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Posted 12/4/09

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lemonxl wrote:


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jemimah_1120 wrote:


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lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


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lemonxl wrote:

a week after getting home my girlfriend breaks up with me, 2 weeks after that my boyfriend breaks up with me


wat?


its exactly how it sound, i had a girlfriend, she broke up with me, i had a boyfriend, he broke up with me


who did you love the most, your girlfriend or your boyfriend? (sorry for the wrong grammar)


girlfriend she inderstands me WAY better, boyfriend... we just had an infatuation for eachother, and are still good friends i still have a small crush on him but i'm not going back down that road again.


Oh i see. Then why did your girlfriend broke up with you if she also likes you and she understands you?


*sigh* we were having problems... b/c of my gandfather being on his "death bed" and the day getting close and close, i'd been depressed and things weren't going well with us.... so she broke up with me, told me that she wanted me to have a less complicated realtionship, she also mentioned that it seemed as if i was slipping away... but we sorted things out and we've been together..... OMHFG!!!!!!!!!....... *sudden depression sweeps over*...... today was our anniversary, and i didn't even hug her goodbye..... ouch...... and tomarrow would have been our 1yr anniversary too if we hadn't broken up for that lil while.... wow i'll shutup..... i just go on and on and on....


no its ok. So you had a fight huh? that's awful.. but at least you and your girlfriend still are good friends...


Yea! the best! i love her to death, and from the things she's said, she feels the same.... i don't have too many good friends, as far as i know i have 3 good girl friends and 3 or 4 good boy friends (as in friends that are boys and friends that are girls...) its hard to come by good people who would love you no matter what...


maybe your break up with her was just a cool off.. i mean she felt the same as you do... she maybe just need a time alone and think about these things...You said you had this complicated relationship with her... just give time for her and maybe she'll go back...for now cherish your friendship with her and maybe again there will be another spark along the way... It can be her or somebody else...


it was a cool off.... a couple days later we were talking and she just got up and went to the opposite end of the hall..... a couple min later i went over to her, she was crying.... soi held her for a while and asked her what was wrong "i'm still in love with you... i don't know what to do"........ i didn't know what to say at all.... that afternoon i kissed her, told her i still loved her... we started going back out the 4th of november.... that spark has always been there, i always fear the summer b/c i fear that the spark will dim since we can't see eachother or talk....


you don't have contacts with her?


oh yea i have contact with her... its just that, her mother dislikes me GREATLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's threatend to sepperate us multiple times. she's almost done everyhtng in her power to keep up appart. last summer her mother even sent me a letter telling me to stay away.... when i get my phone privilages back i plan on calling her every night on her cell of course..... her mom would shoot me or something...
Posted 12/4/09

lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


h3ntie wrote:


lemonxl wrote:

a week after getting home my girlfriend breaks up with me, 2 weeks after that my boyfriend breaks up with me


wat?


its exactly how it sound, i had a girlfriend, she broke up with me, i had a boyfriend, he broke up with me


who did you love the most, your girlfriend or your boyfriend? (sorry for the wrong grammar)


girlfriend she inderstands me WAY better, boyfriend... we just had an infatuation for eachother, and are still good friends i still have a small crush on him but i'm not going back down that road again.


Oh i see. Then why did your girlfriend broke up with you if she also likes you and she understands you?


*sigh* we were having problems... b/c of my gandfather being on his "death bed" and the day getting close and close, i'd been depressed and things weren't going well with us.... so she broke up with me, told me that she wanted me to have a less complicated realtionship, she also mentioned that it seemed as if i was slipping away... but we sorted things out and we've been together..... OMHFG!!!!!!!!!....... *sudden depression sweeps over*...... today was our anniversary, and i didn't even hug her goodbye..... ouch...... and tomarrow would have been our 1yr anniversary too if we hadn't broken up for that lil while.... wow i'll shutup..... i just go on and on and on....


no its ok. So you had a fight huh? that's awful.. but at least you and your girlfriend still are good friends...


