I'm Alice (x_Twilight_x),This is my first Fanfiction i ever wrote.
Chapters will be Shown of the First Page of this Forum so you don't need to be flicking through
hundreds of pages =]
And I'm not sure if it's a Tadamu or Amuto Fanfic just stick around to find out...
Hey Readers! I'm working on 3 another fanfictions and these have more action than romance! Stick around to
see it x] (One of them are based on Twilight!) (And one is Based on UtauxKukai! xD)
Amu's Life takes the biggest dive, when she when her parents died in a car accident, rushing to the hospital
to give birth to Ami.
6 years later, Amu attends Seiyo Academy and meets a young and handsome boy named 'Tadase Hotori'. Tadase helps Amu go through her tough Life, by showing her his Love for her.
One Day, after School, Amu attempts to go to Tadase's House, but gets caught in a rebel gang.
Just as she was about to be taken away the gang, another teenager boy named 'IkutoTsukiyomi' comes and saves her.
After getting to know them both a lot better, Amu realises that life is better now...
but her life couldn't get any better....
I've never given much thought to how i would die...
Should i die alone...
Or with a beloved One....
What if you're already dead...
Up until Now i figured that dying with someone is impossible...because no-one's alive to be able to die with you.....
Chapter 1: Fade Away
E D I T E D
My Life was always full of grief and sorrow. My Parents Died with my little sister, in a Car Acccident that happened 6 years ago.
I'm moving to Tokyo since i have nothing left here at Kyoto. I'm staying in an apartment by myself and am attending Seiyo Academy. Luckily, the community was kind enough to donate money for me. But it wasn't enough....
I looked out the nearest window, at the rain pouring down. I didn't know my vision was blurry, until i finally knew that
tears were running down my cheeks.
"Mummy!!! When's Little Sister coming??!!!!"- I yelled to Mum.
"Soon Honey"- Midori said, rocking her stomach.
I sat down on a chair and looked at mum swaying.
"Amu, do you want to name little sister???"Midori asked, lending her hand to Me.
"YESSSS!!!!!" i Yelled.
I jumped off the chair and ran to hold her hand.
"What about Ama???Ame???Ami???AMI!!!!!" i cried shaking her arm.
"Okay Ami"- Midori said holding my other hand.
Mum hummed my favourite lullaby...
'Kiss the Rain' by Yiruma.
I hummed with her,
Together, with Ami we danced the night away....
A Taxi appeared out of the gloom of the rain... and parked outside my house.
I ran outside, locking the door and dragging my bags and myself through the horrible and dreadful rain.
The Driver took my bags and i hopped in the car.
"Where to??" he said, cheerfully as he hoped on the driver's sit
"Air Port"- i said, trying to be cheerful as well.
"Sorry, we don't go that far"- He said.
"Will this be enough??"-I asked, throwing 4 20's at him.
"Right Ahead of you!" he replied.
As the small car drove through the rain, i thought it was time for a new start, a time for someone to come into my life, a time to open my never-blooming petals
A time for Love....
The car drove through the rain, letting the Amu fade behind as we drove farer....
Chapter 2: A Start
It was 4pm when i Left the Plane and grabbed my bags. I just realised that today was when i start school in Seiyo Academy.
I could feel that under my eyes were heavy, since i didn't have enough sleep on the plane. I went to the
food court, looking around the cafe's. Nothing surprised me, so i decided to skip breakfast. I headed for an exit, remembering
that one was east of the food court. Outside was still dark, though i could see a mixture of pink and yellow on the west.
The air was light and breezy. I walked to the taxi stops, just above the bus stops. As i walking, i just felt something gooey
on my shoes.
"Gum" - I thought as i continued to walk.
I saw a taxi, and fasten my pace. I could tell the taxi driver saw me. He opened the door and carried my bags.
He looked like he was in his Twenties. His face was olive-like, and his hair was an unsual blonde.
A Japanese Blonde? I laughed to myself Quietly.
I hopped in the car, as he finished with the bags.
"Where to?" He asked.
His voice was high and smooth.
"13..."- I replied
I checked the pockets of the jeans i was wearing for the adress.
"13 Diamond Street"- I confirmed.
"Sure"- He replied, turning on the engine.
Dawn was breaking. The darkness was overcome by the light. Tokyo was finally waking up.
It was 5:30 when i arrived to my House. I paid the driver 3 20's as he finished taking my bags to the door step.
I waved, as he turned on the engine. As he drove off,he waved back as well.
I went inside the Apartment, seeing that everything was the same last i stayed here.
The Apartment was small, single storey. The walls were pure white, with a touch of light blue on the frames.
Every Door had smooth glass and a metal handle. The floor tiles were a mix of white and grey, polished nicely.
The Windows were long and thin, just the way i like them. The Grand Piano, stood at the corner of the living room.
The living room had nothing but white furniture from white sofas and tables to white pots with artifitial flowers in them. The Kitchen was modern and posh, steel divided frige, steel stoves,glass dinner tables and chairs and glass cupboards.
