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well, i joined #1 cuz hibaaaa invited me!
and cuz..i LOVE rain, Love darkness, LOVE black, Love....loneliness, and im REALLY not a big fan of ppl and....i've been having thoughts of cutting myself....
so....yeah.......
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Posted 12/31/07

anathin wrote:

well, i joined #1 cuz hibaaaa invited me!
and cuz..i LOVE rain, Love darkness, LOVE black, Love....loneliness, and im REALLY not a big fan of ppl and....i've been having thoughts of cutting myself....
so....yeah.......


hmmm........an interesting thought. i dont think cutting leads to anything.....and if you cut yourself and forget....you die of blood loss ......just go for a drive and roll down the windows...........or something like that.............just LOVE the black, loneliness, etc like the rest of us ..........
Posted 12/31/07

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anathin wrote:

well, i joined #1 cuz hibaaaa invited me!
and cuz..i LOVE rain, Love darkness, LOVE black, Love....loneliness, and im REALLY not a big fan of ppl and....i've been having thoughts of cutting myself....
so....yeah.......


hmmm........an interesting thought. i dont think cutting leads to anything.....and if you cut yourself and forget....you die of blood loss ......just go for a drive and roll down the windows...........or something like that.............just LOVE the black, loneliness, etc like the rest of us ..........


yup , i agree with him cutting doesn't help
Posted 1/1/08
Hahaha.... me? why I joined? People just don't care about you... they just step on you.. like a bug... not considering your feelings.... Just when you've finally confessed how you feel....
they just laugh at you like some low life........ Purpose of existence has left me........ but... not even god would help me... I tried to worship satan... but even him wasn't the answer....
death was my conclusion.... but he still tries to avoid me....... tormented and unwanted... the woes and sorrows of those with unfulfilled dreams..... that is the music in my ears..
why I joined? I don't know e\why... I don't care.......
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Hahaha.... me? why I joined? People just don't care about you... they just step on you.. like a bug... not considering your feelings.... Just when you've finally confessed how you feel....
they just laugh at you like some low life........ Purpose of existence has left me........ but... not even god would help me... I tried to worship satan... but even him wasn't the answer....
death was my conclusion.... but he still tries to avoid me....... tormented and unwanted... the woes and sorrows of those with unfulfilled dreams..... that is the music in my ears..
why I joined? I don't know e\why... I don't care.......


wow.how deep........but my friend i hope youre fine now.ill pray for you.
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me i joined cos some one invited me!!

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Posted 1/1/08

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ChronicXDepression wrote:


anathin wrote:

well, i joined #1 cuz hibaaaa invited me!
and cuz..i LOVE rain, Love darkness, LOVE black, Love....loneliness, and im REALLY not a big fan of ppl and....i've been having thoughts of cutting myself....
so....yeah.......


hmmm........an interesting thought. i dont think cutting leads to anything.....and if you cut yourself and forget....you die of blood loss ......just go for a drive and roll down the windows...........or something like that.............just LOVE the black, loneliness, etc like the rest of us ..........


yup , i agree with him cutting doesn't help


*sigh*...i KNOW its not the answer...
but since my grandma passed away less than a week ago....i dont know, i just kinda wana do it, not to hurt myself....but to fell....ALIVE......
so that i know im still here......sick...?
i dont know...but what i do know is that i've been thinking of it, and that's as far as its gona go......i hope........
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Posted 1/1/08

ChronicXDepression wrote:


anathin wrote:

well, i joined #1 cuz hibaaaa invited me!
and cuz..i LOVE rain, Love darkness, LOVE black, Love....loneliness, and im REALLY not a big fan of ppl and....i've been having thoughts of cutting myself....
so....yeah.......


hmmm........an interesting thought. i dont think cutting leads to anything.....and if you cut yourself and forget....you die of blood loss ......just go for a drive and roll down the windows...........or something like that.............just LOVE the black, loneliness, etc like the rest of us ..........


u know...i would really love to do that...but i cant drive...
meaning....i would have to take someone with me....
but...yeah, i dont plan on cutting myself...just thoughts!
and.....i totally do go on drives, but my sis takes me and *sigh*....she likes to talk with me and stuff so..................
u get it..............right......?
Posted 1/2/08

