, I knew you would never be mine now... Tears came rolling down my face on this rainy day... Don't you think it's so unfair?? that you're always in my heart but I can never be in yours??
And now, I run as fast I could to my home... My folks are not in the house, perfect... Now I'll surely sulk in one corner of my room, holding something that can finish all this pain inside of me...

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>>flashback<<

Ayumi: *I wish you could look at me the way I do*
Yamada: *looks at Ayumi**smiles sweetly*
Ayumi: *blushes**so you have noticed me*

Ryosuke's P.O.V:
that's so cute of you, staring deep in me... it feels so good that someone like you can look at me like that... and to think that I feel something so special for you...


after classes...
Yamada: uhmm... ano~sa, Ayu-chan, date shiyou?? (can I date you??)
Ayumi: *shocked* honto~ni??
Yamada: ~hai... honto~...


How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know


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On that day, I was so sure that angels came down from above when I heard what you said to me... I felt that God had finally listened to my prayers hoping I could be a part of you... I guess I was so wrong to think of that, because you're a precious gem I could never touch... As the dark clouds come and hover my presence, I can barely think normal for I want this hurt to end...


I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

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>>flashback<<

Ayumi: damn... what am I gonna wear?! will I be okay later?! aarrgghhh... I so need Yuki-chan right now...
Mother: Ayu-chan! phone call for you!
Ayumi: okaa-chan! tell them I'm busy...
Mother: demo, it's Yuki-chan...
Ayumi: *snaps out* Yuki-chan?! gimme the phone! hayakou okaa-chan...
Mother: ~hai, ~hai... *gives the phone*

Ryosuke's P.O.V:
I wonder what will you look like... I also wonder what will you say because of what I look like! this really feels so great... and because of that,I'm holding onto this heart necklace with your name and my name on either sides of it...then I can put it on your neck where my name is on and see you wearing this... I really want to catch your heart this day and be mine...


Ayumi: *slams the door and picks the phone* mosh moshi??
Yuki: ~ne, Ayu-chan, I just got a phone call from Yamada that he's gonna wait for you at the park...
Ayumi: honto~?!
Yuki: ~hai... ~e, you're not telling me something!
Ayumi: ~mou! I promise that I would tell you everything at school... but first, please help me out on what should I wear on a date!
Yuki: date?! surely you have forgotten to tell me every detail about your life...
Ayumi: there you go again, always being so emotional... shinpai shinai de, I'll start from, scratch tomorrow!
Yuki: ~hai ~hai... after all, how could I resist the charms of my bestfriend on me...
Ayumi: *giggles*


I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see


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Do you know how much I've spent my time looking every bit that I know I can be worth of?? And now it feels like it was all gone to waste... What I have witnessed today broke my heart... So now I know what those broken people I see on T.V. feels...This is all just so wrong! There's so many confusions, and this necklace you gave to me, is this really true?? or is it just something to make me more vulnerable??
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>>flashback<<

Ayumi: Ryo-chan, i'm here...
Yamada: *turns* I'm glad you came!
Ayumi: *smiles* I wouldn't miss it for the world...
Yamada: *blushes* I didn't think you would wear jeans
Ayumi: uhmm... is it okay?? do you want me to change?!
Yamada: iie, daijobu~! I love it the way it is...
Ayumi: *blushes* arigatou~

We went to a carnival, we enjoyed each other's company... We're both so happy together! We don't care if everyone sees that we're talking and smiling and laughing at each other... Because it's all about -"US"-


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Everything we did that the day was everything I cherished in my life the most... For once, I didn't have to hide my smiles and laughters to everyone that surrounded me... but I guess everything has an ending, and my ending is to not see you anymore...
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Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more


>>flashback<<

Ayumi: Ryo-chan, I had fun with you... domo arigatou~ *bows down*
Yamada: iie... I should be the one thanking you, for making me happy this time... *brings out the heart necklace* I personally had it worked on a jewelry shop, it breaks into two... the other half has your name and the other half has my name... I want you to have the other half that has my name on it...
Ayumi: matte, what are you trying to say?? *heart pounding*
Yamada: what I'm trying to say, is that, boku no mono ni natte?? (can you be mine??)

At that moment, we felt like nothing's gonna stop us now for having each other's love... and as we see the sky glitter with the fireworks, we turned to each other, gazing into our inner souls, and sealed our lips with a kiss... It felt like the world has stopped for us, it seems they want to witness the tying of red fates by two people...


