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Posted 12/23/08 , edited 12/6/09
PRETTY MUCH DONE WITH THIS STORY, PRETTY MUCH DONE WITH HIM




I wrote your name on the beach sand but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper but it got thrown away.
I wrote your name on the sky but airplanes blocked it.
I wrote your name on a chalkboard but someone erased it.
I wrote your name in my textbook but my teacher took it away.
I wrote your name on a tree but the tree withered and died.
I wrote your name on my heart and there it will stay.

<3


The problem... with love is, once you give your heart to someone and hope they don't end up breaking it...they break it and your left betrayed. The problem with guys is all the same...once they fall in love with a girl they don't know what to do or what to expect! They're all clueless if you ask me...once upon a time, yes, you do think you've found "the one" but later on his true nature shows...and...he's just like every other guy that broke you. I want...to find that special guy, just for me.
Be prepared to shed a tear or two...
In the next few chaps anyway.
This is a true story based on me. AY_BAY_BAY
And what happened two years ago now that changed me. In a way that I couldn't trust my heart with another guy again, couldn't get close, without thinking they were just to betray me later on.






(Chapter 1- The Best People)
It was like any other day...nothing different. The first day of freshmen year. I know I would get lost in the big school I was going to...I mean the atmosphere was way different then middle school, Ah, how I miss my middle school days...I couldn't help but cry the last day of middle school.</3 Because knowing that you have to leave everything behind...wasn't fair. And some of my friends weren't going to the same high school as I. But I put that aside and started fresh and made A LOT of new friends...different, but awesome too. With my unique personality and pretty-ness I woo'd guys easily. Freshmen year didn't seem hard at all. You know the rumors you hear on the first day of school? Like "Upper class men will push you if they see you in the hall, they hate "fresh meat". UH WRONG. They didn't treat anybody differently. Classes were easy. Because all you talked about were the rules the first day...meeting new people was fun of course. I made some new best friends and guy friends. And started to "like" they more then just friends, then that feeling gradually faded. The day would be Aug 20th? (I think that was when school started) Wherein I went to my last block class...and in that class I met them. The best people you could ever know. (I'm just going to make up their names, not going to use their real names.) There was...the teacher. Ms, Laii. The soon to be best friend, Jenni. The quite shy girl, Reina. The pretty long haired girl Sherah. The nicest person, Sayai. The rest were just background characters, nice btw. The funny teasing, Dominic. And the one I fell in love with...Tashii. (Not his real name.) Tashii...At first I didn't even like him as a friend! He was quite...didn't talk much. Lazy... On the first day Ms, Laii talked about the rules just like every other teacher, she had us do MATH PROBLEMS (I failed Algebra xD) on the board. Dominic was the first one to try one...of course he got it right and the teacher asked him to pass the marker onto someone else...he chose me. "Why you gotta pick on me?" I asked Dominic. Dominic laughed and then walked away. I went up to the board and did the math problem. (was easy enough) I sensed a connection at that time...between me and Dominic. The reason he chose me? Probably was because Tashii asked him to just to annoy me? Idk. I don't remember if Dominic sat by Tashii at all. Next was Jenni. Oh...wow Jenni. (Tashii's ex girlfriend.) In the middle of freshmen year Sherah had asked Tashii if he wanted to go out with Jenni. Tashii said yes...but they soon broke up because Tashii hadn't talked to Jenni a lot, Tashii was the one who broke up with Jenni. They didn't talk in the beginning of the year...but they started to A LOT later on. Don't even think that for a second, I wasn't jealous or anything. Because I still didn't acknowledged Tashii's existence. x] Or even LIKED him for that matter. I remember this one day though...where he always used to stare at me across the room. (we sat far away from each other) I wondered why he did stare...I hadn't put much thought into it. Okay. Back to Jenni and Tashii...I guess you could say in a way, they started to flirt with each other more and more, and Tashii was nothing but a tease really...he had strong opinions. He didn't care what people thought of him. Dominic on the other hand...Oh boy, was he SHORT! Really...people used to make fun of him a lot...It was funny I couldn't deny laughing. But he laughed along, so I guess it was alright. Me and Dominic started sitting by each other in class a lot, and talked a lot. There was this one girl Dominic had a crush on though...her name was Loreina. (MY BEST FRIEND NOW) He had called Loreina on the phone one day...and talked about weird things. xD Loreina always used to tell me what they talked about, it was hilarious. Dominic seemed to be IN LOVE with her. But Loreina hadn't noticed and just ignored the signs. In the middle of the halls at school while I was walking up the stairs I had seen Loreina and Dominic hold hands. I was like "Aww." It was the cutest thing. I was happy for them. But yeah, The class with Dominic, Tashii, Jenni became my favorite class and I couldn't wait to go to it every other day...it wasn't because of any certain person...just the many friends I had made. Tashii hadn't become the reason...yet...Its always fun to talk about Loreina and Dominic, never seems to get old. Of course there were times where Loreina had been mad at Dominic for certain reasons...but later on they acted like nothing was wrong, and just forgot about all the mishaps. Loreina and I always used to hang out with each other...her main topic was Dominic, lol. She had told me one day that she only liked him as a friend..."He was a good friend...but not boyfriend material." Was what she had said...I think. They had "something" going on between them...I knew that much. Dominic had always been friendly with everyone...every girl to be exact. (He was a player) One day in class Dominic told me that he really liked Loreina...and he wanted me to ask her if she felt the same...of course; Loreina only liked Dominic as a friend, and Dominic seemed down about that, he wasn't himself. But every one treated him the same, just like the player he was. Even if he was a player...he still has feelings you know? On the other hand, I hold no grudge for Jenni. No matter how many times she had talked with Tashii, seemed to "flirt". I didn't care. Its called being friendly! A times Tashii WOULD talk to me, but it wasn't anything of any importance...Jenni and Tashii are from the same country...they knew how to talk Spanish. And it always drove me crazy trying to figure out what they were saying. But Tashii always used to say "Don't worry about it." How could I not?! He could be talking about ME...Since he would be starring at me and talking in a different language to Jenni...I would get curious wouldn't I? But why would I care? Its not like Tashii meant anything to me...He didn't I tell you! One day Reina had randomly asked me If I LIKED Tashii...