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When your daydreaming, ever daydream of killing?
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Posted 8/23/10
Sometimes I do, yeah. Not that I try to, I just do.
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Posted 8/23/10
yes actually, more times than id like to remember.ive had just as many killed dreams if that makes anything better
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Posted 8/23/10
yes sometimes it scares me how much the urge there is and how easy it goes in my mind

While i still don't want to do it the daydreams are mostly about me going rampage with a laughter on my face don't care about the methode nor wich person
Mostly it's a blade or sniper/shotgun

and what frightens me most now is that i actully don't care when that days comes
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Posted 8/26/10
i dream of it all the time. day night. it dont matter
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Posted 8/26/10
well i DO daydream about killing people... but not random people, just people who i hate and stuff... =P
Posted 8/26/10
Constantly.
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Posted 8/26/10
Not too often. I would daydream of it, but not all the way through. It just never occurred to me in that kind of way.
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Posted 8/26/10
always
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regrettably yes and also the ladder daydream of suicide. some just start by walking into a gun shop knifing people then stealing some guns and ammo then stealing a car and going to a highly populated area and let loose.

other daydreams of walking into peoples houses around the neighbor hood and snuffing people, minus kids, just adults. also daydreams of apocalyptic events such as "zombie infections" and having to kill them to survive and establishing order by laying down laws allowing women to shoot men who "want" them in a bad way. along with other such thoughts. >.>

other times, the suicide daydreams consist of laying a tub with warm water and slitting wrist with a toaster on the side for good measure. and other more disturbing thoughts.


P.S if this post is to graphic for the kiddies then i give the right for a G.M/Admin to edit the post.

P.S.S post was made in this way just to let people who do have such thoughts to know that they are not alone. and that it is more normal then they think. after all daydreams are okay, actually doing it is a serous crime and may or end up with life in a 6x8 cell. that is if they don't put one up to the death penalty.
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Posted 8/26/10

bleachfanone wrote:

regrettably yes and also the ladder daydream of suicide. some just start by walking into a gun shop knifing people then stealing some guns and ammo then stealing a car and going to a highly populated area and let loose.

other daydreams of walking into peoples houses around the neighbor hood and snuffing people, minus kids, just adults. also daydreams of apocalyptic events such as "zombie infections" and having to kill them to survive and establishing order by laying down laws allowing women to shoot men who "want" them in a bad way. along with other such thoughts. >.>

other times, the suicide daydreams consist of laying a tub with warm water and slitting wrist with a toaster on the side for good measure. and other more disturbing thoughts.


P.S if this post is to graphic for the kiddies then i give the right for a G.M/Admin to edit the post.

P.S.S post was made in this way just to let people who do have such thoughts to know that they are not alone. and that it is more normal then they think. after all daydreams are okay, actually doing it is a serous crime and may or end up with life in a 6x8 cell. that is if they don't put one up to the death penalty.


dude why suicide.....I mean I do the same thing about daydreaming of a Zombie infested world but....
really...why suicide...there is no point to it....life isn't that damn bad.
The only time I daydreamed about killing a person is in stories I make up when I am bored and the death is the cause of self defense.Never just killing someone....
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Posted 8/26/10
All the time. Its completely normal unless you have mental problems and carry out the dreams. Like masturbation fantasies i suppose.
Posted 8/27/10
I daydreamed once that I murdered my family and took every piece of their body one by one then burnt them to ashes.. HA HA HA HA <<<< evil laugh...
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Hellhunter22 wrote:


bleachfanone wrote:

regrettably yes and also the ladder daydream of suicide. some just start by walking into a gun shop knifing people then stealing some guns and ammo then stealing a car and going to a highly populated area and let loose.

other daydreams of walking into peoples houses around the neighbor hood and snuffing people, minus kids, just adults. also daydreams of apocalyptic events such as "zombie infections" and having to kill them to survive and establishing order by laying down laws allowing women to shoot men who "want" them in a bad way. along with other such thoughts. >.>

other times, the suicide daydreams consist of laying a tub with warm water and slitting wrist with a toaster on the side for good measure. and other more disturbing thoughts.


P.S if this post is to graphic for the kiddies then i give the right for a G.M/Admin to edit the post.