I went to my room, the closest to the living room. I went in, a double bed, a walk-in-wardrobe and a small study desk were
the only furniture there.
I changed into Seiyo Academy's Uniform. I made my lunch, salad sandwich and a chocolate bar. I picked my bag, as i walked to grab my books in a box in the corner of the living room. I was prepared because i sent a house key to the Student Council, so they can bring my school supplies in. When i was finally ready, i walked outside and locked the door.
At Last, as a chapter of my life closes, a new one opens...
Chapter 3: Love At First Sight?
Took me awhile to figure where my classroom was. I could feel myself shaking.
I opened the door slowly and knew that I was late.
"Miss Hinamori, why let's try come a little early next time" The teacher said pointing a finger to an empty desk.
I said nothing.
The class was too quiet. They stared at the floor for some reason.
I could figure it out. WHAT'S GOING ON!?
"Miss Hinamori, do you mind taking your shoes off and leaving them outside?" the teacher asked.
I looked down to see that the gum from before had finally came off.
"Tadase, you mind cleaning the mess for you are part of the guardians. Products are in the cupboard." She commanded.
A boy who sat on the left of my desk stood up and went to the cupboard. I saw a glimpse of his face. My eyes widened.
His breezy blonde hair, his perfect jaw line and nose position. He was too perfect. He walked gracefully and lightly to the cupboard.
I couldn't resist leaving my eyes off him. He was just too beautiful.
"We're out Miss" He said.
I skipped a heart beat. His voice was angelic and as perfect as his face.
"Well, you both will just have to do it after school" She replied.
"Take a seat, both of you" she said.
I went to my seat as soon as she said it.
He was there, next to me.
As the teacher continued, i could swear that he was looking at me the way i looked at him.
But it was over in seconds.
Suddenly, I felt a heavy sensation in me.
Chapter 4: Love Me?
First day at Seiyo Academy so far wasn't so great. Science wrecked my Hair. Art coloured my uniform. And History was....
well blank for me.
It was finally the end of the day but not the end of school.
"I better see that thing off my floor by tomorrow" the teacher pointed out at homeroom to Tadase and I.
I sighed softly.
The bell finally rang.
The class left, leaving me and Tadase sitting on our desk.
It was silent for about a minute.
He stood up and went for the cupboard again.
"Hinamori, catch" He said with his soft angelic voice throwing a bottle at me.
I froze but I caught it in time before it hit me.
We both went to work on the sticky,gooey and dirty thing.
We worked on it for awhile, taking turns scrubing and spraying.
"So, where did you come from?" He asked nicely.
I froze. Again.
"Um...Uh...Kyo- Kyoto" I managed to say out.
"Hmm... Nice place to live, Why did you move here?" He asked again.
"Parents"I answered looking own at the big piece of gum.
"D-Died" I choked out.
"Oh,Sorry"He said looking ashamed as i looked at him.
"It's okay, i came here to start a new" I said trying to force a smile.
But the smile didn't last for long.
I looked down and broke into sobs. The forced myself not to look stupid in front of him but the tears kept flowing down from my cheeks.
"Hinamori, It's okay" He said.
I looked up to see that he was closer, just inches from my face.
"Really?" I asked stupidly.
"Yes, I understand how you feel, and i feel the same." He replied.
I wiped the remaining tears off my face and looked into his eyes.
"I lost my only love when i was young" He said still looking at me.
"But i can see a new one" he said, grabbing my hand.
"Come to my house tomorrow, after school." He said.
We packed the products away after the gum was long gone.
He wrote on a piece of paper and slid it into my hand.
"Bye. For now" He said gently and left.
I froze once more.
"I love Tadase" I said quietly to myself.
Chapter 5: Another Love At First Sight?
I came to school to see that his seat was empty. That didn't make my day.
The bell rang and the class moved to rush home.
"Amu." someone said lightly.
I looked behind. It was a girl. Roughly my age. With long shiny violet hair, hazel-brown eyes and a graceful posture.
"I'm Nageshiko" she said smiling.
"I'm in your class if you notice, and I saw you taking glimpes of Tadase's desk. Is there anything wrong?" She said smiling again.
"Umm...No! Not at all! It's just that....Umm....I'm curious" I said forcing a smile.
"Well. it's okay to share you know. I am part of the Academy's Elite Council." She said holding my shoulders gently.
"Umm...I better go." I said looking at the exit.
"Well, sorry to disturb you but it's my duty to help students as Queen's Chair" She said waving at me, then left.
I grabbed the folded paper out of my pocket and ran out the door.
"7 Cullen Street" I read off the paper.
I walked down an intersection and turned right all of a sudden.
"Don't Remember this street" I said to myself thinking.
I went down through some little shops and passed some houses.
I was lost. Even though i knew the whole city from head to toe.
There was a bunch of people gathered in front of a park i passed 2 times.
I came closer to see that the group was full of guys. I froze.