(I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT) I took a moment to think about it...and ending up saying "No." Then Tashii said "Hell no" after me. That shouldn't hurt me...right? But...Reina laughed at me because I took so long to answer? Jenni says its the different way I look at Tashii now that's changed...and just the way I laugh towards him, and hes stupidity. Why did he say "Hell no"? What did he think...I didn't like him? As a friend anyway...I know. I know what Reina had meant by that, it wasn't like another "LIKE" it was a "LOVE"! But if i hadn't answered her...maybe the outcome would of been different? Maybe not, Tashii would of still said "Hell no?" Even though Reina had asked me, NOT TASHII. The days went by and Tashii became more friendly with me. Um, he called me names now. LOL. Idk why...idiot. When my favorite class had started I was about to open the door and Tashii had been behind the door; he had slammed it RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE. I was like "AHAH YOUR SO FUNNY!" Then the bell rang, and I became late to class. Haha. he wouldn't open the door! Tease. Well of course later on the Teacher had made him open the door and let me in. Tashii...had this special smile where...you could never become saddened. And when you saw his smile...you would smile back at him and laugh without thinking. On my way back home I was on my bus and was sitting on my seat, I had seen Tashii walking by, he smiled at me...and I turned away and smiled briefly. I had seen Tashii A LOT...everyday walking home from school. I guess he didn't ride the bus? More and more each day i craved for his smile...It was yet again time for my FAVORITE class. A part of me didn't want to admit...I started to have feelings for Tashii...But i knew that would be really bad...it would lead no where...the kind of person Tashii was...bad, mean, and cruel. But he had a good side...I think. One day in my favorite class Tashii had sat across from me, one seat. I had almost fallen asleep on my desk THE HOMEWORK WAS REALLY BORING. Tashii had randomly THROWN MY PENCIL ACROSS THE ROOM...then he just stared at me sleeping...then made fun of me when I woke up afterward. I laughed, got up, and picked up my pencil. I called Tashii names too of course...like "Stupid" for instance. x] HE WAS! Afterward all I was doing was working on math homework next to Jenni. And Tashii got up and sat behind me (he usually sits in front of Jenni and talks to her, ignores me) KICKING MY CHAIR CONSTANTLY! XD I was like "WTF!" x] He pushed my desk back next to his. And said something like..."What are you gonna do about it?" I think that's what he said...its still a blur. Although Tashii was annoying, immature, I had grown used to it. And liked him, not telling anybody BUT Jenni. One day...I had called Jenni telling her how I felt...wait no, I had asked Jenni to "guess" who I liked in our class...she guessed random guys...then she was like "Tashii"? I was like "N-no......" She was like "OHH YES!" XD I was like "NU-UH! WHY WOULD I LIKE HIM!?" Then Jenni responded. "I don't know...;] Why would you?" I signed and changed the subject fast. Every time i called Jenni we SOMETIMES ended up talking about Tashii...one night i asked "Did he ever try to hug or kiss you while you guys were still going out?" Jenni responded "Only hugged." I was like "Aw. D:" As expected from Tashii. He's the kind of guy that would be hugged, but just stand there and not embrace you. He must of not been hugged as a child. xD Tashii is REALLY irresponsible as well...i remember this one day the teacher handed him a can of pencils? And when he grabbed it it fell on top of my head, and all the pencils were EVERYWHERE. D: Oh jeez. I was like "I'm not helping you pick those up, you do it yourself." Lol then I turned away from him. (he sat by me again -.-) He was like "Well then I'm not picking them up either if your not going to help me." I sighed after that. I picked up ONE pencil, then was like "your turn." xD He picked up 2 and placed them into the can (which i was holding) "Was that soo hard"? I asked. He picked up more and so did i, but he wasn't exactly placing them in the can...he just threw them farther. o.O and tried shooting them in the can, BUT MISSES BADLY! XD We both laughed...it was awkward. Having someone immature as him...ALSO throw books at you...um yeah, he did that TOO. THREW BOOKS AT ME! OO'' I caught them of course, but sometimes not. xD He played too much... == He really did. Everybody used to look at us like "AWW" they're actually getting along for once. I said "Whatever!" Now, I ask you WHY WOULD I LIKE HIM!? WHEN DID I EVEN START LIKING HIM?! I don't even know... maybe you can tell me. x[ Jenni, had always been on top of what was going on...she used to say "He likes you! Because he teases you so much, you didn't know?" I didn't believe her of course...well maybe for a second i did. BUT STILL! Its not like i could EVER tell him...i mean tell SOMEONE LIKE HIM!? NO...WAY! SIGH...Things got weirder and weirder from that day on. All i could ever think about was Tashii...Tashii this...Tashii that...I think i was mad at myself for actually thinking of him most of the time...I cant help it...he was...special. I used to get mad because he didn't always go to school like he was supposed to...its not like he goes EVERYDAY but...maybe its just me, maybe I'm just selfish and just want to see him...for SOME reason. I remember this one time in class...Jenni was "messing around" with Tashii...and they were goofing around 'arm wrestling...' =_='' Tashii was the one winning at first...it was pretty funny. Then...Jenni was about to win...then it was just vise versa again and again... Soon, Tashii won and Jenni had given up and had a good laugh from it all. I laughed as well...maybe I was a little jealous at that point...because...maybe i wanted to be the one touching his hand...Omg, I'm starting to forget the memories more and more each day...I'm glad I'm writing down all of this NOW! DX











