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Posted 5/1/09 , edited 5/3/09
° Please...Come Back To Me, Lucian °

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Despite her cheerful expression, Mikan Saki had her first real love, and boyfriend at age 13. He died 2 years later, after taking a flight to see her on her birthday. They were inseparable, until Mikan's boyfriend followed his dream, and left Tokyo...without Mikan. Mikan felt happy even though his going, she wanted him to be happy, and achieve his dreams. But...it was early in the morning, 10am sharp. She went to the airport to greet him finally, on her 15th birthday. His plane was very late, and later, she heard news of plane 046. Lighting had struck it, and the plane crashed, the pilot tried to stay in control, but...only few survived, with severe injuries. Mikan became heart broken to hear the news. . .she tried therapy...she tried Rehab...nothing would work...it was like, a big empty hole in her chest, that would never ever heal or go away...or stop reminding you constantly..."He's gone...he's gone..." He'll never come back- Ever. It was final that Mikan decided to end her life, and just stop all her sorrow and pain. But things were holding her back...she wanted so badly to keep on living...to keep her boyfriends memory alive...but...she also wanted to see him again...in Heaven...



Lucian:
On his way to see Mikan, on her 15th birthday. His plane crashes and he dies. ...As you might of not noticed, Lucian is a Neko. Or...was. :[
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♪♬ Things'll never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this?
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands on my cheeks
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again

Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I'm missing you
Baby I'm missing you
I love you

Oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby ♪♬
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Chapter 1 - Pity Me, And You Die! -

"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO PITY ME!?" I cried out to him, with feeling. I kicked a stone next to my foot, as I fell to my knees suddenly feeling weak...the stone hit his grave...Tears fell down heavily now. The man behind me, didn't answer. But just pitied me, which I hated deeply. "Get. Over. It." He said each word slowly, which really got to me, I turned to him quickly and attacked him. With tears still falling down my cheeks..."YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I FEEL!!" I tried punching him numerous times, but he swiftly dodged all my punches. Like it was mere child's play...I couldn't help the flashbacks popping into my mind so suddenly, it distracted me from reality...my attacks were already weak enough...and out of focus..."Is this really necessary?" He spoke suddenly. As I tamed my constant punches. I mumbled some things to myself. Then attacked him again. "ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO START THIS AGAIN?! If you do...then I'm going to actually have to hurt you..." He stopped my fist with an open palm, and came closer to my face. "You know...there's ways to bring your boyfriend...Lucian back." He said, as I felt his hand placed on my stomach, Raze pushed me with half his strength, I could tell. I fell onto the ground. Mortified. As I widened my eyes. I felt cold chills just by him saying his name, 'Lucian.' "No- that's impossible!" I said on the ground. Losing all possible sanity I had left.
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Posted 5/2/09
Awww, that's sad D:
But... THUNDER struck the plane???
O__O
You mean Lightning maybe?? ^^
And I don't mean to naaaggg, but I don't think that's possible ^^' There has to be some rout to the ground for that O__O

*shuts up*
:3

But good story so far!!
I want to see mooorrreee :3
Posted 5/2/09
WHAAAAAAA!!!!!! ~.~
i don't see tha difference between thunda n lightingg...
sorryy but it makes ppl wonder :P
lol like once @ skool i was walkin wit meh guy friend to classs....
he was all like, "ohh hell no.." *sees lighting* o-o
i'm like, "its thunder :["
lol x]
and he's like, "um, thats lighting."
=_='';
ima never see tha difference :P
but w.e~

watcha mean route to teh groundd??
tha plane CRASHEDD ._.' aka: crashed on teh ground...o_O *confused*
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Posted 5/2/09
^^'
lol I get them confused sometimes too ^^'

The whole route to the ground thing is sciencey stuff O__o
Basically, planes are in the air and not grounded so the lightning won't hurt them at all if it does hit them. It'll just sorta pass through. What actually hurts you is when you're connected to the ground when the lightning strikes. That's why it's safe in cars when lightning strikes too, since the part of cars that touch the ground is rubber :3

*feels like a nerrrrd*
Posted 5/2/09 , edited 5/2/09
o_o''
WHY THANKS FOR THAT PLANE/LIGHTING/THUNDER LESSON . . .
lol :3
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^^'

Yeah I'm a nerd T^T
Sorrryyyyy :3

Hehehee, but I have a Quantum Koala named Tiko Tesla for being a nerd >w<
TeeTee for short :D
Posted 5/2/09 , edited 5/3/09
*had to delete teh long face...it WIDENED MAH STORY T.T*
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Posted 5/2/09 , edited 5/3/09
xD

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I make a longer one >:D
Posted 5/2/09 , edited 5/3/09
*sayin teh same ting as teh last post....edit yurs too embieeeeee-chan =_=. its too long D:*
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Posted 5/2/09 , edited 5/3/09
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Moohahahaaa >:D
Posted 5/2/09
...fffiiineee yew win <.<
BAAAAAHhhHH!!!! ~.~
ZOMFGGGG...HAVEN'T SEEN BLEACH IN 5 DAYS T.T
buttt...its airing on tv tonitee >W<
like always~ BAH RE-RUNSSSSS. CUZ I JUS HAD TA WATCH MORE EPS ON YOUTUBE, XD
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Posted 5/2/09
WHOOT I WIN :D

lol ^^
sk wajr tbe kasr runw tiy ((WOOOWW that was me trying to type with my head leaned back xD Trying to type by feel... some of it was right... O_O))

........ CRAP NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WAS TYPING GAAAHHH D:
Posted 5/3/09 , edited 5/3/09
-confused-
klxdkm,cnmxdnmxc=D

elbow typin FTWWWWWWWWWWWWWW >~<

EDITT:: Edit yur long smileyy D: or delete teh post.
cuzz...it widens tha pg T.T & MY STORYYYYY D:
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Posted 5/3/09 , edited 5/3/09
Ohh I DID read this xD I just never got around to commenting and then forgot to O__O
lol xD

Buuuttt anywaayyy!
O___O
BRING HIM BAAAACCCKKK :D

EDIT :: And yeah I was just about to do that ^^'
Posted 5/3/09
LOL ;.; -wipes off sweat-
MUUUCHHH BETTERRRRRR

WHAA REINCARNATE ><
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