"Hey hot stuff!!!! What cha doing in a place like this" The tallest one shouted.
I turned and kept walking, shaking.
"Where you going?!!!!" he shouted again.
Most of them were laughing.
I kept walking. I looked back to take a glimpse. 2 were following me.
I walked faster, trying not to look back.
I kept walking this time, when i came back to the intersection.
I could hear their footsteps louder. They were closer.
I walked faster. Only to see a dead end.
I froze. The guys from before circled me, there were 6 of them
"Well, here she is guys" one of them laughed.
One took one step closer to me.
"Don't come any closer!" i yelled but choked abit.
I had a strong and loud scream but my throat was clogged.
They came closer. I closed my eyes, hoping this will end quickly.
"She's mine" another voice came from behind the circle.
"Get Lost! She's Ours" The tall one called.
"Just give her to me or you'll pay" He said cooley.
This time i saw him.
He was tall,sleek and smooth. He had blue hair, a straight face and a lavender eyes.
"Alright..."He said, with a smile.
It was quick. He was fast. In a matter of seconds, i was in his arms.
I heard moaning and groaning from behind.
I took a better look at his face. I though i'll never say this but he was hot and sexy, not like Tadase, Although I do think of Tadase
as a Hottie and Cuttie.
"Wow" I said softly.
"I'm Ikuto" He said, laughing lightly.
"Amu" I said smiling.
Ikuto....I like that.
Chapter 6: Ikuto and Me. (Contains Amuto Scenes )
It was weird having him carry me in his arms. He seemed to walk somewhere.
"Umm...Ikuto, Where are we going?- I asked.
He laughed lightly.
"What do you mean we?"- He replied giving me a smile.
I looked away, knowing that now i have a favourite smile.
"Well here we are"- He said, stopping at modern house. It was traditional, pale white, small and classy abit.
"This where you live?" I asked thinking about what he said before.
"No, where you're going" he said laughing again and giving me that smile.
I looked away again and blushed.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
He pointed to a street sign. 'Cullen Street'.
"Oh" i said quietly.
"Do you want me to drop you off?" Ikuto asked.
"No!" I answered, thinking he'll really drop me.
"You really shouldn't have said that." He replied.
Suddenly, he ran, jumped,ran, jumped again and ran. It was quick. Too quick.
It was like flying. I looked up. The sky was too slow. He was fast. Very fast.
Then, he stopped. We were on the very top of a tree. The sky was so close.
"Wow" I said speechless.
He laughed. I wondered the tree, careful not to fall to my grave. I then realised that he was staring at me.
"What?" I asked.
"You interest me, Amu"- He replied.
He grabbed my head lightly and kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry...."- I said.
I didn't know how to continue, i had Tadase. And now, Ikuto.
"I need to go home" - I continued, smiling.
"Hold on spider monkey" He replied, giving me the smile.
I grabbed me and swang me on his back.
As he ran, i wondered, does he know where i live.
"Oh well..."- I whispered.
As we flew through twilight, i closed my eyes. Falling into the sky....
Chapter 7: Twisted (Contains extreme Tadamu Scenes Not recommended for Amuto Fans)
I arrived at school a little early today. I saw Tadase as soon as i got in.
"Amu!"- he called.
Nobody was in the room.
"Sorry about last night" - I said shamefully.
"What happed?"- he questioned, reading my face,
"I was caught with a gang, and then was caught by a guy named Ikuto"- i said honestly.
"Ikuto...IkutoTsukiyomi "- he said blankly.
"What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?" he asked hardly.
"No, not at all"- I said defending myself. (Or him)
"Take you away somewhere?"- he asked again.
"Yes, Yes he did."- I replied.
"That Bastard!!"- He said angerily.
"No! No! He saved and carried me away from the gang before i was raped"- I said defending Ikuto.
He froze. His face expressionless.
"Well, as long as you're okay"- He said softly, grabbing my hands.
He kissed me on both cheeks.
I cheeks went hot.
"I love you, i don't want to lose you"- He said.
"Me too"- I managed to say out.
He let go of my right hand and led me to our desks. Ready to start a new day.
"By the way"- he said.
"I hate Ikuto..."- he continued, before the rest of the class came in.
My heart didn't move...
Chapter 8: Twisted Again. In a Good Way. (Contains Extreme Amuto Scenes Not Recommended to Tadamu Fans)
The day ended quickly. The sun was sinking into the sky slowly. I planned to see Ikuto... Although i don't know where he lives.
"Amu!"- I heard Tadase call from hehind.
"Yes?"- I replied looking back.
"Can i walk you home?"- He asked.
I didn't know what to say. Ikuto was waiting somewhere...
"Umm...I got to go shopping for supplies"- I lied.
He read my face.
"Tommorrow?"- I asked, breaking his attention.
"Okay, Bye...Amu"- He said and disappeared.
I started walking home....
I opened the door and went through my living room.
I saw my grand piano.
I sat on the seat and played a note.