(Chapter 2- I Kinda Like You)
Here we go again...your the talk of everyone recently...people have been asking me who i like, and you'd think I'd say "nobody." Butttt, no. I did show Loreina how Tashii had looked like, i pointed him out in a crowd, and she was like..."Are you serious? HIM!?" I was like "What's wrong with him..." FORGOT THE REST D: She started laughing for some reason after that...I'm a sucker for cute guys i guess...I am sooo stubborn and hard to understand at times...seriously. One day i would be in total lalalove with Tashii...the next i would be like blah! X.O That's love kids...I'd stay away from it if i were you...the first thing that would pop into your mind would be "CONFUSION" Dx I'm stuck right now in the confusion of 'is it love?' or just a 'crush'?... I used to hit Tashii a lot too, because he was soooo dumb. xD And I just wanted tooo..so whatever. o.o Shut up. Lmao its not flirting. There was ONE MOMENT of romance between us...which was like ONCE...Okay...(tries to remember details) Alright, so this is how it went, we were in class, Tashii was on the computer as was many other students. I had tendency to sit by him at times...or stand. o_o When class was over, everyone left and it was only me and Tashii in the class. =] He was still on the computer...sighing off or something. I just stood their...I wanted to be by his side. x( He got up right in front of me and asked, "Will you throw away this piece of paper for me?" (LMAO OKAY THAT'S NOT THE 'ROMANTIC' PART..) Then I responded with NOTHING. AKLJERLE. I just stood their staring into his eyes......with no response. He stared at me like "wtf" and walked off and threw the paper away himself. AHHAHAAHAH! What a...@&$*^! He left the room and I just stood their and then walked out of the classroom too. I remember...this one time too. He used to smile whenever he would come up to me...he tries to 'fight me' just to be cool. =o='' Never works out though. LOL. In class I always used to stare at Tashii..kinda mugging him actually. And he used to get up from his seat and walk up to me and try to start somethin. o.x;; ONCE he slapped me on my face, [it wasn't hard or anything xD] I was like "OH NO YOU DIDN'T!" >D I got up from my seat and tried doing something to him back...but people held me back. =w= So I couldn't do much, except verbally abuse him. [LMAO xDDD] He always used to make my days better. :] He really did...and whenever I was sad for ANY reason, his attractive smile would always get me in high hopes. That is...until...a 'phone call' happened. o-O It was on one cold night...Jenni had called me to talk..=D And I guess we ended up talking about Tashii. o-o The convo went like this "So Tashii said something about you during class today." I was omg-ing in my head. "Uh, what?" I asked laughing. [I was hyper at the time^^] "We were talking in Spanish and stuff and I asked him would he ever go out with you." And I was like "OMG!...what he say?" >< She said, "Hell no, NOT EEEEEEVERRRRRRRRRR, NEVER, NEVER, NEEEEEEVERRRR." Bahah. It didn't bother me. I was actually laughing. And I was in a good mood so.....didn't care. Didn't really matter cuz, I KNOW Tashii wouldn't just say he WOULD to Jenni...ya know? He's secretive like that. He wouldn't even tell her in a diff language. I mean its not like it TOTALLY didn't bother me at all...Its just...IDK! o.o;; And the next day everything was the same...like..it didn't matter? Like Tashii didn't care. I tried to play along with his little games, EVERYDAY. And tried not to complain & keep things to myself, and that went fine..when he was still with me.