P.S.S post was made in this way just to let people who do have such thoughts to know that they are not alone. and that it is more normal then they think. after all daydreams are okay, actually doing it is a serous crime and may or end up with life in a 6x8 cell. that is if they don't put one up to the death penalty.


dude why suicide.....I mean I do the same thing about daydreaming of a Zombie infested world but....
really...why suicide...there is no point to it....life isn't that damn bad.
The only time I daydreamed about killing a person is in stories I make up when I am bored and the death is the cause of self defense.Never just killing someone....



i daydream of suicide because no one likes me, nor likes to hang around me, including family. i have maby, maby 2 real life friends and they take advantage of my good nature.less then a hand full of friends on the internet, jobless, near homeless, high school drop out. (was forced out.) now anti-social do to lack of human contact over recent years because everyone was using me for there own gains, in terms i was a mule of sorts.

yes i let people use me because im a nice person and dont like to refuse people, but no one give's a shit when i ask for help. which then led to trust issues with family/friends and everyone else which pushed me further away from people.

when you drop everything to help someone with there problems or whatever, and you ask them for help they up and vanish or say there to busy.

it makes one feel useless and not worthy of anyone's respect or time. when im able to slip away(in an obvious manner) from a group of 5 people and no one takes notice for 30 minutes to an hour, some times longer, it really makes you feel like a ghost that's only there to be abused and used as a tool.

so yea, thoughts of suicide to make everyone else feel better about them selves.
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bleachfanone wrote:


Hellhunter22 wrote:


bleachfanone wrote:

regrettably yes and also the ladder daydream of suicide. some just start by walking into a gun shop knifing people then stealing some guns and ammo then stealing a car and going to a highly populated area and let loose.

other daydreams of walking into peoples houses around the neighbor hood and snuffing people, minus kids, just adults. also daydreams of apocalyptic events such as "zombie infections" and having to kill them to survive and establishing order by laying down laws allowing women to shoot men who "want" them in a bad way. along with other such thoughts. >.>

other times, the suicide daydreams consist of laying a tub with warm water and slitting wrist with a toaster on the side for good measure. and other more disturbing thoughts.


P.S if this post is to graphic for the kiddies then i give the right for a G.M/Admin to edit the post.

P.S.S post was made in this way just to let people who do have such thoughts to know that they are not alone. and that it is more normal then they think. after all daydreams are okay, actually doing it is a serous crime and may or end up with life in a 6x8 cell. that is if they don't put one up to the death penalty.


dude why suicide.....I mean I do the same thing about daydreaming of a Zombie infested world but....
really...why suicide...there is no point to it....life isn't that damn bad.
The only time I daydreamed about killing a person is in stories I make up when I am bored and the death is the cause of self defense.Never just killing someone....



i daydream of suicide because no one likes me, nor likes to hang around me, including family. i have maby, maby 2 real life friends and they take advantage of my good nature.less then a hand full of friends on the internet, jobless, near homeless, high school drop out. (was forced out.) now anti-social do to lack of human contact over recent years because everyone was using me for there own gains, in terms i was a mule of sorts.

yes i let people use me because im a nice person and dont like to refuse people, but no one give's a shit when i ask for help. which then led to trust issues with family/friends and everyone else which pushed me further away from people.

when you drop everything to help someone with there problems or whatever, and you ask them for help they up and vanish or say there to busy.

it makes one feel useless and not worthy of anyone's respect or time. when im able to slip away(in an obvious manner) from a group of 5 people and no one takes notice for 30 minutes to an hour, some times longer, it really makes you feel like a ghost that's only there to be abused and used as a tool.

so yea, thoughts of suicide to make everyone else feel better about them selves.


*sigh* idk............sorry if you have heard this before but....have you ever tried being a man? So people don't like you as much...deal with it....being nice is fine but when it drives you to think of suicide...it's time to say f off sometimes. Yes, people might get angry at you and not want anything to do with you....but...over time the bad friends you have now will no longer be around you and you can make new ones. Even if you get nervous....just be a damn man and think..."know what...who the hell cares" so what if life sucks now...you work your @$$ off to make it better. Just get a job anywhere good that will take you and work up from there. There is also classes you can take instead of school to get something similar to a highschool degree. You should try it if you can. Also if you feel like you are being blocked from a group you should join in the conversation. If you have no idea what they are talking about then go read a damn book, watch an anime, or just listen to them. If someone goes and stand in front of you (which happens to me sometimes and pisses me off) and block you off with the group then say " lol hey what are you doing man you are cutting me out of the group" as if almost a joke. btw why did you get kicked out of school.
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Hellhunter22 wrote:


bleachfanone wrote:


Hellhunter22 wrote:


bleachfanone wrote:

regrettably yes and also the ladder daydream of suicide. some just start by walking into a gun shop knifing people then stealing some guns and ammo then stealing a car and going to a highly populated area and let loose.

other daydreams of walking into peoples houses around the neighbor hood and snuffing people, minus kids, just adults. also daydreams of apocalyptic events such as "zombie infections" and having to kill them to survive and establishing order by laying down laws allowing women to shoot men who "want" them in a bad way. along with other such thoughts. >.>

other times, the suicide daydreams consist of laying a tub with warm water and slitting wrist with a toaster on the side for good measure. and other more disturbing thoughts.