Yea! the best! i love her to death, and from the things she's said, she feels the same.... i don't have too many good friends, as far as i know i have 3 good girl friends and 3 or 4 good boy friends (as in friends that are boys and friends that are girls...) its hard to come by good people who would love you no matter what...


maybe your break up with her was just a cool off.. i mean she felt the same as you do... she maybe just need a time alone and think about these things...You said you had this complicated relationship with her... just give time for her and maybe she'll go back...for now cherish your friendship with her and maybe again there will be another spark along the way... It can be her or somebody else...


it was a cool off.... a couple days later we were talking and she just got up and went to the opposite end of the hall..... a couple min later i went over to her, she was crying.... soi held her for a while and asked her what was wrong "i'm still in love with you... i don't know what to do"........ i didn't know what to say at all.... that afternoon i kissed her, told her i still loved her... we started going back out the 4th of november.... that spark has always been there, i always fear the summer b/c i fear that the spark will dim since we can't see eachother or talk....


you don't have contacts with her?


oh yea i have contact with her... its just that, her mother dislikes me GREATLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's threatend to sepperate us multiple times. she's almost done everyhtng in her power to keep up appart. last summer her mother even sent me a letter telling me to stay away.... when i get my phone privilages back i plan on calling her every night on her cell of course..... her mom would shoot me or something...


oh there is a villian in your life! was her mother strict? or just hated you that much?
Posted 12/4/09
Death/Brake-ups....

its all part of life. I don't know if I'm just very mentally strong, or doing something very unhealthy which is bottling up all my emotions. Sometimes I cry just suddenly...out of nowhere...anytime/anyplace. Like the emotion has burst out of me.

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Posted 12/4/09

jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


jemimah_1120 wrote:


lemonxl wrote:


h3ntie wrote:


lemonxl wrote:

a week after getting home my girlfriend breaks up with me, 2 weeks after that my boyfriend breaks up with me


wat?


its exactly how it sound, i had a girlfriend, she broke up with me, i had a boyfriend, he broke up with me


who did you love the most, your girlfriend or your boyfriend? (sorry for the wrong grammar)


girlfriend she inderstands me WAY better, boyfriend... we just had an infatuation for eachother, and are still good friends i still have a small crush on him but i'm not going back down that road again.


Oh i see. Then why did your girlfriend broke up with you if she also likes you and she understands you?


*sigh* we were having problems... b/c of my gandfather being on his "death bed" and the day getting close and close, i'd been depressed and things weren't going well with us.... so she broke up with me, told me that she wanted me to have a less complicated realtionship, she also mentioned that it seemed as if i was slipping away... but we sorted things out and we've been together..... OMHFG!!!!!!!!!....... *sudden depression sweeps over*...... today was our anniversary, and i didn't even hug her goodbye..... ouch...... and tomarrow would have been our 1yr anniversary too if we hadn't broken up for that lil while.... wow i'll shutup..... i just go on and on and on....


no its ok. So you had a fight huh? that's awful.. but at least you and your girlfriend still are good friends...


Yea! the best! i love her to death, and from the things she's said, she feels the same.... i don't have too many good friends, as far as i know i have 3 good girl friends and 3 or 4 good boy friends (as in friends that are boys and friends that are girls...) its hard to come by good people who would love you no matter what...


maybe your break up with her was just a cool off.. i mean she felt the same as you do... she maybe just need a time alone and think about these things...You said you had this complicated relationship with her... just give time for her and maybe she'll go back...for now cherish your friendship with her and maybe again there will be another spark along the way... It can be her or somebody else...


it was a cool off.... a couple days later we were talking and she just got up and went to the opposite end of the hall..... a couple min later i went over to her, she was crying.... soi held her for a while and asked her what was wrong "i'm still in love with you... i don't know what to do"........ i didn't know what to say at all.... that afternoon i kissed her, told her i still loved her... we started going back out the 4th of november.... that spark has always been there, i always fear the summer b/c i fear that the spark will dim since we can't see eachother or talk....


you don't have contacts with her?


oh yea i have contact with her... its just that, her mother dislikes me GREATLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's threatend to sepperate us multiple times. she's almost done everyhtng in her power to keep up appart. last summer her mother even sent me a letter telling me to stay away.... when i get my phone privilages back i plan on calling her every night on her cell of course..... her mom would shoot me or something...


oh there is a villian in your life! was her mother strict? or just hated you that much?


she didn't know her daughter was bi until she read her eamils... i was the girl she was talkin to at the time... her family's a jahova witness family, which are VERY strict.... i guess you can call her a villian... i don't really know, i mean she play's a large role in my girls life, and i'd be upset if something happened to her, i guess she's sorta like the annoying sibling, you love them but dislike them at the same time... before she found out i was with her daughter, we joked around on the phone and waved to eachother and stuff.... i liked that, but now if she sees me anywhere near her daughter, she freaks out and does all of the threats..
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she didn't know her daughter was bi until she read her eamils... i was the girl she was talkin to at the time... her family's a jahova witness family, which are VERY strict.... i guess you can call her a villian... i don't really know, i mean she play's a large role in my girls life, and i'd be upset if something happened to her, i guess she's sorta like the annoying sibling, you love them but dislike them at the same time... before she found out i was with her daughter, we joked around on the phone and waved to eachother and stuff.... i liked that, but now if she sees me anywhere near her daughter, she freaks out and does all of the threats..