(Final Chap- ByeBye)
*SIGH* where shall I start w/ this chapter...um last day of school..or close to it anyway~ "C'mon Tashii take pics with us!" Jenni asked Tashii as he just sat at his desk, alone. XP "Naw, just leave the little ***** alone." xD Lmao I said. And he got up..BLAHBLAALHL xP started acting stupid towards me. But I liked it. >=P As the whole class was taking pics, to make memories, happy moments not wanting to go away...fun times in class. (: i remembered somethin from long ago, There was a school assembly just before the last day of school or something like that...the whole class went to a diff building cuz that's where the assembly was. I was walking with the class, stupid Tashii next to me..n he had made a stupid joke or something..lmao wait, I don't think he said anything at all. BAHAHHA but anyway I cussed him out for no reason o.x n he was like "oh ****" xD Ahahaaa! I was like JK. Heh. I'm just glad I made the lil ***** laugh! xd [Lmao n I remember takin pics of Tashii the last day of school..and making a video or two of him..lmao...I kept a picture of him...so I could be reminded of him. And then I lost my phone/got stolen] During the assembly, Tashii got into trouble so the teacher made him sit by her the whole time XD Lmao he didn't do it of course. The teacher was like "Your supposed to be sitting by me!" & he was like mumbling something like "Hell no." His usual phrase... I laughed. There was this other assembly I remembered vividly. I was sitting by Dominic, beside me was Sayai. & Dominic was sitting by Tashii. =D So yeah, I was like..close to sitting by Tashii..but not quite yet o-O This song played during the assembly..omg it was my fave songg<3 It reminded me so much of Tashii. Though I don't remember if he looked back @ me during the song. DUDE THERE IS LIKE SOO MANY SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF HIM! The classroom we all were in...I miss it. Though I still see that classroom as I walk in the hallways. I enter it and, its different. Everything's like..arranged. It was weird. It wasn't the classroom I remembered. T~T But, maybe if entered it, I would just start crying? Yeah, right. Crying is rare for me. Cuz a year isn't enough to satisfy me being with you! [Alright folks, were nearing toward the bitter end]

