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I'm a robot.
Posted 7/30/09
My life is like an anime, time goes fast and only the major things and events matters. Yet no big things really makes a difference.
I'm pretty lonely now... i guess this is some kind of drama, piece of life type anime.
People care about small stuff and really studies them. But not me. It doesn't really matter what kind of juice i drink in the morning or whenever i decides to eat.
Im some kind of robot, programmed to be a mainstream human being, i think that's why im trying to have a life beyond my normal other consciousness.
But sometimes that little piece of my hidden life (i guess you could call it personal.. but it really is personal..) slips out.. its because i have nothing else to brag about.. or worse just talk about.. i wish i could be more interesting. More colorful, happy and social.
Everybody sees me as "the guy that's always there and always does that" but that's really just a mask, beyond that mask is where i care. And it's currently the only thing that keeps me fighting right now.

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Posted 7/30/09
I see.
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Posted 7/30/09
Sure time goes fast for most of us not only for you. But it's slowly for those who are suffering.

People are different, you need not to act like anybody to get rid of loneliness, because you are unique, I think you should try to make changes in your daily routine, discover your hobbies and practice them, Stay away from computer for a bit because addiction to it usually causes depressing, instead read new interesting books, go for a walk in the open air, Look deep into nature around you I'm sure that will help you feel refreshing. Rest assured you aren't robot, how else would you write this topic :P

Posted 7/30/09
GTFO the internet and go make some friends. It is not hard, you troglodytic.
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Posted 7/30/09
The title raised my hopes, only to be dashed.
Posted 7/30/09

plutie wrote:

My life is like an anime, time goes fast and only the major things and events matters. Yet no big things really makes a difference.
I'm pretty lonely now... i guess this is some kind of drama, piece of life type anime.
People care about small stuff and really studies them. But not me. It doesn't really matter what kind of juice i drink in the morning or whenever i decides to eat.
Im some kind of robot, programmed to be a mainstream human being, i think that's why im trying to have a life beyond my normal other consciousness.
But sometimes that little piece of my hidden life (i guess you could call it personal.. but it really is personal..) slips out.. its because i have nothing else to brag about.. or worse just talk about.. i wish i could be more interesting. More colorful, happy and social.
Everybody sees me as "the guy that's always there and always does that" but that's really just a mask, beyond that mask is where i care. And it's currently the only thing that keeps me fighting right now.



We also have this: "work to live or live to work"


Can you believe that there are people out there that "live to work"?
They're working, but they're miserable while at it.

You'll be surprise.




"Live to Work"

Sure.
It beats the statistic of yet another one that is unemployed.
But, you do things that is just not right or you barely make it done for the day... then, you have to do it again on the next day.






Anyway, it's nice that I'm not handicapped.
I can still do physical stuff and enjoy/appreciate it.
Being able to walk by yourself with your own two feet is a luxury, you know.





Sometimes we just don't value the things we already have. Or maybe we just get sidetrack from that thought.
Yea. It happens to anybody.
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Posted 7/30/09

plutie wrote:

My life is like an anime, time goes fast and only the major things and events matters. Yet no big things really makes a difference.
I'm pretty lonely now... i guess this is some kind of drama, piece of life type anime.
People care about small stuff and really studies them. But not me. It doesn't really matter what kind of juice i drink in the morning or whenever i decides to eat.

Im some kind of robot, programmed to be a mainstream human being, i think that's why im trying to have a life beyond my normal other consciousness.

But sometimes that little piece of my hidden life (i guess you could call it personal.. but it really is personal..) slips out.. its because i have nothing else to brag about.. or worse just talk about.. i wish i could be more interesting. More colorful, happy and social.

Everybody sees me as "the guy that's always there and always does that" but that's really just a mask, beyond that mask is where i care. And it's currently the only thing that keeps me fighting right now.



I really enjoyed what you wrote there. It's really honest. I also felt that kind of feelings before but in different case. Mostly I concerned about individual, society, humanity in general. I felt that there's no place for me to live in what I was called Miserable Life.

I also felt this life could be more interesting than what we feel. I was also labeled by prejudice or we called them here 'Stigma' that I was having low-life in modern society. The treatment, bullying, harassment occurred in the past always made me think, is this what life supposed to be? Until the extend death is better than having this kind of life.

If you want the More colorful, happy and social life. Try finding your love. It mostly success when the person in depressed state. And it made me out of my problem as well. Actually, the problem is based on the way we see our life.
My life was horrible because I saw it like that, always think the negative side while see the life.

Probably you too, the Mask you wearing is also reflect to what you doing right now. However, if you want to remove your mask from the people of our surrounding, Do what Real_ZERO said. Show them, that mask is fake. Hence if the mask always be there, keep destroy that mask which contains of many stigma from other people to you. Keep positive thinking and always think in different perspective.



Real_ZERO wrote:

Sure time goes fast for most of us not only for you. But it's slowly for those who are suffering.

People are different, you need not to act like anybody to get rid of loneliness, because you are unique, I think you should try to make changes in your daily routine, discover your hobbies and practice them,.

Stay away from computer for a bit because addiction to it usually causes depressing, instead read new interesting books, go for a walk in the open air, Look deep into nature around you I'm sure that will help you feel refreshing.



Very good advice, I like it.
From me, Love always helps people to get up and doing better.
Keep the world in positive way =)
Posted 7/31/09
Domo Arigato Mr. Robot
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Posted 7/31/09
So exactly why was this thread reported? For lacking substance or a question? Heck there are a millions of threads like that here in cr that reaches thousands of replys.

Dont worry OP, everyone are in a sense like a robot.
Posted 7/31/09
Someone's wistful.
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Posted 8/1/09
what's the point of this thread?
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Posted 8/1/09
This is a personal thread adding that it doesn't really muster any sort of discussion around.
Posted 8/1/09
i don't even know what this thread is about and i don't care.
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Posted 8/1/09
Poor you.
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Posted 8/1/09
Issues.............
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