Then, I decided to play a song. ' River Flows In You ' by Yiruma.
As I Played, i heard footsteps. I stopped.
"Who's There?"- I said. I remembered locking the door.
"Spider Monkey"- said a fimiliar voice .
"Ikuto!"- I yelled and stood up to see him.
He was same, like the time i saw him. Tall, Sleek and Smooth. But this time he bought a violin.
"Never thought you'll miss me"- He said smiling.
I melted in the inside.
"Heard you got twisted with Tadase."-he said laughing.
"Kiddy Boy should learn how to mind his own buisness"- He chuckled.
"No, it was my fault."- I said.
"No, Not you."- He replied, taking a step closer.
"Yes, it is"- I said fighting back...To nothing.
"Don't Worry, it can only be between us"- He said Smiling, taking the final step.
I kissed me lightly on the forehead.
Then the lips.
I froze. He read my expression and laughed.
"Can you... sl- sleep with me tonight?"- I asked shyly.
"Sure, after we do a duet."- He answered while zipping his violin case.
"Okay"-I replied, smiling.
He smiled back.
But I saw Tadase in my head.
My heart twisted into ties and knots.
Chapter 9: Simple and Clean.
I woke up by the sound of water spraying on the floor, it was coming from the bathroom.
Last Night was beautiful. The sorrow sound of a violin could do so well with a piano.
I jumped off my bed and i felt my hair. It was terrible. Fizzied up and messy. I headed for the bathroom.
"Ikuto, are you taking a shower?"- I asked as i knocked the door.
"Yep"- He replied.
"You can come in you know..."- He also said.
"I can wait"- I replied. Sliding down on the wall to the ground.
I closed my eyes. I pictured what happened last night with Ikuto in my bed.
We were both in the bed. Just inches from each other.
"Ikuto?"- I said through the dark.
"What?"- He replied.
"What happened between you and Tadase?"- I asked
Ikuto rolled to face me and looked into my eyes. It was bright enough to see his smooth face.
"My parents were close to his, friends before i was born. We were like one family."- He answered.
"But my father disapeared and my mum had a mental breakdown."- He continued.
"My sister stayed with Tadase's family but i left."- He said looking at the ceiling now.
"When i left, i took my dad's violin"- He continued.
I thought about every word he said. Trying to figure out the remaining jig-saw puzzles.
"My mum was sane, she moved on to another man with my sister"- he continued.
"I came back to Tadase's home, to see that his dog died and his grandmother was ill"- he said, looking at me.
I thought, 'I understand how you feel, and i feel the same.' from when i first met Tadase.
"O-Okay"- I replied.
"Don't worry"- He said, taking my head.
He kissed softly on my forehead. Then my two cheeks.
"Okay, thanks... Ikuto"- I said.
He then kis---
----FLASH BACK OVER----
"Amu!"- Ikuto yelled.
I opened my eyes. And saw Ikuto inches from my face.
"You're going to be late if you don't move"- He said passing me my uniform.
"Sorry, I dozed off"- I said, standing up.
"I'll help you change and get ready."- He said quickly.
"Okay"- I replied.
As we both went in the bathroom together, he took off my hair clip softly and then unbottened the top of my shirt.
Chapter 10: Circles Never End. (Contains Tadamu Scenes )
I came to school just in time before the bell rang.
I went into my homeroom and sat on the usual spot.
Tadase slid a note onto my lap. I opened it under the desk.
My cheeks went really hot. Then the second bell rang.
As the class moved. I went to Tadase.
"When?"- I asked.
"Recess"- He answered, he then disappeared into the crowd.
I sat through English dozing off. I was nearly caught by the teacher when she asked a question.
I took a small glance outside, the Sakura tree wasn't so far.
Then, the bell rang.
I raced out the classroom and ran to the tree. There Tadase was, sitting by the tree. He was holding a box.
"Tadase!"- I called, as i slowed my pace and walked to the tree.
I kneeled down and looked into his eyes. He smiled. I replied with a Smile as well.
"Amu, I know it's only been about a week since we met, but i hold a place in my heart for you."- He said.
He gave me the box. I opened it, to see that there were two rings. One was just pure gold.
But the other had a diamonds moulded in it. It circled the ring with thousands of stars. It was beyond beautiful.
And on top was a big piece of Diamond. I looked carefully, to see that "Amu" was craved on it.
"Tadase, It's beautiful"- I commented.
I tried it on my index finger, perfect fit.
"Never compared to you"- He replied back. He took the other ring and put it on his index finger as well.
He kissed me, it isn't wasn't like any kind of kiss. The way he breathed and the way his lips moved on mine.
It was a passionate kiss. Passionate Love. I felt it too. I slid my hand down the side of his head to his cheek.
He wrapped his hands around my waist. Our kisses were soft and sensational. We continued, and finally he let go of my waist.
I slid my hand down as well.
We then leaned on the tree, letting the petals of the tree fall on us. I saw his left hand free, laying on the grass.
