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lolz konnichiwa desu~ Haru-chan! =D
Bside i have one thing to ask ne~
Since I gotten the 1st prize, does tat means i have to request something here?! 0.o
Since the forum wrote there, 1st prize request for free for 1 month. o.0


yeah.. yeah ..
u can request graphix 1 month for FREE ! ^.^


i see, what if i didnt? o.0
How about this? in exchange of my graphic request 1 month for free, can i be a mod here? =D
I wish to help this group tot. even tot i am hiatus but i try to online here when i free~ ^^


sure u can ~
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Posted 3/22/10

friendlysteph wrote:


Samurai_princess wrote:


friendlysteph wrote:


Samurai_princess wrote:

lolz konnichiwa desu~ Haru-chan! =D
Bside i have one thing to ask ne~
Since I gotten the 1st prize, does tat means i have to request something here?! 0.o
Since the forum wrote there, 1st prize request for free for 1 month. o.0


yeah.. yeah ..
u can request graphix 1 month for FREE ! ^.^


i see, what if i didnt? o.0
How about this? in exchange of my graphic request 1 month for free, can i be a mod here? =D
I wish to help this group tot. even tot i am hiatus but i try to online here when i free~ ^^


sure u can ~


but i dont think it is a gud thing tot, since u in need of head designer, allow me bcome head designer first! ^^ since i in-hiatus, i think let me bcome the head designer might b the best thing to chose. <3 i had sent my application. sorry if i cause u a lot of trouble.
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Posted 3/22/10

Samurai_princess wrote:


friendlysteph wrote:


Samurai_princess wrote:


friendlysteph wrote:


Samurai_princess wrote:

lolz konnichiwa desu~ Haru-chan! =D
Bside i have one thing to ask ne~
Since I gotten the 1st prize, does tat means i have to request something here?! 0.o
Since the forum wrote there, 1st prize request for free for 1 month. o.0


yeah.. yeah ..
u can request graphix 1 month for FREE ! ^.^


i see, what if i didnt? o.0
How about this? in exchange of my graphic request 1 month for free, can i be a mod here? =D
I wish to help this group tot. even tot i am hiatus but i try to online here when i free~ ^^


sure u can ~


but i dont think it is a gud thing tot, since u in need of head designer, allow me bcome head designer first! ^^ since i in-hiatus, i think let me bcome the head designer might b the best thing to chose. <3 i had sent my application. sorry if i cause u a lot of trouble.


ohh.. i see.. i see ..
i understand u, ur a Head Designer now..
it's okay ~ ^.^
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I HAVE SO MANY HOMEWORK TO DO
AS MY MOM KEEP CALL ME DO HER THINGS
AFTER I DO IT, I QUICKLY WENT BACK MY ROOM
AND SHE KEEP SCOLDING THAT I LOVE TO STICK MY ASS IN MY ROOM
HOWEVER SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND!
WHAT I EXACTLY DO IN MY ROOM!
I WAS STUDIED AND REVISING FOR MY BIG EXAM FOR THE YEAR!
SHE KEEP BABBLING ABOUT WHY I ALWAY WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AS I FINISH MY WORK WHICH SHE CALL ME TO DO
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY FELT, WHEN SHE CALL ME TO DO THE THING SHE WANT ME TO?

I FELT WANT TO CRUSH THE WORLD
AS THE HOMEWORK IS HIGHER THAN THE MOUNT EVEREST IN THE WORLD!
I FELT SO STRESS WHICH EVEN MADE ME DEPRESS
AS I WAS PANIC I WILL FAIL ON MY BIG TEST!
I FELT SO ANGRY AS LIKE CRYING
SINCE I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY CAN'T SHE CONSIDER ABOUT ME?
SHE DIDN'T EVEN STUDY NOR GOING TO SCHOOL WHEN SHE WAS A KID!
OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE LIFE OF HAVING A MOUNTAIN HILL OF HOMEWORK CHASING FOR YOU!
AND WHAT MORE? SHE NEVER WANT TO HEAR MY EXPLANATION!
IF I EXPLAIN TO HER, SHE SAY I TALK BACK TO HER!
IF I SAY TO HER CALMLY, SHE SAY I WAS RUDE!
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING MORE!!! NO, NOTHING MORE!!!
IT KILLING ME NOW AS I SO STRESS NOW!!!!
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW!!!!

