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What goes through your mind at night when you're trying to sleep?
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Posted 11/6/08
if i live or not tomorrow..............
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21 / F / Singapore
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I think of pancakes ... - . -
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A small place in...
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.... why aren't i sleeping????
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28 / M / Portland
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...the cold, wet hand intensely gripping the left side of my ankle as i slowly turn to the opposite side of bed, holding my hand against my mouth. she has appeared once again, but for what purpose? i am desperate not to let out a word, for if that happens, she would realize that i am conscious.
each night that passes, her corpse-like hand reaches ever closer to the top of my body. her touch, seemingly harmless, brings a certain chill to my spine that mere words cannot convey. i have been unable to fall asleep, by myself, that is. her touch, cold, yet gentle, provides a bit of warmth during this harsh season. her touch, which brings terror to my being, also grants me the comfort of sleep, which i so longed for before she appeared. the sensation that comes from her touch freezes my heart, but the overwhelming fear brings me unconsciousness. alas, the lingering sensation disappears with the sunrise, as i awake.
i have often pondered in the days leading up to this day whether or not these events are hallucinated from my insomnia. have created this horror in my desperate attempts to fall asleep? however, the bruises on my left leg gradually gets darker with every passing night expanding ever upwards, with no signs of fading. even if i were to tell somebody, would they believe me? these thoughts have eventually spilled into my daily life, which i can no longer enjoy.
how long must this continue? these nights, which seemed to last forever, had, in reality, only begun a week ago. what shall happen if her touch reaches my heart, my neck, my face? will i be put to eternal sleep? what shall happen if i dare to open my eyes and confront this terror? i dread to think of these thoughts as i lie awake each night, my hand clutching my heart, waiting for my midnight visitor to come put me out of my misery.

that's what i think about.
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Well, usually nothing, because I'm so tired by the end of the day, that I just conk out when I hit the pillow, lol. But if I do have troubles sleeping, it's usually because of what I'm thinking about. And what I would be thinking about is something that was troubling me that day. Something that might've happened, something somebody might've said to me, or something I said or did that I later regretted.

That usually runs through my mind. Or, thoughts about my crush.
Posted 11/6/08
stuff that happened throughout the day..and how the day might be the next day..
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24 / F / Intelligence Route
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if so exhausted i would just sleep.
if not, i usually fantasize something funny or non-fiction things.
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29 / M / boyle heights/eas...
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i think about this one girl.

but mostly if there's an afterlife or a god. if after we die we just become nothing.
thats what keeps me up at night.
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27 / F / It's not heaven
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Why do they call it morning sickness if I am up now with it and it is 10 at night????
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25 / M / philippines,cavite
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what will happen tomorrow
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my future........
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27 / F / シャドーモセス島
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How badly I've failed as a sister.
Nah, just a lot of stressful stuff I wouldn't otherwise think about during the day.
Posted 11/6/08 , edited 11/6/08
what time is it?
f*** What the h*** is touching my face......
arg it tickles!!!
*turns light on*
wholy crap a spider!
*falls on the ground..*
the rest of the night I'll be thinking about how many bruises I'll get and stuff like that,
now I don't even bother to think when I'm awake at night(Getting used to being up at night, will just wait till fall asleep again and do nothing but breath~)
Posted 11/6/08 , edited 11/6/08
dirty stuff. im one of those people who, when is trying to focus on something else, suddenly thinks of that crap.
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Posted 11/6/08
sheeps
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