...Maybe I miss you so much is because you were my first love? But you left, without a word, without reason. All the missed times...All the missed memories, all our stupid conversations, our laughter and..good times. I had the strength to carry on though...so I don't blame you, but myself? Because, maybe If I ACTUALLY told you the truth...you would of...stayed? Or maybe NOT..I dreamed of you...just your name put a smile on my face. And tears too. -The end of Freshmen year, and the end of a Forgotten Love- We didn't exchange any words the beginning of Sophomore year...remember? We just..didn't talk. But Jenni was the one talking to you, and telling me stuff you guys talked about. I was glad you were still..friends with her. And obviously not me....did I do something wrong? Did you miss me? Did you think I missed you? I couldn't even look at you the same anymore... it gave me hell. "I heard Tashii is moving to a new school." Jenni said as we were both walking to class. "WHAT!?" I said surprised and confused. "Yeah, tomorrow or today is like his last day..." Jenni said okay with it, or so she seemed like it. "Your kidding right!?" I said trying not to let it bother me. "Its true..." She said lastly. I was a stupid little girl. Thought it would last forever, our laughs, flirting, but that day I heard Jenni say that to me, was the day an unhappy ending began in my so called "Fairy tale". After Jenni told me what she told me I asked her on the phone to get Tashii's number so we can call him sometime. [Though I doubted he would talk to ME] Jenni and Tashii had class together and I didn't have class with Tashii..we were all...separated..Jenni was having a good time with Tashii..her LAST TIME with Tashii might I say. Oh, and btw Tashii didn't give Jenni his number. Because he said something about not liking Jenni like that. Wth? Although I added Tashii on Myspace a long time ago, Its not like I can talk to him..or...really do anything. Just admire his myspace pictures..and..and..whatever! It looked like he was just leading a normal life, the same life. Nothing changed. And when I would sometimes see that 'he was in a relationship' [it said that on his myspace] i would wonder and think. Was everything really for naught? Everything? I wasted a year...A FUCKING YEAR THINKING YOU FELT THE SAME!





~*~*~

Thanks To Tashii For Giving Me Strength To Surpass Almost Anything



Thanks For Everything Jenni <3



Thanks To Good Friends That Helped Me Threw Tough Times



Thanks For Holding My Hand At The Right Time, Dominic ;D



Lastly, I thank you all for reading*



Whole story was by me, I had no help on it, It came from my heart




I have more I COULD add, but my memory Is fading away




THANKS EVERYONE :).