I wanted to do it. hold him. I slid my hand across the grass to reach his hand. When i laid my hand on his,
he immediantly wrapped his figers between the spaces of my fingers. I smiled.
I leaned my head on his shoulder. I looked to see his face. It was beautiful from any angle.
He looked down, and played with my hair. I chuckle, because his hands were so smooth.
"I love you..."- He said, kissing my head.
"I know"-I replied.
We both exchanged compliments about each other as the petals continue to rain on us.
Chapter 11: Heart Break.
I came home from school as happy as ever. It felt great to finally smile and love someone.
I continued to walk, taking looks at my ring. I loved it soo much.
Suddenly, it was raining lightly. But, it was clear this morning, not a cloud in sight. Weird.
I ran to the park, and sat on a bench
under an oak tree. The tree roofed the bench with it's thin banches, dripping a few drops on me.
It was raining hard now. It felt like someone poured a bucket over me.
"What are you doing here Amu?"- a voice came from above.
I looked up to see that it was Ikuto.
"Ikuto! What are you doing here?"- I asked.
"Just hanging"- He replied.
He jumped to sit next to me, his tall-ness shielded me from the buckets of water pouring down on me.
"It'll get worst if we don't move."- He said, staring beyond the clouds.
"Let's move, but before we get home, i need to go shopping for stuff"- I replied.
"Fine with me."- He said standing up.
Just as we were about to walk, he grabbed my wrist with his right arm and pushed me onto his chest.
He stared at me. Seeing his face melted me into a puddle inside.
"Later"- he said than let me go.
We than continued to walk into the pouring rain.
We were finally at Tokyo Mall. It wasn't as crowded as weekends. After browsing a few shops, Ikuto and I stumbled across
a stall. The stall had a table that was covered with a royal red cover. On the table were cards, glass balls and old books. The
owner of the stall was a young lady dressed in a pink kimoko. A sign on the table was clearly labled "Fortune Teller".
"Ikuto! Let's Try!"- I suggested, pointing to the stall.
"I don't believe in that stuff"- He replied.
"Come on! Just Once!"- I said excitedly.
I walked to the stall, holding and dragging Ikuto with me.
I paid the lady 10 dollars.
"Hand please"- She said nicely to me.
I held out my hand.
She made patterns on my palm, i giggled when see made a circle. She then froze. She was shocked. She started to shake.
"Hea-Heaven was cr-crying for y-you. "- She said, making a teardrop on my palm.
"Some-Something v-v-v-v-e-ry bad will happen to y-y-y-you."- She continued, making a cross on my palm.
"You wi-"- she said but Ikuto held out his palm.
"My turn."-He said giving the fortune teller a smile.
"Okay."- She said letting go of my palm. she grabbed Ikuto's hand and followed the lines on it.
"You are Lost. You are fading away from the world. You're disappearing. I advise you to stay with her"- she said, pointing to me.
"Amu, let's go."- He said, lifting his hand off the lady's. He grabbed my hand and we walked away from the stall.
"Remember what i said!"- She yelled as we continued to walk.
"Are you really going to leave?"- I asked Ikuto.
"No. I don't believe in that stuff remember?"-He answered.
"Me Too."- I replied.
We then continued to walk around the mall.
The rain was pouring lightly now. The wind was gentle as well.
Ikuto and I were just finishing our Harajuku Crepes'.
"Let's go"- He said looking the the ceiling. The water that stained the glass wasn't steaming as much as before and the
sky was clear. I stood up and he followed, carrying my shopping bags.
We went through the park again. Puddles were everywhere. I jumped over them. So did Ikuto.
Just as we passed the bench we sat on. I felt a strong heavy pain on me. I screamed and collapsed.
"Amu!"- Ikuto yelled, he dropped the bags and went through his pockets.
"It's BURNS!!!!"- I screamed.
I screamed in agony. It was too much.
"Stop It IKUTO!!!!"- i screamed again.
He got out his phone and dialed a number.
"Amubulence!"- He shouted through the pouring rain. It rain harder.
I screamed once more, before blacking out.
I woke up in the hospital. Tubes were connected to me. Ikuto was sleeping on my lap.
A young man in a coat came into the room.
He looked at his clipboard.
"Amu?"- He asked me.
"Yes"- I answered.
"I'm sorry to say this but..."- He paused.
"You have cancer"- He continued.
My heart was soaked from the rain. Heaven is crying for you. Something bad will happen to you.
I felt the pain. My vision blurred. As the tears ran down my cheeks, the rain outside poured harder.
Chapter 12: Heart Breat 2.
'Cancer.' the word that shadows me forever. It's was one word that broke me.
I couldn't sleep, not because of the strong winds and the rain but of the heavy and non-stopping tears the flowed
out of my eyes.
I moved my fingers on my hair, tangling my fingers between the strips of pink. My gently pulled down, feeling
my hair falling with my fingers. Strips of pink fell onto my lap.
I sighed. Looking out the window, the rain continued to pour.
