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Post Reply Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?
Posted 12/27/07

Skyph wrote:


hibaaaa wrote:
yup , when you face this cold and loneliness all the time you won't feel them anymore
everything become normal in your eyes
that's what i meant by making this darkness like home
you won't feel like a stranger or an outsider in it anymore
so you don't need to run from it
just live with it


its the same for me, but it took very long and it was really harsh
now its normal for me and i like it !


yeah it was harsh at the begining that's true
and i got stuck in it
but now and don't know how i really do like it
and i don't understand why didn't i like this loneliness of mine before
but the good thing it doesn't hurt like before, it still paintful but not like the first time

Posted 12/29/07
keep going
and don't give up
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Posted 12/29/07
i know how hard this is, thinking about to die and all this is a daily basis and the fight can be very very long, im really glad its over for me already and i somehow made it without hurtig myself too much
Posted 12/29/07

Skyph wrote:

i know how hard this is, thinking about to die and all this is a daily basis and the fight can be very very long, im really glad its over for me already and i somehow made it without hurtig myself too much


that's good , before it was over i did get hurt alot not phisicaly but emotionaly
it's really great that you could get over it without being hurt
Posted 12/30/07

Evardemon wrote:

I'm starting to give up
I'm beganing to think what is the point in all this?


ummmmmm the point !! you have to find it yourself
don't give up now you still young
Posted 12/30/07

Evardemon wrote:


hibaaaa wrote:


Evardemon wrote:

I'm starting to give up
I'm beganing to think what is the point in all this?


ummmmmm the point !! you have to find it yourself
don't give up now you still young


Life sucks


yup and rocks in the same time
Posted 12/30/07

Evardemon wrote:


hibaaaa wrote:


Evardemon wrote:


hibaaaa wrote:


Evardemon wrote:

I'm starting to give up
I'm beganing to think what is the point in all this?


ummmmmm the point !! you have to find it yourself
don't give up now you still young


Life sucks


yup and rocks in the same time


How does it rock?



haven't you ever been happy ?
the first time i got my PC i was sooo happy
when i got the number 1 student wooooooow i couldn't believe myself
when my BF confessed to me too
there are alot of stuff
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Posted 12/30/07
ok...so going back on topic....Why can't we make this darkness fell like home?

......i say its nay impossible...(we wish it was possible dont we?)....why? i dont think you can lock yourself up in the dark the entire DAY......you've got to go outside sometimes.especially for school (unless your home schooled...)...and when you stay in the dark when you are an adult........well......quite hard to do....no job? no wife/husband?

So in the end...sorry to crush your dreams people....its impossible....unless you think you are in complete darkness....but thats a conversation for later :]
Posted 12/30/07

ChronicXDepression wrote:

ok...so going back on topic....Why can't we make this darkness fell like home?

......i say its nay impossible...(we wish it was possible dont we?)....why? i dont think you can lock yourself up in the dark the entire DAY......you've got to go outside sometimes.especially for school (unless your home schooled...)...and when you stay in the dark when you are an adult........well......quite hard to do....no job? no wife/husband?

So in the end...sorry to crush your dreams people....its impossible....unless you think you are in complete darkness....but thats a conversation for later :]


yes that's sound logic
but i don't think it's really impossible
i can live in darkness but go outside and to school
we don't mean by darkness a dark room
but our mental darkness
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Posted 12/30/07

hibaaaa wrote:


ChronicXDepression wrote:

ok...so going back on topic....Why can't we make this darkness fell like home?

......i say its nay impossible...(we wish it was possible dont we?)....why? i dont think you can lock yourself up in the dark the entire DAY......you've got to go outside sometimes.especially for school (unless your home schooled...)...and when you stay in the dark when you are an adult........well......quite hard to do....no job? no wife/husband?

So in the end...sorry to crush your dreams people....its impossible....unless you think you are in complete darkness....but thats a conversation for later :]


yes that's sound logic
but i don't think it's really impossible
i can live in darkness but go outside and to school
we don't mean by darkness a dark room
but our mental darkness


yup....just live in darkness in your head.. i like that.......
Posted 12/30/07
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Posted 12/30/07
I would acclimate it, because, it's just the way I am. Denying yourself and fighting who you really are can't be healthy things to do. You have to accept the way you are or life is going to be a lot more difficult. Although, you shouldn't shut ppl out completely b/c there are some who care and they're a part of daily life. You can't avoid all of the ppl all of the time.
Posted 12/30/07

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I would acclimate it, because, it's just the way I am. Denying yourself and fighting who you really are can't be healthy things to do. You have to accept the way you are or life is going to be a lot more difficult. Although, you shouldn't shut ppl out completely b/c there are some who care and they're a part of daily life. You can't avoid all of the ppl all of the time.


yeah that's kind of true
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i feel alone when i'm with poeplo who think there better than me..
(even if they really are.,.,.,. )

so i have to say fight it!!!

don't just sit back and watch the world revolve around you,.,.revolve with it!!
you have been given a life to live not a life to give,.,.,.
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Posted 1/1/08
....yes....that is a good quote.........
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