I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you


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So now,along with these sharp knife... I'm here writing your name at my right hand, symbolizing that you were the only right thing that ever happened to me... in inked-blood, I've written my last thoughts, and it's all -YOU-

Only you…

So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see…


Ayumi! where the hell are you?! what you've seen only deceived your eyes... it's not what you think... She's just a friend of mine, and nothing more! How could I ever neglect what we have shared?? you're everything to me, and I am everything to you... So how could I ever hurt you?! Your laughters resound in my ears, your smiles are all I see... I know it has been hard for both of us because you think you do not deserve me... But it is me that's not enough for you... You are too much of an angel sent from above for me to love...
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>>flashback<<

When we walk home from school, we laugh and make the most of each other... Telling ourselves how much we love having our other half, and it's -us- that we're joined... then came the fated day that we could really be as "ONE"... alone in that room, we shared the most of everything...

Ryosuke: ~ne, Ayu-chan, if you really love me, then do it with me... *hugging Ayumi*
Ayumi: do what??
Ryosuke: *stares deeply* you know that...
Ayumi: *shocked* why'd you wanna do that?!
Ryosuke: it's... because... I want you... to be mine, and only MINE... *cuddles* and as you, want me, to be only YOURS...
Ayumi: *in deep trance* I don't know... I mean, could we really do it??
Ryosuke: then it's our feelings of love that would do it...

[Ryosuke] alone here with you, lying beneath me, I carefully touched your fragile heart...
[Ayumi] I was scared, but you held me so kindly, you've let me know what it really is to be truly loved...
Our hearts were entwined...


How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know


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Ayumi, I ran to your house, hoping to find you there... and yes, I did find you... only to see how much you've shattered me into pieces! I saw you, bathing in your own blood... It kills me! that you have ended what I truly loved most, and it's you yourself that you have ended... I hugged you with all my might and saying " Please come back to me!"... My tears flow like the endless ocean and saw you have left a letter...


My dearest Ryosuke,

Seeing me bathe in my own blood must be shocking,but then, I would not be hindrance to you anymore.
I saw you wrapping your arms around another, the first thing I thought was I could never be someone worth for you...
You're a precious gem I'm very glad that I had, but I guess I should not have expected that we would always be together to eternity.
I'm pretty grateful that I atleast became a part of your life.
You surely have brightened my whole life, but now it's time for me to go.
Don't worry, I will always watch and guide you from afar,
And you now know that a girl in me is always there waiting for you...
Eien ni sayonara, watashi no koibito..

Ayumi..


I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you


Ayumi! How could you leave me?! Don't you think you're being unfair to me?! You're the only woman that's meant for me! I feel so stupid that I'm left behind by you... You, who I care most, You, who I protect the most, You! who I love most...

And because of this, I feel there's no more reason for me to live now... with your blood and my blood, we might be as one again... I hold the sharp knife that led us to this... I write your name at my right hand too, and hugging you tightly in my arms, and slowly drifting into the abyss and oblivion, of DEATH... WITH YOU...

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You, You,
It only reminds me of you


[Ryosuke] I told you I love you right??
[Ayumi] I'm sorry... it's my impulse that led us to this...
[Ryosuke] don't be sorry... Because now, it's forever for us...


FOREVER, WITH YOU... MY FORBIDDEN BUT SWEETEST SIN...
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Posted 10/17/08
ayumiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii uwaahhh sugoiii .. awesome one-shot !!!!
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Posted 10/17/08
uwaaaaaaa!!!
i thought at first it was scary hahaha!!~~
hahahah!! ich shoo cooL!!!!
hahaha have you seen my one shot?
Seperated Lovers!~ hahaha
you can see it in otehr pages hahah~
pinaglumaan na kasi haha
Posted 10/17/08
Soooo awesome! Soo better than mine!!! congratulations!! you're successful! ^^
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arigatou ~minna for reading this~!
*hehe*
I was just so inspired into making it~!
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AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! It's really great, seriously. And the song is even my favorite!! only reminds me of you. aww... this is greaaat. seriously. T_T
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Posted 10/18/08
UWAHHHHHHH!
This is SJKDHGSRJKL AWESOME!
You're a really AWESOME writer!
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Posted 10/18/08
waaa it's so good...hehe more~ well want to read more of your one shots~
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Posted 5/2/09
AWWWW!! this is so sweet
but sad ending.
Great job for making it
Hope you write more
Posted 6/25/09
it made me CRY~!!!!!!!!!!

me:: YAMADA!!!
[[Ryosuke's reaction in Chinen's proposal]]
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Posted 6/27/09
whaaaaaah!!!!!
i don't know what to say!!!!
after reading it, it just gave me
goosebumps. !!!
it's kinda creepy... in a romantic way.
for me though.. xDD
one of the best OS fics i've red!!!!
hontou no sugoii!!!!
suteki!!! subarashi!!!
very well written!!!!!
i hope to get to read more fics
from shieLdembLem.
gambatte!! >_<
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