FEELING LIKE CRAZY? PROBABLY, I AM NOW!!!
FEELING LIKE KILLING? NOT ONLY THAT, I GUESS ALSO CRUSHING!!!
FEELING LIKE DYING? WHAT YOU EXPECT, OF COURSE I FELT LIKE DYING SO MUCH!!!

SHE NEVER EVEN STUDY WHEN SHE WAS A KID, OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW MY STUDY LIFE ARE!
SHE SAY SHE WANT TO SEE ME ON BECOMING A TOP STUDENT, THAT IS WHAT I WANT TOO!!! SO THAT WHY I ALWAYS STAY IN MY ROOM AND STUDY BUT WHAT SHE SAY TODAY WAS DIGUSTING!!! SHE SAY I LOVE TO STICK MY ASS IN THE ROOM! AND SHE EVEN SAY "WHAT THE HELL YOU ALWAYS STICK YOUR DAMN BUTT IN YOUR ROOM? WHY DON'T YOU JUST HELP ME TO DO MY STUFF?" AND I WAS THINK THAT "ARE YOU NUT? CAN'T YOU SEE I WAS ON MY WAY TO STUDY?"

SERIOUSLY, I DON'T WANNA BE A BAD GURL HERE
BUT WHAT MORE, SHE MADE ME BE THE ONE!
I SERIOUSLY CRAZY NOW! CRAZY NOW!!! AS I CAN EVEN SUICIDE NOW!!!
BUT I CAN'T GIVE UP LIKE THAT, IF NOT THATS MEANS I LOST!
I GONNA PROVE TO HER THAT SHE REALLY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT MY STUDY LIFE
EVEN THOUGHT SHE KNOW WHAT MY FAVOURITE FOODS AND STUFF
BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW FULLY MY PERSONALITY AND MY GOALS!

SHE ALWAYS TELL THE OTHERS THAT I AM CLEVER
AND I ALWAYS LOCK MYSELF IN THE DOOR JUST TO STUDY!
HOWEVER DURING AT HOME, SHE ALWAYS SCOLDED ME!
SHE SAY I AM TOTAL JERK, STUPID, IDIOT! IF THAT SO, WHY YOU TELL THE OTHER I AM CLEVER?
TO SPEAK THE TRUTH, I NEVER THINK THAT I AM CLEVER BY MYSELF!
SHE EVEN SAY I AM LACK OF FASHION! WELL YEAH, I AM LACK OF FASHION! SO WHAT?
YOU TOLD ME BEFORE I AM UGLY, AND I DO ADMIT I AM! SO WHAT?
UGLY NO NEED THE WORD CALL F-A-S-H-I-O-N!!! EITHER THE WORD B-E-A-U-T-Y!!!
I DON'T CARE BEAUTY, I ONLY WANT TO CHASE MY GOAL WHICH TO BE A TOP-STUDENT!
AM I WRONG? SERIOUSLY WRONG?

DO YOU THINK SHE KNOW ME A LOT? MY ASS!!!
SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I CRIED SO MUCH SOMETIME DURING AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF HER WORDS!
HER WORDS SOMETIME LIKE SWORD STAB INTO MY HEART AND KILL IT INTO PIECES!
HOWEVER THANK TO THE WORLD WHICH HAD MUSIC! THE MUSIC SAVE MY LIFE!

SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT WHAT SHE DO IS RIGHT!
SHE THOUGHT SHE UNDERSTAND ME A WHOLE WELL BUT ACTUALLY SHE'S NOT! DAMN NOT!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW ENOUGH, I ACTUALLY NOT REALLY A POSITIVE PERSON.
I AM INDEED NEGATIVE PERSON HOWEVER I HAD TRIED TO BE POSITIVE AND I DID.
BUT SHE'S THE ONE WHO PULL ME DOWN TO NEGATIVE!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM STUPID!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM USELESS!!!
I HAD ALREADY I AM UGLY!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW NO MATTER HOW I MUCH I READ, I WON'T BE SMART!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW THERE WILL NO LOVE IN MY LIFE!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW BOYS WON'T LIKE THE KIND OF ME!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM A JERK!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM A BITCH!
SO WHAT MORE YOU WANT?

