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Posted 12/9/09
Lol I really hope I die painlessly in my sleep.

The pain I'm not really afraid of is emotional pain. I can deal with that ^^. I'm sorta thinkin' that god built me to withstand emotional stress, not physical.
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I added this to the main post and it's continued there >.<
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Posted 12/10/09 , edited 12/10/09
Says the one who 'wasted my time reading it' (lol) ::
Good. It's good to get it all out there, you know??
Putting the way you feel into words and such, it's good for you.
It's much MUCH better than leaving it pent up and unsaid.
And it's good that you and Alex are talking it out, too. F-bombs aside, you're getting it said and unpent.

@ Kindergarten : WHAT?? Nooo!!
That's horrible!!
They won't let you back?? since when?
It's just one lady, right? so why can't youstill go, with the support of the others? DX
Good luck, and fight for your right to help kiddos T___T

@ His responses so far :: lol he thinks you have to listen to him =w=
I honestly don't get how he can honestly think that. He's the one that let YOU go, so if anything, You should be the one able to boss HIM around. HE should be the one feeling guilty. If he's with other girls often, HE should be the one feeling guilty, because he's your senpai in the matter, and he probably KNEW that you were getting desperate and still hurting because of him when he agreed to have sex with you. If anyone should be feeling guilty, it should be HIM. You have nothing to feel guilty about, Meg-chan. There is nothing wrong with seeking support from the people that know you best.


EDIT :: again, I don't think you did anything wrong, Meg-chan. Yes, you promised, but it wasn't a promise that you should have needed to make. You broke the promise, but what would have happened if you'd kept it in? That's even worse. Worse for your health, which would have made everything worse. I don't know how you deal with keeping things pent up, but if it were me, I would get snappy at the people who care and were asking how I was when I looked off because I couldn't stop thinking about keeping it a secret. I would end up hurting the people who care for me most if I had to keep it pent in.


EDIT AGAIN XD ::
*pokes the new blue part of your post*
*pokes the first edit*
lol did we say those at the same time? XD
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Posted 12/10/09 , edited 12/10/09
^^ Thanks Embie-chan. I'll probably end up going back and editing my post here and there because I'm making a rainbow with the colors lol.
See, they could call me a bitch (sorry about the language lol), or they can call me honest. I'll just let people think about that for a while..

Lol I think we did, Embie-chan. I think I'll add that little rant to the first post. It's long enough that I can include it as part of my story.
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Well, I'm one of the ones calling you Honest.

I'm glad you're at least getting it out here. Anywhere is enough to relieve some of the stress.

It's silly, but if I'm feeling really stressed about something it helps me even to write it out in a journal or something. Just to get it out there in writing so I can fully understand myself. Nobody would ever see it most likely, but it helps me to just get it out and, as you said, complain a little. Complaining helps to relieve the stress of it for me :3
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Lol Embie-chan, I was honestly just thinking about the journal thing before I read your post. I've decided that Crunchyroll and facebook are more journals to me than anything else.. Lol Crunchyroll is like having a journal that responds to you. You can say anything to it because no one knows you there IRL (at least, no one knows me that I know of) and it won't mess up your life. I dunno, I guess it's an interesting point of view, but it makes sense to me.
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Oh, I completely agree. I can say things here that I would never say IRL because the only person who knows me here IRL is Wolfie-chan and she's my best friend and won't judge me and I tell her those things anyways XD
It's actually VERY good for me I think =w=

Some people feel the exact opposite, like "they don't know you so why are you telling them these personal things?"
And I see where they're coming from, but this is what works for me :3
The people on here will probably never see me outside of CR, which makes it easier for me to say personal things.


EDIT :: lmao @ CR being a journal the responds :: for SOME people their regular journals respond to them too =w=
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Lol that wins.

Yeah I've come across those people. I dunno, in some ways I get the idea that some of them are all about the looks of things. If you just barely meet someone and go off on this huge rant about your life.. Well it doesn't look too good. I dunno, just the vibe I get. Of course, it's harder to read emotions in text unless the person writes with their emotions often.

Yeah lol I wouldn't be a very well liked person if any of my friends ever found out that I announced having sex with Alex on the internet.. But they'll never know~

Oh, and it's just one lady, but she just happens to be the superintendents wife.
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AH! What's going on?! It's not showing chapters 4-5 and the stuff I added... Did I do something? Ah!
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DX
Nah, it wasn't anything you did Meg-chan =w=
CR just randomly does that sometimes D:
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Awwww D:

Neh, I'll get over it.
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