D.R.A.M.A

Mahdiyah,
Jamal got back from the MC today and he was telling me how all these girls were asking him for his number but he said no (but for some reason I had a feeling he was lying about saying no) and then he said he made 3 new friends and they were all girls and he met them at the pool, then I was just playing around saying, "Lol so while I was laying around thinking of you every second you were flirting with half naked girls" but I was just playing around of course, then we were just having one of our fake fights, then he was like, "So are we over?" and I was like, 'Of course not.. unless you want us to be =[" and he was like no and I was like, "as long as your not planning on getting with any of those girls I guess I shouldn't be jealous" and he didn't say anything and I was like, "is that your way of saying you are getting with one of them??" and he was like, "Sakeena, I'll talk to you later" then he just left =[
I feel like I'm gonna die and I don't know what to do and even though I annoy you with all my drama your my bestfriend and I really need your advice right now =[
Help me =[

And he won't reply to my messages =[

omg if he didnt say anything I dont wanna be mean but he might have givin one of them his number(but you know that muslims can talk to more then one person) but I know that you wouldnt like that and heck I wouldnt like that either. So I dont know you should try to talk to him about it or sumthin... but thats all i can say and your drama is my drama thats y we are bffs

OMG I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EFFIN SAD =[
If he did that I don't think I can be with him anymore...
I love him from the bottom of my heart but ughhh...
Mahdiyah I feel so sad =[
I feel like I'm about to die...

Just talk to him tell him nuthing ca get better if you dont talk about it

Mahdiyah, I talked to him. We broke up.
Well, he said we should take a break for 3 weeks but I don't think were gonna get back together..
I feel like killing myself... My heart hurts so bad.. =[

That is sooo messed up! I'm so sorry Sakeena everthing is ok. I know you can do better anyway

Ugh... he apologized yesterday but I'm stil really mad at him.... Now I'm like should I still be with me if he thinks that about me and stuff.. I still love him of course I'm just so confused

Ok so me and Jamal are back together but it doesn't feel right anymore and I don't know why =[
Last night he got mad just because his cousin calls me "Kandy Kane" and in my head I was like ummmm wtf you just said you heard you shouldn't be with a jealous girl and now your jealous of your cousin just because he calls me Kandy Kane? I don't even like his cousin like that. We didn't get into a fight or nothing he just got mad. I love Jamal but I just don't know what's wrong =[ I don't see why it feels different now that we had that fight..... Ugh... What do you think?