in my religion (catholic), we're also very strict when it comes to gays. Adults don't know what teens like us feels.
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she didn't know her daughter was bi until she read her eamils... i was the girl she was talkin to at the time... her family's a jahova witness family, which are VERY strict.... i guess you can call her a villian... i don't really know, i mean she play's a large role in my girls life, and i'd be upset if something happened to her, i guess she's sorta like the annoying sibling, you love them but dislike them at the same time... before she found out i was with her daughter, we joked around on the phone and waved to eachother and stuff.... i liked that, but now if she sees me anywhere near her daughter, she freaks out and does all of the threats..


in my religion (catholic), we're also very strict when it comes to gays. Adults don't know what teens like us feels.


my religon (presbyterian) its also looked down appon, the only people that i go to church w/ that know, are my sister and my exboyfriend. i don't know if anyone else knows... my parents don't know, and i'm almost positive that they'd kick me out or something. whenver something about gays come up my mom is ao imature about it and says "GROSS!" like in this really stupid duisgusting way.... it hurts.
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in my religion (catholic), we're also very strict when it comes to gays. Adults don't know what teens like us feels.

my religon (presbyterian) its also looked down appon, the only people that i go to church w/ that know, are my sister and my exboyfriend. i don't know if anyone else knows... my parents don't know, and i'm almost positive that they'd kick me out or something. whenver something about gays come up my mom is ao imature about it and says "GROSS!" like in this really stupid duisgusting way.... it hurts.

same with me also.. that's the sad truth
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in my religion (catholic), we're also very strict when it comes to gays. Adults don't know what teens like us feels.


my religon (presbyterian) its also looked down appon, the only people that i go to church w/ that know, are my sister and my exboyfriend. i don't know if anyone else knows... my parents don't know, and i'm almost positive that they'd kick me out or something. whenver something about gays come up my mom is ao imature about it and says "GROSS!" like in this really stupid duisgusting way.... it hurts.

same with me also.. that's the sad truth

well i've got a plan for when/if i get kicked out... i have a friend who's dad already said he'd still love me if i was gay, so i plan to move in with him... i would go live with another friends dad but he lives too far away.
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well i've got a plan for when/if i get kicked out... i have a friend who's dad already said he'd still love me if i was gay, so i plan to move in with him... i would go live with another friends dad but he lives too far away.

If i were you, you should still stay.. let them reaLIZE THAT they should still accept you for who you are.i don't think they will kick you out of the house
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well i've got a plan for when/if i get kicked out... i have a friend who's dad already said he'd still love me if i was gay, so i plan to move in with him... i would go live with another friends dad but he lives too far away.


If i were you, you should still stay.. let them reaLIZE THAT they should still accept you for who you are.i don't think they will kick you out of the house

well the problem is that if i stay, they wouldn't support me, and i wouldn't bbe able to go to school and see her if i lived w/ my friends dad he'd let me see her.
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well the problem is that if i stay, they wouldn't support me, and i wouldn't bbe able to go to school and see her if i lived w/ my friends dad he'd let me see her.

rebel against them.. because when you leave your house, they will look for you.
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well the problem is that if i stay, they wouldn't support me, and i wouldn't bbe able to go to school and see her if i lived w/ my friends dad he'd let me see her.


rebel against them.. because when you leave your house, they will look for you.

i've always been the rebel in my family i love it! i don't know iif they'd look for me, in the extended family, members have been excomunicated.... sorta, just havent been talked to in a long time, it was the first time i'd seen them in over 8 years when i saw them at my papa's funeral
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i've always been the rebel in my family i love it! i don't know iif they'd look for me, in the extended family, members have been excomunicated.... sorta, just havent been talked to in a long time, it was the first time i'd seen them in over 8 years when i saw them at my papa's funeral


They will look for you because you're part of the family.what kind mother is your mom if she will not look for you
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i've always been the rebel in my family i love it! i don't know iif they'd look for me, in the extended family, members have been excomunicated.... sorta, just havent been talked to in a long time, it was the first time i'd seen them in over 8 years when i saw them at my papa's funeral


They will look for you because you're part of the family.what kind mother is your mom if she will not look for you


i guess you're right, but i don't know how things would go over, i wouldn;t be able to hang out with nay of my friends b/c they'd automatically think i'm gonna try and have sex with them or something
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