***Extra Chapter***


(Chapter 4- Tashii Came Back, But Was It For You?)
First, I'll start at WHY he moved to a new school. I think it was because he moved to a new house, and so he wouldn't go to the same school as me anymore. But, yeah. I REALLY wished at night for him to come back, and I used to dream of him...One dream in particular was terrrrrriibbble...and strange. I was beside my bed and Tashii was a ghost or something, and and, he like somehow made me float and threw me into a wall...IKNOWRIGHT. FREAKY! BUT SOME DREAMS WERE GOOD THOUGH D: Not so abusive... After 7 months Tashii comes back to my school...wanna know why? Because he didn't like his current school he was at, WTF!? IT TOOK HIM 7 MONTHS TO FIGURE THAT OUT!? OH C'MON! Dx Oh, and I also remember something REALLY REALLY REALLY strange...it was like a dream..i think...or hope. o.o I was asleep, with my eyes closed right? Then I awoke opening my eyes slowly, and THERE IS SAW IT...like a figure of something...and guess who my FIRST thought was of? That's right. Tashii!! I don't know but a feeling went through me at that moment...It was like he made me intercept what he wanted to say, "move on and forget about me." But it sounded sincere...and I became pleased and peaceful for a change. I think I was accepting the fact he would never come back to me again...AND I ACTUALLY ADMITTED IT! BUT THEN...BAM!!! I SEE HIM IN THE HALLWAYS IN MY SCHOOL!!!!! OH. MY. GOD. I went up to Jenni and told her I seen Tashii, she was like. "I know, he came back yesterday!" I was like, "OMG WHY!?" And she said something bout not liking his last school, as I mentioned before. *SIGH* That news made me really jubilant...was seeing him face to face a good thing this time though? I couldn't even talk to him at school...I SWEAR I COULDN'T. I don't know why...I changed from last year, I looked different. Would he remember ME? Would he remember how I looked like? Eh, don't think sooo...and it'll just be awkward if I say "Hi" to him and stuff. At first while Tashii came back Jenni said they haven't talked at all, but soon Jenni started talking to him again. And I was happy for her...I really was. She was brave to do that, I knew Tashii would remember HER because they went out at some point...but yeah, still. I asked Jenni to mention me to Tashii. I was all like, "ask him if he remembers that one chick from last year math." Then the next day she told me his reply. And it was NOTHING O_o he just didn't say anything?? Wth. Makes no sense at all. Ummmmm...*thinks* I'll tell you something that happened TODAY...I guess Jenni started talking about me again with Tashii, and Tashii said THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER ME!! D: WHAT THE HELL~! That made me sad the whole day today... ;[ Anyway...I was walking to my class and I saw Tashii standing against a wall with his friends..I just walked right past him without even looking at him...I felt that he looked at me, but why does he always do that!? I THOUGHT HE DIDN'T REMEMBER ME!? Yesterday I had a lot of fun hanging with Jenni :3 It's been a while. We were walking around my neighborhood it was pretty cool cuz it was St. Patricks dayy. lmao forgot to where green & got pinched like 7894758934 times T^T But I wore pinkk >;3 my outfit was oober cute <3 ANYWAY O-O we ended up talking about guys most of our walk, and I asked if Jenni still liked Tashii, she said yeah. I was like 'IKNEW IT :D' The first day I saw him when he came back I was like WHOOOAA HE LOOKS HOTTER THAN EVER lmao. she agreed x] I ended up talking about how stupid it was that Tashii forgot about me. "He's just being stupid." Jenni says. He always looks at me, like he knows me! But he tells Jenni that he doesn't?! WHY...?? Jenni pointed at me this one time in school, to show Tashii who she was talking about because maybe THEN he would remember me from last year...? He shook his head, obviously his answer was No. Idk I ran into the bathroom right after lmao kind of embarrassed. it was kinda embarrassing how you gonna point at me? ESPECIALLY POINTING ME OUT TO TASHII T-T Psh, whatever I don't even care no more. I'm lying. Anyway, back to when I was hangin out wit Jenni :p Tashii said that the only "IMPORTANT" people he remembered from last year was OF COURSE, JENNI AND, SHERAH ( barely even mentioned her in the storiii though WTF o-o ) "WTH!? "Important"?! He talked to me like EVERYDAY in that class! How could he forget me?" I said to Jenni. "HES JUST BEING STUPID! HE KNOWS HE REMEMBERS YOU!" Then she said stuff about how Tashii is probably shy and I would have to be the one who started talking to him again...THAT AIN'T HAPPENING! HE DOESN'T REMEMBER ME, THOUGH HE ALWAYS LOOKS AT ME...YOU TRYNA REMEMBER ME OR SOMETHIN TASHII!? We both agreed that hes completely STUPID AND CONFUSING. But too HOT to HATE =_= lmao. Me and Jenni were watchin the sunset 'ITS PRETTY :DD' I said as we were walking up a hill when we were both silent, I got really sad for some reason, "He really pisses me off." I said to Jenni, but she was too busy listening to my mp3 to hear me...dancing around...the streets like some weirdo... well I just remembered something from the past with Tashii... Raina was on the comp on the last day of school, and she played "Sent From Heaven", And I was all like "That's my fave songgg!! >W<" [Well it was at the time...] And Tashii was all like, "Are you serious?" xD Lol I started laughing. But yeah...it played in our class, and I guess to this day I'll always remember THAT DAY when I listen to that song. Cuz, It was the LAST DAY of school, and being with Tashii. . .