I DO ACTUALLY THINK ALL THOSE THINGS BUT I TRY TO MADE MYSELF POSITIVE AND TRY TO LOVE MYSELF MORE!
BUT WHAT MORE? SHE PULL ME TO THE DARKNESS AND GET ME MORE NEGATIVE!!!
WHICH HAD MADE ME HATE MYSELF MORE!!!
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING NOW!!! I DON'T KNOW NOW!
CRAZY? MAD? ANGRY? HELL GOD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT FEELING INSIDE MY HEART NOW!!!
BUT WHAT MORE IMPORTANT IS DON'T CARE IF SHE DON'T SUPPORT ME.
AS LONG AS I BELIEVE MYSELF, I THINK I CAN DO IT!
ALL I NEED TO DO IS TO TRY MY BEST!
I, TSUKIKO MIZUKI A GIRL WHO NEVER GOING TO BOW MY HEAD TO HER!
AS I BELIEVE I NOT AT THE FAULT HERE!

I MADE HER MIND CLEAR THAT I AM A GURL WHO LIKE A WIND WHICH FREE UPON THE SKY
WHICH NO ONE ARE ALLOW TO JUDGE ME NEGATUVELY!!!


p/s:
sorry it might be scary... i just want to shout my feeling out here...since my mom really got me damn mad today.
i can't tell her all this true feeling since everytime i want to tell her, she will say i am rude. i am no-brain gurl.
well no choice, she's a mother afterall. as a daughter, i can only do nothing but crying or shouting my feeling out here.
well i hope it is okay, since here is confession room so i dont think it is a problem so me to shout my feeling out here.
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Samurai_princess wrote:

I HAVE SO MANY HOMEWORK TO DO
AS MY MOM KEEP CALL ME DO HER THINGS
AFTER I DO IT, I QUICKLY WENT BACK MY ROOM
AND SHE KEEP SCOLDING THAT I LOVE TO STICK MY ASS IN MY ROOM
HOWEVER SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND!
WHAT I EXACTLY DO IN MY ROOM!
I WAS STUDIED AND REVISING FOR MY BIG EXAM FOR THE YEAR!
SHE KEEP BABBLING ABOUT WHY I ALWAY WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AS I FINISH MY WORK WHICH SHE CALL ME TO DO
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY FELT, WHEN SHE CALL ME TO DO THE THING SHE WANT ME TO?

I FELT WANT TO CRUSH THE WORLD
AS THE HOMEWORK IS HIGHER THAN THE MOUNT EVEREST IN THE WORLD!
I FELT SO STRESS WHICH EVEN MADE ME DEPRESS
AS I WAS PANIC I WILL FAIL ON MY BIG TEST!
I FELT SO ANGRY AS LIKE CRYING
SINCE I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY CAN'T SHE CONSIDER ABOUT ME?
SHE DIDN'T EVEN STUDY NOR GOING TO SCHOOL WHEN SHE WAS A KID!
OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE LIFE OF HAVING A MOUNTAIN HILL OF HOMEWORK CHASING FOR YOU!
AND WHAT MORE? SHE NEVER WANT TO HEAR MY EXPLANATION!
IF I EXPLAIN TO HER, SHE SAY I TALK BACK TO HER!
IF I SAY TO HER CALMLY, SHE SAY I WAS RUDE!
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING MORE!!! NO, NOTHING MORE!!!
IT KILLING ME NOW AS I SO STRESS NOW!!!!
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW!!!!

FEELING LIKE CRAZY? PROBABLY, I AM NOW!!!
FEELING LIKE KILLING? NOT ONLY THAT, I GUESS ALSO CRUSHING!!!
FEELING LIKE DYING? WHAT YOU EXPECT, OF COURSE I FELT LIKE DYING SO MUCH!!!

