I keep thinking what i want to do with my life. There are many possible career choices i could pick but nothing makes me happier then the idea of being a Manga-ka. Seeing your work with your name on it in a official magazine week after week, building a fanbase, getting an Anime and seeing characters and stories YOU created on TV being enjoyed by millions, knowing there is always somebody, somewhere, having a discussion about your work, having card games made from your creation, toys, video games that let you play as, again, characters YOU created.
Being a manga-ka is my dream job, and i already have 15 story idea's thought out from beginning to end. Only problem is, i can't draw =( i hate myself for not being able to draw, to have such a vivid imagination and not being able to portray it is the worst feeling in the world. I don't want someone else to draw it for me either because 1) It's not really your work anymore, it's a shared work. 2) Most of my ideas are shonen and more heavily battle centered then story centered so the characters and fights wouldn't be portrayed the way i want them to. 3) Some of the ideas i'm most fond about are pretty lengthy and i doubt somebody would want to work with me for such a long period of time since some are over 30 volumes and you never know if your artist will get sick or something will happen to them, so there's always that to worry about.
Overall, being a Manga-ka is my dream job but i can't draw