Heaven is crying for you.
I looked around the room. Ikuto was gone. I sighed again.
The door opened, and a nurse with a metal trolley came in. She wore a short white dress with a Huge Red Cross on it, she wore a red
headband that covered her sunshine yellow hair. Her hair was tied into 2 ponytails on the sides of her head, some hair was straight forward on her forehead, forming a arrow pointing down. She had lavender eyes that stared at me with surprise.
"You must be Amu?"- she said with an angelic and seraphic voice.
"Yes"- I replied.
"Looks like Ikuto left."- she continued to talk to me.
"You know him?"- I asked.
"Yeah I do, we're close"- She answered. She took a tray from the trolley and walked to me.
"Oh. I'm not hungry."- I said.
"No silly, it's for me. Didn't eat breakfast."- she replied chuckling.
She went for the seat where Ikuto sat while he was sleeping on me. She pulled it and sat with the tray on her lap.
She opened it, a whole bunch of steam bursted out. She grabbed a fork and started eating.
"Are you certified nurse because you look a little young for it?"- I asked.
"Part Time, i'm a singer"- She answered, stabbing the chicken and scooping the rice.
"I work in 'Sanjo Productions'"- She continued.
"Sing me a song."- I said.
"Well, I'm working on a New Song, I'll sing the title for you."- She replied, leaving the plate on a table.
"My Heartful Song, My Heartful Song."- She sang, her singing was beyond angelic. I nearly cried hearing the lyrics.
"Wow! That was amazing! Sing me another!"- I asked again smiling.
"Open your shiny eyes in the silent night-" She stopped as the door opened. It was Tadase.
"TADASE!"- I almost screamed as i saw him come in.
"Hello Amu"- He replied, lookig at the nurse.
"He muttered something.
"I better leave you"- the nurse said, picking up her tray and leaving.
"See you Soon"- She said, then she left.
I went to a local florist, seeing that it stood out for me because of the rows of roses, blending into each other with the lilies and
tunips under them. The rows of floweres created a crisp and clean scent that I picked from a block away. Amu would love a bouquet.
As i walked, something rumbled in my jean pockets. It was my phone. I flipped my phone to see that it was Utau.
"Hello"- I talked into the phone.
"Tadase, Amu. She's in the hospital"- Utau replied.
"What? Why?"- I asked, in a cold voice.
"Ca-Can-Cancer"- She answered.
I frooze. I felt hot tears in my eyes.
"No."- I whispered.
"And Ikuto...Left. Disappeared."- She also added in.
"Oh. I knew Onii-Chan would do that."
Before Utau said anything, i hung up.
I ran to the florist and purchased a bouquet of red-yellow roses.
I rushed to the hospital. Gripping the hand with my ring. I couldn't let go of Amu.
"Room 125"- the receptionist said pointing down the left hall.
I decided to walk instead of run, taking deep breaths. I opened the door to see that Utau was singing to Amu.
"Utau"- I muttered happily.
"I better leave you"- the Utau said, picking up her tray and leaving.
"See you Soon"- She said, then she left.
"Amu."- I said running to her side.
"Tadase"- Amu replied.
"Do-Don't g-go"- I choked out. My vision blurred, but i kept it in.
"I won't"- She replied stroking my hair.
"I won't"- She said again.
"Ikuto's Gone by the way"- I said.
"You are Lost. You are fading away from the world. You're disappearing."- Amu whispered.
"She was right, the fortune teller"- She whispered again
She embraced me and sobbed. I felt her warm tears on my shoulders.
A heart break, was all i could say about myself
Chapter 13: Dream
E D I T E D: 21/3
"Tadase! You ready?"- Kukai (My fellow close friend) called.
"Nearly"- I replied, pulling my arms through the sleeves of the tuxedo.
"She's beautiful by the way"- Kukai said leaning on the wall.
"I know"- I smiled.
"Come on, we should go down. Utau is waiting for me as well."- Kukai said leading me down stairs.
Downstairs was beautiful. The walls were decorated with ribbons and tunips steaming everywhere. The tables were covered with
bouquets of red roses and lilies. The sunlight outside reflected on the glass doors, making the bouquets glow.
The sunlight that shone through the windows, brighten the room with sparkles and glitter. A light breeze blew through the
doors, creating a warm and crisp frangance of flowers.
"Utau did a specatular job decorating my house."- I commented to Kukai.
"Yeah, she did"- He replied, looking through the crowd of guest.
"KUKAI!"- an angelic voice yelled.
Utau appeared from the crowd, embracing on Kukai and sharing a passionate kiss.
"You did a great job"- Kukai said holding her wraist.
"Thanks"- She replied, making a short kiss on the cheek.
"I need to help Amu upstairs"- She said, disappearing in the crowd.
"I'm going to go talk to the priest, you go to the stands"- Kukai said, disappearing into the crowd with Utau.
It was my dream, to spend my life with Amu. After years and years since her stay in the hospital, i purposed, it was a decision i'll never regret.