SHE NEVER EVEN STUDY WHEN SHE WAS A KID, OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW MY STUDY LIFE ARE!
SHE SAY SHE WANT TO SEE ME ON BECOMING A TOP STUDENT, THAT IS WHAT I WANT TOO!!! SO THAT WHY I ALWAYS STAY IN MY ROOM AND STUDY BUT WHAT SHE SAY TODAY WAS DIGUSTING!!! SHE SAY I LOVE TO STICK MY ASS IN THE ROOM! AND SHE EVEN SAY "WHAT THE HELL YOU ALWAYS STICK YOUR DAMN BUTT IN YOUR ROOM? WHY DON'T YOU JUST HELP ME TO DO MY STUFF?" AND I WAS THINK THAT "ARE YOU NUT? CAN'T YOU SEE I WAS ON MY WAY TO STUDY?"

SERIOUSLY, I DON'T WANNA BE A BAD GURL HERE
BUT WHAT MORE, SHE MADE ME BE THE ONE!
I SERIOUSLY CRAZY NOW! CRAZY NOW!!! AS I CAN EVEN SUICIDE NOW!!!
BUT I CAN'T GIVE UP LIKE THAT, IF NOT THATS MEANS I LOST!
I GONNA PROVE TO HER THAT SHE REALLY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT MY STUDY LIFE
EVEN THOUGHT SHE KNOW WHAT MY FAVOURITE FOODS AND STUFF
BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW FULLY MY PERSONALITY AND MY GOALS!

SHE ALWAYS TELL THE OTHERS THAT I AM CLEVER
AND I ALWAYS LOCK MYSELF IN THE DOOR JUST TO STUDY!
HOWEVER DURING AT HOME, SHE ALWAYS SCOLDED ME!
SHE SAY I AM TOTAL JERK, STUPID, IDIOT! IF THAT SO, WHY YOU TELL THE OTHER I AM CLEVER?
TO SPEAK THE TRUTH, I NEVER THINK THAT I AM CLEVER BY MYSELF!
SHE EVEN SAY I AM LACK OF FASHION! WELL YEAH, I AM LACK OF FASHION! SO WHAT?
YOU TOLD ME BEFORE I AM UGLY, AND I DO ADMIT I AM! SO WHAT?
UGLY NO NEED THE WORD CALL F-A-S-H-I-O-N!!! EITHER THE WORD B-E-A-U-T-Y!!!
I DON'T CARE BEAUTY, I ONLY WANT TO CHASE MY GOAL WHICH TO BE A TOP-STUDENT!
AM I WRONG? SERIOUSLY WRONG?

DO YOU THINK SHE KNOW ME A LOT? MY ASS!!!
SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I CRIED SO MUCH SOMETIME DURING AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF HER WORDS!
HER WORDS SOMETIME LIKE SWORD STAB INTO MY HEART AND KILL IT INTO PIECES!
HOWEVER THANK TO THE WORLD WHICH HAD MUSIC! THE MUSIC SAVE MY LIFE!

SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT WHAT SHE DO IS RIGHT!
SHE THOUGHT SHE UNDERSTAND ME A WHOLE WELL BUT ACTUALLY SHE'S NOT! DAMN NOT!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW ENOUGH, I ACTUALLY NOT REALLY A POSITIVE PERSON.
I AM INDEED NEGATIVE PERSON HOWEVER I HAD TRIED TO BE POSITIVE AND I DID.
BUT SHE'S THE ONE WHO PULL ME DOWN TO NEGATIVE!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM STUPID!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM USELESS!!!
I HAD ALREADY I AM UGLY!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW NO MATTER HOW I MUCH I READ, I WON'T BE SMART!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW THERE WILL NO LOVE IN MY LIFE!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW BOYS WON'T LIKE THE KIND OF ME!!!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM A JERK!
I HAD ALREADY KNOW I AM A BITCH!
SO WHAT MORE YOU WANT?

I DO ACTUALLY THINK ALL THOSE THINGS BUT I TRY TO MADE MYSELF POSITIVE AND TRY TO LOVE MYSELF MORE!
BUT WHAT MORE? SHE PULL ME TO THE DARKNESS AND GET ME MORE NEGATIVE!!!
WHICH HAD MADE ME HATE MYSELF MORE!!!
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING NOW!!! I DON'T KNOW NOW!
CRAZY? MAD? ANGRY? HELL GOD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT FEELING INSIDE MY HEART NOW!!!
BUT WHAT MORE IMPORTANT IS DON'T CARE IF SHE DON'T SUPPORT ME.
AS LONG AS I BELIEVE MYSELF, I THINK I CAN DO IT!
ALL I NEED TO DO IS TO TRY MY BEST!
I, TSUKIKO MIZUKI A GIRL WHO NEVER GOING TO BOW MY HEAD TO HER!
AS I BELIEVE I NOT AT THE FAULT HERE!

