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yep, you were included in that actually =w=
no offense intended though


None taken Embie-chan.
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Dear CR diary (and Embie-chan and Angel-kun):

Lol I get confused easily too, but Alex takes it to the extreme.

This is what Alex replied to me. I haven't read it yet lol. Just copied and pasted first thing. So yeah I'll be reading along with you:

first of all if you needed someone to help deal with things then you should have come to me. Mainly because i understand the most because i was there also because anyone else doesn't have a right to know about my personal life i didn't feel like telling them about it.
thats something else i guess you cant understand i guess, im part of this its not just you if you really felt like telling someone or talking to them i should be there too or at least informed without you hiding it from me until SOMEONE ELSE THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT TELLS ME about it.

your number two happens to be completely hypocritical btw if you are such and honest person how could you break your word to me? Thats the worst kind of lying, saying your going to do something and then do something else. Do you hold me in such low regard that your promises to me mean nothing to you? Also how were you lying to them in any way? They have no part in it, it has nothing to do with them, and you had no right to tell them anyways. So not telling them is actually the NATURAL thing to do, its not like your conscience was eating you alive because you weren't telling something that they shouldn't know in the first place.
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Do you want me to fire rockets from a katyusha at him?


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Alright, he has a point.

=/ He always sees corners that I don't see.
(oh btw, I TOLD you he was going to go off about the breaking promises thing lol...)
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Angelonius wrote:

Do you want me to fire rockets from a katyusha at him?


Forgive me for my violence.


Yes. Fire as many rockets as you'd like.
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you called it =w=
He said almost exactly what you said he would.

Huh. He thinks you should go to him about it if you're having problems with it?
Kinda funny, since he's the cause of the problems =w=
I understand the whole personal life thing, but HE doesn't seem to understand either; it's not just him either. He obviously never considered that it might have bothered you, and that going to him about it probably wouldn't be the best option...
And psh, personal life... he doesn't seem to have a problem with telling them his 'personal life' all the other times. THAT is hypocritical.
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Angelonius wrote:

Do you want me to fire rockets from a katyusha at him?


Forgive me for my violence.


Yes. Fire as many rockets as you'd like.


*arms katyusha*
The Russians tend to suck at guarding these things. Oh well...
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He looks at things in such a DIFFERENT way.. It's so hard to understand him... O.o I don't get it. And usually I understand guys pretty well. But Alex.. He just BAFFLES me.. I have no idea what's going on in his head right now.......

See I don't think he understands, but then, because it's him and I can't read him... It's pretty possible that I'm wrong. Everything about him is just.. It's just me throwing the dice and hoping I get a good number. I don't know what he's feeling right now...

Lol life.. Life is awesome....
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maybe you should ask him straight out? but then his answer might make it even more confusing... ^^'
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He is a lot more confusing than I am, and my mind confuses a lot of people as it is.
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Lol too late.. This is what I replied (I did it before I read your posts though so.. Yeah it probably wasn't the best thing to say):

=/ Why do you always see corners of things that I don't? I didn't even think about talking to you about it... If I had, then believe me, I would have. I'm sorry I hid it. I was scared..

Lol I knew you were going to go off about the promise thing. See, it wasn't lying, because I REALLY meant it when I said it. I really didn't mean to ... Neh.. Sorry..
I dunno, Alex.... I always feel stupid after you point out things like how it's natural to not tell them... I'm sorry..


He always makes me think about things differently.. It's my subconsciousness trying to adapt to his way of thinking so that I can try to understand what's going on in his head.... I dunno, though, this one just... He's so confusing.... O.o I dun get it... And then I get all emotional and I actually DO feel sorry..
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He is a lot more confusing than I am, and my mind confuses a lot of people as it is.


Lol yeah he's pretty... Neh, he's crazy.
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Woah, gonna need more than katyusha to fire.
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He's crazy. I swear he's insane. I don't GET this. I don't even comprehend how he could think I wanted to ruin things. Or how he could think that he means shit to me. This is ridiculous. Lol and I have no idea what he meant by "out of place". Well I'm sorry I'm inconvenient, alright? I don't know what else to do but apologize to him.. What do you do when you're arguing with someone who makes you melt like butter? I don't... UNDERSTAND! I don't GET it! Gah this is so frustrating....


Oh, I suppose I should add that this was his reply:
maybe because i use my brain instead of let my emotions rule me. I also like to employ common sense....that might be it. God your so out of place. you tell things you that you shouldnt and that will become the most inconvenient of things like telling danny that we did stuff when i said i wanted to but you dont however tell what your supposed to like telling me so i dont have to hear it from someone completely random. So you were so scared you would rather ruin things between us again than deal with it with me? AND YOU WERE LYING because a promise is something you keep, if you dont then saying you are going to is the lie. Thats why its so based on trust, and i trusted you. Its based on trust because you can change your mind at anytime but you dont because the person you made it to means something to you. And i obviously mean shit to you


Then I said:
Alex, common sense doesn't apply to you. I can't apply common sense to you because you don't fit in the "common" category. I should have told you. Yes. But how do I fix it NOW? NO, I don't want to ruin things. Be serious. Can you really see me wanting to ruin things? I'm sorry Alex. I dunno what else to say..

... And I was not lying..
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DX

And this is precicely why you couldn't go to him about it. Because he doesn't get you, and you don't get him.
Tell him that; that you didn't want to 'ruin things between you' and that if he meant shit to you, you wouldn't even be talking to him right now. Or saying sorry.
Because I get the feeling you're the type of person who says what they mean, and if you weren't sorry you wouldn't be saying it.
Does he KNOW he still has the butter effect on you?
Argh.
I don't know what else to say because I've never had this kind of relationship with anyone DX
Heck, I've never even had a boyfriend =w=
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