Sadist-chan wrote:

Hahaha.... me? why I joined? People just don't care about you... they just step on you.. like a bug... not considering your feelings.... Just when you've finally confessed how you feel....
they just laugh at you like some low life........ Purpose of existence has left me........ but... not even god would help me... I tried to worship satan... but even him wasn't the answer....
death was my conclusion.... but he still tries to avoid me....... tormented and unwanted... the woes and sorrows of those with unfulfilled dreams..... that is the music in my ears..
why I joined? I don't know e\why... I don't care.......


Sadist-chan , soo cool
i adore your way of talking it's just sooo deep
Posted 1/2/08

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me i joined cos some one invited me!!

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then welcome
Posted 1/2/08

anathin wrote:
*sigh*...i KNOW its not the answer...
but since my grandma passed away less than a week ago....i dont know, i just kinda wana do it, not to hurt myself....but to fell....ALIVE......
so that i know im still here......sick...?
i dont know...but what i do know is that i've been thinking of it, and that's as far as its gona go......i hope........


oh maybe you were close
if my grandma died i don't think i will even cry
it's not i hate her i really do love her alot
but it's just i don't care
and that's mean you're alive more than me
i feel numb at least it's paintful for ya that's why your trying to hurt yourself and feel alive ....
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zero211 wrote:

me i joined cos some one invited me!!

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then welcome


hehe!!!just going tru with the posts!!
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Posted 1/2/08

hibaaaa wrote:


anathin wrote:
*sigh*...i KNOW its not the answer...
but since my grandma passed away less than a week ago....i dont know, i just kinda wana do it, not to hurt myself....but to fell....ALIVE......
so that i know im still here......sick...?
i dont know...but what i do know is that i've been thinking of it, and that's as far as its gona go......i hope........


oh maybe you were close
if my grandma died i don't think i will even cry
it's not i hate her i really do love her alot
but it's just i don't care
and that's mean you're alive more than me
i feel numb at least it's paintful for ya that's why your trying to hurt yourself and feel alive ....


dude.tt....u know, subhanAllah, i thought the same thing hibaaaa...but i swear....its completely different when it actually happens. i thought....i've seen her like....8 times in my life and she was always so mean to all of us......
but it really does hurt, and i think that you would know that if (la samah Allah) it did.
and...i dont wana cut myself, i just wana feel alive and i dont know how to do that....it just hurts so much knowing that i cant do anything about....ANYTHING
im just sick of all this..........
Posted 1/2/08

anathin wrote:


hibaaaa wrote:


anathin wrote:
*sigh*...i KNOW its not the answer...
but since my grandma passed away less than a week ago....i dont know, i just kinda wana do it, not to hurt myself....but to fell....ALIVE......
so that i know im still here......sick...?
i dont know...but what i do know is that i've been thinking of it, and that's as far as its gona go......i hope........


oh maybe you were close
if my grandma died i don't think i will even cry
it's not i hate her i really do love her alot
but it's just i don't care
and that's mean you're alive more than me
i feel numb at least it's paintful for ya that's why your trying to hurt yourself and feel alive ....


dude.tt....u know, subhanAllah, i thought the same thing hibaaaa...but i swear....its completely different when it actually happens. i thought....i've seen her like....8 times in my life and she was always so mean to all of us......
but it really does hurt, and i think that you would know that if (la samah Allah) it did.
and...i dont wana cut myself, i just wana feel alive and i dont know how to do that....it just hurts so much knowing that i cant do anything about....ANYTHING
im just sick of all this..........


really !! then time will show us , but who knows i may die before her LOL
Posted 1/2/08
ngehehe... I don't why I joined..... I love hurting myself..... maybe.. thats why....
Pain is the only thing that keeps me alive.... Beautiful isn't it??! Don't know whether I'm crying or laughing.... People want too see me suffer!!! Thats what they want..... The cries of anguish, the pain and suffering of those tormented..... Are just things I go through everyday.... So why did I join?? you be the judge.....
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