I MADE HER MIND CLEAR THAT I AM A GURL WHO LIKE A WIND WHICH FREE UPON THE SKY
WHICH NO ONE ARE ALLOW TO JUDGE ME NEGATUVELY!!!


p/s:
sorry it might be scary... i just want to shout my feeling out here...since my mom really got me damn mad today.
i can't tell her all this true feeling since everytime i want to tell her, she will say i am rude. i am no-brain gurl.
well no choice, she's a mother afterall. as a daughter, i can only do nothing but crying or shouting my feeling out here.
well i hope it is okay, since here is confession room so i dont think it is a problem so me to shout my feeling out here.


I DO UNDERSTAND YOU ..
BUT WELL, HONESTLY ..
IM JUST LIKE THAT SINCE IM GROWING UP..
BUT WHEN MY MOM REALIZE HOW STUPID STUDY I AM DOING ..
SHE REALIZE THAT WHAT I NEED TO SAY TO HER IS " I WANT TO STUDY FOR THE SAKE OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME " ..
AS THAT REALIZING, SHE KNEW THAT IM TRYING HARD MY BEST TO BE ON THE TOP 10 IN THE CLASS ..
WELL, SHE'S BEING PROUD OF ME AND MY DAD TOO, BECAUSE IM GETTING TOP 8 IN THE CLASS ..
IT'S NOT A SATISFY RANK FOR ME, BECAUSE I WANT TO LEARN HOW DO MY STUDIES BE THE BEST, AND HOW CAN I CONCENTRATE MY STUDIES TOO .. SO, I HOPE YOUR MOM WILL READ THIS MESSAGES THAT YOU WROTE, AND I HOPE SHE REALIZE HOW HARD YOU TRY TO DO YOUR BEST TO MAKE IN THE HIGH-TOP CLASS ..

WELL, SOME OF PEOPLE SAYS THAT, " THEY ARE A PARENTS! OF COURSE, THEY DO CARE FOR YOU! AND SO ON AND SO ON.. "
THEN, WHAT IS THAT SO!? THEY DON'T EVEN FEEL WHAT WE TRULY FEEL, 'CAUSE WHAT EXPLANATIONS WE DO, THEY DON'T HEAR IT, 'CAUSE THEY USUALLY SAY THAT WE TALK BACK TO THEM.. JUST DAMN EXPLANATIONS WE DO, IS COMES TO NOTHING, RIGHT!? I HATE THOSE PARENTS LIKE THAT! HURTING AND SAYING BAD WORDS TO THEIR DAUGHTERS/SONS .. AND IF THEY KNEW WHAT WE TRULY FEEL, SO .. WHAT SHOULD THEY ASK US, AND BE CALM.. AND LET US EXPLANATIONS!? WHY THEY CAN'T DO THAT ALL!!?? AND SOME OF OUR PARENTS, HAS A HARD FEELINGS SINCE WHEN THEY WERE IN TEENAGE, MAYBE SOME OF IT, HAS HARASSED BY SOMEONE, OR BY HURT SOMEONE, LIKE THAT!? AND THEY SHOULD DO WHAT THOSE THINGS THAT THEY DO TO THEM, RIGHT!? THEY ACTUALLY HURTING US, AND DO HURT AND HURT, AND SAY SOME BAD WORDS! SO WHAT THEY CAN DO, IF WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THOSE REASONS WHY THEY'RE HURTING US, RIGHT!? ..

well, thanks for those confessions that u truly reveal here in our forum..
hope this story and advices help to u..
and i hope u understand what parents do to us..
and i hope ur mom see this someday, and realize how damn stupid u do for ur studies, for the sake of hers too..
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WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*
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WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*