... Months, months passed. We still don' talk. But just look at each other. Nothings changed. The feeling is still there. It's transforming into a hollow feeling deep inside me. it's an evil feeling looking back at the memories. Knowing I would never smile at him again, never truly be happy. Everytime I look at him now, I can't help but to get so angry. He moved again during my Junior Year. To a different school. This time, if he comes back after 7 months again... I don't know what'll I do. But I'm pretty sure that after all this heartbreak and a year of being with him, Finally;

It's Over

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i know how you feel i found the one i love and i don't know if he loves me back but his family trables too much so when i see him im always whith him and he's always with me he acts like if i told him not to go he might stay but trableing makes him happy and as long as hes happy so am i
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Ohhh, a sad one, eh?!
I can't wait to read it Can-Chan [[ ha. ha. ha. ]]
I hope it's not TOOO sad though...
And I'm sorry it's based on a true story, about you, nonetheless... T.T
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cant wait to read it o:
i always seem to love sad stories o:
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and based on a true storiee? :[
aww :[
kinnie doesnt' know how you feel cuz kinnie never fell in love love yet o_o
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): thats sad...
that ur falling in love with him but u really dont want to..
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O.o I know how you feel. Liking someone who's just kinda stupid ^^'
Wolf-chan can vouche for me, I've liked some pretty stupid [[ and sometimes pretty mean ]] people, and one of them I liked A LOT. =_= So I know how you feel there.
What grade are you in now Can-chan?
Posted 12/25/08

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O.o I know how you feel. Liking someone who's just kinda stupid ^^'
Wolf-chan can vouche for me, I've liked some pretty stupid [[ and sometimes pretty mean ]] people, and one of them I liked A LOT. =_= So I know how you feel there.
What grade are you in now Can-chan?


10th.
SOPHMORE.. o-o
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ember1116 wrote:

O.o I know how you feel. Liking someone who's just kinda stupid ^^'
Wolf-chan can vouche for me, I've liked some pretty stupid [[ and sometimes pretty mean ]] people, and one of them I liked A LOT. =_= So I know how you feel there.
What grade are you in now Can-chan?