Everyone sat on the seats that were covered in white sheets and a pale pink ribbons.
A sudden fanfare soared through the house as Yaya, then Rima, then Lulu, then Utau walked down the aisle of red carpet.
They all wore sky blue dresses with a ribbon tied around the wraist. The sunlight shone on the silk as they walked down the aisle,
separating into the sides. Everyone gasped as Utau went to the sides. It was Amu.
She was stunning and beautiful.
The dress was perfect, the waterfall of silk flowed down from her wraist, the diamonds that created swirls of flowers
sparkled with might, the upper wraist was lined perfectly and the bouquet was arranged with my favourite flowers, orange blossoms, lilacs and roses. Her hair was tied into a bun with curly steaks hanging from the front. Her face was cream, with pale pink tone of
lipstick and eye-shadow. The light eye-liner that revealed as she opened her eyes stood out when she saw me.
She smiled. But something was wrong. She flinched, then fell. The guest gasped. I ran to her. She closed her eyes.
A single tear come from her eyes, running with it, black ink.
"AMU!"- I screamed.
"What Tadase?"- Someone said.
I opened my eyes. It was Amu, just inches from my face.
"Nothing"- I replied. It was just a dream. I looked down my lap, the roses i forgot to give her welted.
"Oh No! The Roses"- I cried when i saw them.
"Tadase...You didn't need to give me Roses"- Amu smiled.
"I'll go get a new bouquet, be back"- I replied.
Then I left.
I smelt the flowers, a freah fragance blew out as the breeze took it.
I crossed the road. Suddenly I was flying, but a huge pain was in my head.
I finally landed and blacked out.
Chapter 14: Unforgettable.
"Tadase!"- someone yelled.
"Tadase!"- they yelled again.
"Wake up! Please!"- they yelled.
I slowly opened my eyes, fighting the aching of my eye-lids. At first, i saw nothing but i blur of pink, but then it cleared.
It was a girl with short pink hair and hazel-caramel eyes. She was stunning to look at. I widen my eyes.
"Oh Tadase! I thought i lost you too"- she said.
She embraced on me. It was weird.
Who is she? How did she know me? Did something happen?
"Who are you?"- i asked, reading her face. I shouldn't have said that.
She was shocked. I saw the edge of her eyes, it was filled with tears.
"No"- i said softly.
He forgot. That car accident affected him somehow.
"I'm Amu. Remember?"- I replied.
He shook his head. I felt like dying right now.
Suddenly the door opened and the singer before came in.
"TADASE! You alright?!"- she yelled, running to he's side.
"I'm alright Utau"- Tadase replied.
I looked down, Utau seemed to notice.
"Amu...Tadase suffered amnesia..."- Utau said.
"Re-Really?"- I choked out, looking at her.
Suddenly the door opened again, it was the docter that examined me a few days ago.
"Amu...I'm sorry to say this but you only have 3 days to live"- she said, reading my face.
I widened my eyes again. My Tadase. My Ikuto. Myself. Gone.
I felt like crying but it was too late.
"Thanks for the news"- I replied. I looked at Tadase. He seemed to be in pain.
Amu looked at me. I thought hard and hard to remember her, but it was painful.
"Tadase, You loved Amu since to first met her"- Utau said.
"I can't remember..."- I said softly.
"Tell me about yourself Amu"- I said, looking at Amu.
She replied-" I attend Seiyo Academy. I'm in your class. I'm the only-child because my parents died in a car crash. I met you when we both
had to clean up gum-"
"Wait"- i said, closing my eyes and remembering. I saw a blur of Amu cleaning something.
"Continue"- I said.
She didn't reply. I opened my eyes to see that Utau and Amu were gone.
I closed my eyes, and thought deeper and deeper. The pain got worst.
Chapter 15:Last Forever.
I couldn't take it. It was too painful. I thought my life was getting better. It was raining harder and harder.
I couln't make any tears. Tears are just another way to express your sadness and have people pity you.
"Amu, it's okay"- Utau said.
I hid myself under the thin white sheets of the bed, and curled my body into a ball.
I could hear her footsteps. I felt a light pat on my head.
"3 days, can be the best of your life"- she said.
I said nothing, i closed my eyes, deciding on what I should do.
I junped off my bed and went out the door. Suddenly, Room 125 came into my head.
I walked down the Hall, looking around for that number.
I walked in. Utau passed me with a grief expression, her eyes were filled with tears.
As I walked to a seat, a nurse came in. She had a trolley, with plastic cables, a bag of clear liquid and a machine.
"Amu, it's time to put on your delay treatment"- she said in a soft voice.
Amu slid the sheet down to her hips and rose herself up.
After the nurse finished connectiing the cables to the bag, and hanging it up on a stand, she connected another cable
from the machine to Amu's wrist. The nurse then plugged another cable from the machine to a powerpoint.
"Done"- the nurse smiled.
Amu nodded and smiled back.