P.S if this post is to graphic for the kiddies then i give the right for a G.M/Admin to edit the post.

P.S.S post was made in this way just to let people who do have such thoughts to know that they are not alone. and that it is more normal then they think. after all daydreams are okay, actually doing it is a serous crime and may or end up with life in a 6x8 cell. that is if they don't put one up to the death penalty.


dude why suicide.....I mean I do the same thing about daydreaming of a Zombie infested world but....
really...why suicide...there is no point to it....life isn't that damn bad.
The only time I daydreamed about killing a person is in stories I make up when I am bored and the death is the cause of self defense.Never just killing someone....



i daydream of suicide because no one likes me, nor likes to hang around me, including family. i have maby, maby 2 real life friends and they take advantage of my good nature.less then a hand full of friends on the internet, jobless, near homeless, high school drop out. (was forced out.) now anti-social do to lack of human contact over recent years because everyone was using me for there own gains, in terms i was a mule of sorts.

yes i let people use me because im a nice person and dont like to refuse people, but no one give's a shit when i ask for help. which then led to trust issues with family/friends and everyone else which pushed me further away from people.

when you drop everything to help someone with there problems or whatever, and you ask them for help they up and vanish or say there to busy.

it makes one feel useless and not worthy of anyone's respect or time. when im able to slip away(in an obvious manner) from a group of 5 people and no one takes notice for 30 minutes to an hour, some times longer, it really makes you feel like a ghost that's only there to be abused and used as a tool.

so yea, thoughts of suicide to make everyone else feel better about them selves.


*sigh* idk............sorry if you have heard this before but....have you ever tried being a man? So people don't like you as much...deal with it....being nice is fine but when it drives you to think of suicide...it's time to say f off sometimes. Yes, people might get angry at you and not want anything to do with you....but...over time the bad friends you have now will no longer be around you and you can make new ones. Even if you get nervous....just be a damn man and think..."know what...who the hell cares" so what if life sucks now...you work your @$$ off to make it better. Just get a job anywhere good that will take you and work up from there. There is also classes you can take instead of school to get something similar to a highschool degree. You should try it if you can. Also if you feel like you are being blocked from a group you should join in the conversation. If you have no idea what they are talking about then go read a damn book, watch an anime, or just listen to them. If someone goes and stand in front of you (which happens to me sometimes and pisses me off) and block you off with the group then say " lol hey what are you doing man you are cutting me out of the group" as if almost a joke. btw why did you get kicked out of school.


yes, ive heard that before and it doesn't work. when i "act like a man" they all take it as hostility and start yelling at me and nearly wanna beat the crap out of me. i have also dealt with the people not liking me as much, for over a decade, it got to the point where i could see what they thought of me in there eyes, lower then dirt.... if i didn't have the bad friends id have no friends at all. i have no people skills anymore so its extremely rare i talk to anyone i don't know in person. done the whole G.E.D class thing, got dropped because i couldn't make the classes, lack of getting rides from family, was to far to walk, and city buss' are just now starting to make there way into the area im at. even tryd taking a collage class and got dropped for the same reason, lack of rides and buss' dint go that far out at the time. cant take them online do to virus infested keyloged computer so those are useless.

as for the group conversation thing , ill start a couple but then after a few minutes im left out of it. if i don't understand what the conversation is about i do leave, or ask question so i can join at times if im interested but then they get annoyed and tell me to go away. if someone stands infront of me while in a group i take it as a hint im not wanted or needed so i leave, other times they don't and just completely ignore my presence, even when i go to respond or reply or point something out to them they talk over me and continue.with there conversation.


well, i got kicked out of school for having stolen goods and marijuana seeds , the stolen good were not mine but someone Else's. the seeds where min but months old. 30 minutes before class started in 10th grade someone came into the restroom with a box of silver wrenches with gold inscription (found out later that they where stolen from some guys garage.) so being the kind person i am i told them id hold onto them till after school since they dint have a backpack and i did. low and behold though before class started i got pulled aside by the campus cop and taken to the principles office, backpack was searched. since i am also loyal i didn't rat out who owned the box of silver gold inscribed wrenches, nor who the pot seeds belonged too. there course of action was to kick me out of school that same day and ban me from ever stepping foot back on the school grounds.
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