I need help, im majorly inlove but the thing is...im gay
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Posted 1/11/09 , edited 1/11/09
Okay so none of my friends or anybody at school can help me much. so im 14 8th grade. Boy of course. And last year 7th grade i feel inlove with this kid named Nick. we call him nicky thats why my name is called NickyLover<333 lol. Okay so it was all good i didnt come oout untill i realized i was inlove with him. Then i just told my bffs then they told ppl then i got overwelmed and i just came out to every1 at SCHOOL! parents no, thats another story(sad). Okay so like he knew it hes all good. hes flrity with me were good. ppl made songs for us and always thougt were cute togather=) and he is always around me i always got hugs when i wanted them adn everything. Alot ppl are like yea hes gay he likes u and others are like no hes totally straight like for real straight. ok so like it totally felt like we were going somewhere and then randomly he became really reallly mean all of the sudden like literlly the b4 he was mean he was sweet we hanged out after school that day we were all good. then the next day shut the fuck up go away bitch im like...omg nick!!!!!! why would u say that i felt hurt! Even though he still sat next to me alll B block 3rd and 4th Q of scool year (he became that way start of 3rd Q) Did i do something? I kno im a little to flirty even thoguh i like nick...i did flrit infront of him alot to other ppl what did i do? then when i made the excused that i liked some1 else even though i kinda did n i loved him still he was like ok were friedns again im like...o_O ok? so like then he became mean after he finds out im still totally inlove with him. Then the summer we went to the same camp ....omg he was nice here and there. Then here comes this year. I tlked to him i asked him. are u still hating me? hes like no not really. But he never pays attention like eye to eye contact when we talk..=( but i catch him watching me in Life managment =)! And we play Orange Box and COD5 online for the xbox360 togather alot. But idk i still love him soo much i love him even more! What do i do? Does he like me? does he still hate me? i get so depressed over it. I find other ppl that occupy me over him. but the last 4! didnt work the next one im currently kinda crushing on to help me get over nick is kinda working not much at all though like maybe 0.1% lol. But please help im in despearate answers.
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Posted 1/11/09
Too personal of a thread. We're not your oprah winfrey.

Moreover, even though I don't have anything against gay people.. I think most people are. So posting them on public forum may serve something as a flame bait.

And this is in the wrong section. You might wanna try general. But even then I'd still say this thread is too personal.
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Posted 1/11/09
No personal threads, sorry.

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