As the nurse left with the trolley, Amu sighed.
I saw her hand and layed my hand on it.
She didn't move but took a deep breath.
"This machine it what will keep me alive"- she said in a relaxed voice.
"Out of millions of girls, it was me"- she continued.
"I never felt so hurt"- she said softly, with a single tear coming from her eyes.
"I don't want to go.."- she continued, losing her voice.
I felt a tear from thr egde of my eye.
"The pain....Tadase..."-She said looking at me with her eyes filled with tears.
"Pull the plug."
I was shocked. She wanted to die.
"Set me free"- she said softly.
"N-No..."- I choked out.
"Please..."- She said, smiling. The tears filled her eyes and finally flowed down as she blinked.
I stood up. I walked to her and kissed her forehead.
I looked at the machine that kept her alive.
The straight line was swirled with each beep.
"Sorry"- I said softly as i followed the cable.
"No..."- She said.
I gribbed the plug, and pulled it softly.
"But I lo-" - Amu said before she closed her eyes.
"AMU!"- I called.
"I'M SO SORRY!"- I said, as the machine made a continuous line and 'beep'
Then i sobbed, I wrapped my face with my hands.
Suddenly i heard a small 'beep'.
I quickly looked up to see that a smile appeared on her face.
Chapter 16: My Happy Ending
I ran out to the hall but before i got to the exit, someone held me back. It was Utau.
She grabbed my hand and placed a ring on it. The middle diamond, had "Amu" craved on it.
"You remember?"- she asked.
I thought. I saw a sakura tree and us two, sharing a passionate kiss with rings on our fingers.
"Yes..."- I answered, even more guilty.
"You made the right choice"- Utau said leaving.
"Be happy"- She finally said before exiting.
It was night, a time to visit Amu. As I sneaked into her room, i saw that she was covered.
No. She couldn't have died. I ran to her side and slid the white sheet down. Her eyes were closed and
a smile appeared on her face.
She was very pale and her lips were crimson red.
A single tear spilled down my cheek.
"I'm so Sorry Amu.... for Everything"- I said soflt, gripping her cold hands.
"I'm sorry now...."-I said again.
I kissed her cold crimson lips as drips of my warm tears hit Amu's Cheeks.
"For You"- I said before I jumped out of the window.
15 Years Later.....
"Tadase!! It's time to pack your shelf"- Rima called as she packed her clothes in a box.
"Yes Dear"- I smiled as I went through my shelf.
"Daddy! Ikuto is pulling my hair!"- Amu called as she tugged my shirt.
Tadase is married to Rima and Ikuto is Tadase's first son and Amu is He's first daughter.
He named his children after these Characters ^_^
"Okay, we'll tell him off after we pack up for our new house. Now Amu, Go pack your Joker's uniform."- I said pulling a small
box from behind the shelf.
"Okay Daddy!"- Amu replied.
I blew the dust of the box and opened it. It was a ring. It had a diamonds moulded in it. It circled the ring with thousands of stars. It was beyond beautiful.
And on top was a big piece of Diamond. I looked carefully, to see that "Amu" was craved on it.
I carefully placed it in the box and went outside.
The rain stopped pouring and the sunlight reflected on the puddles. The clouds fused with the sun,
creating beams of sunlight everywhere. The gentle breeze blew a fragance of roses to me.
Somewhere up there, I knew Amu was there....Smiling.....Living Life....
I smiled as the clouds suddenly formed a face. Smiling.
H A P P Y
Hmmm...its sounds interesting. Is it on FF.net?
Bye bye, CR~!
Thanks 4 da review ^^
and i'm sorry but it's not on FF.net
H A P P Y
Bye bye, CR~!
H A P P Y
wow ur FF looks interesting!! hope it'll b uploaded soon ><~
n make sure to make it a-mu-to G_G~
hey this sounds really interesting
i can't wait for the first chapter
why is everybody gone?:( i miss my cr friends
sounds really, i can't wait! Tadamu all the way! hehe but no pressure!
♦Sυηηy♦ℓσσ♦ (I've nearly lost my voice dammit! :P)
Uhhmm.....Tadamu or Amuto? LOL xD..........this sounds very interesting, and im not the fanfiction reader type, but this sounds good.....no pressure, or no offense, but if this gets tadase or tadamu offensive, im leaving .....no offense, ......this totally attracted my attention >:D ....and i dnt say that to any fanfic >:D
is this tadamu or amuto?
That's a Hard Question,
i really don't know, if you stick around with the story, you'll find out =D
H A P P Y
The preface is nice, and the first chapter is good as well. The only thing I can suggest is a bit more information and detail, but other than that it was good ^^
Bye bye, CR~!
AWESOME~~~~!!! Suspense *.* ......making me excited and all .......i'll be waiting for the next chappie!!! ^^......
i am currently appreciating 2 fanfics now xD.....im picky with these fanmade things D:
ok tnx! ill be waiting for the next chapter!
i also hope it is amuto!!!