10th.
SOPHMORE.. o-o

lol, I'MA JUNIOR!
xD Bow down to your upper class-man ... er... WOMAN! =_= sexist term.....
lol but ANYWAYS!!!
my brother is a sophomore... O.o


Posted 12/25/08

ember1116 wrote:


ay_bay_bay wrote:


ember1116 wrote:

O.o I know how you feel. Liking someone who's just kinda stupid ^^'
Wolf-chan can vouche for me, I've liked some pretty stupid [[ and sometimes pretty mean ]] people, and one of them I liked A LOT. =_= So I know how you feel there.
What grade are you in now Can-chan?


10th.
SOPHMORE.. o-o

lol, I'MA JUNIOR!
xD Bow down to your upper class-man ... er... WOMAN! =_= sexist term.....
lol but ANYWAYS!!!
my brother is a sophomore... O.o




LOLZ =D
but buttt, ima be 16 in 7 days!!!<333333
YAYAYAYAYA~~~~~


~CAN-CHAN over and out!~
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O.o
Oooo, 16 O.o
Wellll, I'm already 17!! WHOOOT! *high fives Wolf-chan* Yay for 17 year olds xD
lol, but 16's still pretty awesome =D
Happy ALMOST birthday =D
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Ohh, I just saw what you added =D
He threw books at you...?

O.o

The guy I was talking about earlier threw a shoe at me =_= It stunk....
Posted 12/26/08
LMAO EWWWWWW
>.>
get awayy from Embie >:D
sheee stankssss D:
xD

-OH BTW-
i don't beilive anyone knoes EXACLLY how it feels to like someone like HIM..
stupid, i knoe n mean o.o
buttt...idk i jus think ppl lie to me wen they saii "i knoe how yu feel"
cuz they obviously don't knoe tha whole situation D:
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Well, yeah, nobody can know the exact situation, but everyone has something like this happen to them at least once in their lives... it's almost like a rite of passage or something =_=

I think mainly, we are saying the from what we know of the situation, we know how it feels. We don't know that there's more, so we don't know if we'll still "know how it feels" when we learn all the details, but based on what we know now, we do, if that makes ANY sense whatsoever >.<
Posted 12/26/08

ember1116 wrote:

Well, yeah, nobody can know the exact situation, but everyone has something like this happen to them at least once in their lives... it's almost like a rite of passage or something =_=

I think mainly, we are saying the from what we know of the situation, we know how it feels. We don't know that there's more, so we don't know if we'll still "know how it feels" when we learn all the details, but based on what we know now, we do, if that makes ANY sense whatsoever >.<


LMAOO
even wen yur tryin be smart Embie yu fail XD
lmao i laugh at yur failure =]
& confusion xD

JKK!
yu have a point o-o
some ppl lie n saii "i knoe how yu feel"
jus to make tha other person feel better o.o
its stupid. 8O
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ay_bay_bay wrote:


ember1116 wrote:

Well, yeah, nobody can know the exact situation, but everyone has something like this happen to them at least once in their lives... it's almost like a rite of passage or something =_=

I think mainly, we are saying the from what we know of the situation, we know how it feels. We don't know that there's more, so we don't know if we'll still "know how it feels" when we learn all the details, but based on what we know now, we do, if that makes ANY sense whatsoever >.<


LMAOO
even wen yur tryin be smart Embie yu fail XD
lmao i laugh at yur failure =]
& confusion xD

JKK!
yu have a point o-o
some ppl lie n saii "i knoe how yu feel"
jus to make tha other person feel better o.o
its stupid. 8O


Yeah, that I don't like, but when I said it, I meant it.
The guy I liked is a complete idiot =_= Wolfie-chan, please tell Koko-chan how true those words are?
But it's kinda funny since the guy is my friend still xD He's okay as a friend [[ one of the stupid friends that is an idiot and pretty crude, but good on the inside and who has their reasons for what they say, I guess =_= ]] but not date material >_>
xD lol, I know I fail at not being confused xD I confuse myself often.
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