Yeah!!! sometime human are like that!!!! they say the words which can stab ur heart into pieces!!! i experience tat too. the frenz which i actually got to believe had actually harm me or backstabbing me in the end! that's why somehow i dont even noe shld i believe them or not. maybe this is wat we call life.

anyway like tat frenz of urs who dont understand, if it is for me, i rather break up from her.
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Samurai_princess wrote:


friendlysteph wrote:

WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*


Yeah!!! sometime human are like that!!!! they say the words which can stab ur heart into pieces!!! i experience tat too. the frenz which i actually got to believe had actually harm me or backstabbing me in the end! that's why somehow i dont even noe shld i believe them or not. maybe this is wat we call life.

anyway like tat frenz of urs who dont understand, if it is for me, i rather break up from her.


ohh .. yeah .. yeah ..
that's wat life is ..
well, some of my classmates knew wat i've done to my other bestfriend..
and they usually say that to me, half of my classmates say that "u should break up to her" ..
they usually say that, but my damn head don't affect with those sayings! i don't know why!?
i usually say this word to them that " eventhough how hard i've done to her she always say mean words to me.. and she ever don't know what those feelings that place inside here in my heart! but i don't want to break up with her, because she is my bestfriend! i treat her as my sis too" .. i don't want to break up with her, because since when we were in elementary, she makes me happy, and now, i don't know what to do, she seems change a lot! i-i r-reall-y d-don't know!!!!!! *cries*
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friendlysteph wrote:


Samurai_princess wrote:


friendlysteph wrote:

WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*


Yeah!!! sometime human are like that!!!! they say the words which can stab ur heart into pieces!!! i experience tat too. the frenz which i actually got to believe had actually harm me or backstabbing me in the end! that's why somehow i dont even noe shld i believe them or not. maybe this is wat we call life.

anyway like tat frenz of urs who dont understand, if it is for me, i rather break up from her.


ohh .. yeah .. yeah ..
that's wat life is ..
well, some of my classmates knew wat i've done to my other bestfriend..
and they usually say that to me, half of my classmates say that "u should break up to her" ..
they usually say that, but my damn head don't affect with those sayings! i don't know why!?
i usually say this word to them that " eventhough how hard i've done to her she always say mean words to me.. and she ever don't know what those feelings that place inside here in my heart! but i don't want to break up with her, because she is my bestfriend! i treat her as my sis too" .. i don't want to break up with her, because since when we were in elementary, she makes me happy, and now, i don't know what to do, she seems change a lot! i-i r-reall-y d-don't know!!!!!! *cries*


i see, then the best choice will b ignore her. *nod nod*
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friendlysteph wrote:


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WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*


Yeah!!! sometime human are like that!!!! they say the words which can stab ur heart into pieces!!! i experience tat too. the frenz which i actually got to believe had actually harm me or backstabbing me in the end! that's why somehow i dont even noe shld i believe them or not. maybe this is wat we call life.

anyway like tat frenz of urs who dont understand, if it is for me, i rather break up from her.


ohh .. yeah .. yeah ..
that's wat life is ..
well, some of my classmates knew wat i've done to my other bestfriend..
and they usually say that to me, half of my classmates say that "u should break up to her" ..
they usually say that, but my damn head don't affect with those sayings! i don't know why!?
i usually say this word to them that " eventhough how hard i've done to her she always say mean words to me.. and she ever don't know what those feelings that place inside here in my heart! but i don't want to break up with her, because she is my bestfriend! i treat her as my sis too" .. i don't want to break up with her, because since when we were in elementary, she makes me happy, and now, i don't know what to do, she seems change a lot! i-i r-reall-y d-don't know!!!!!! *cries*


i see, then the best choice will b ignore her. *nod nod*


yeah .. *nod*
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=_= bored :DD
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=_= bored :DD


yeah it is.. =_=
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URGHH i wish that cr would be soo much funn nee
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URGHH i wish that cr would be soo much funn nee


yeah.. i hope so..
im not bored, if im watching animes here like,
Tegami Bachi: Letter Bee .. I'm done with it ~
it's really great ! ^.^
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hrmmm..... wht should i confess...?
(booooreddd)


yeaaaaaaa i confess tht im bored,,,,,no, dead bored xD
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