The urge to change (REVISED)
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Posted 12/20/10

i am a 13 year old girl who likes being alone and always thought that reality is always out to get me....always wanting to harm me.......


I've always had a negative outlook towards life, i always say in my mind that I'm all alone in this world.....that no one can help me, and i thought that if people get too close to me would just get sucked up in my sorrow ..... that's why i tend to cut loose of my friends that are getting TOO close to the "REAL ME"
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I'll tend to make another personality so that they won't realize too much of my hurt....... I'd pretend that I'm happy even though i am really hurting inside ..... i pretend that I always want to be with them even though I just wanna be alone ......in my thoughts......

then in my studies.... i would just say to myself that "i don't care[/b%
Posted 12/20/10
I don't care either.
Fuck off.
Posted 12/20/10
I don't get the point of this thread.

I'm similar to you. I tend to avoid people IRL, but online I tend to socialize more.
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Posted 12/20/10 , edited 12/20/10
Wow. You should have posted this in all of the threads that asian tool made. It makes for great awkward silences.

Sooo... anyone like chips?
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Posted 12/20/10

muzeEkluvEr24 wrote:


i am a 13 year old girl who likes being alone and always thought that reality is always out to get me....always wanting to harm me.......


I've always had a negative outlook towards life, i always say in my mind that I'm all alone in this world.....that no one can help me, and i thought that if people get too close to me would just get sucked up in my sorrow ..... that's why i tend to cut loose of my friends that are getting TOO close to the "REAL ME"
OR
I'll tend to make another personality so that they won't realize too much of my hurt....... I'd pretend that I'm happy even though i am really hurting inside ..... i pretend that I always want to be with them even though I just wanna be alone ......in my thoughts......

then in my studies.... i would just say to myself that "i don't care[/b%



If you were living nearby where I could hang out with you...I would've helped you alot.
Posted 12/20/10

squirrel3d wrote:


muzeEkluvEr24 wrote:


i am a 13 year old girl who likes being alone and always thought that reality is always out to get me....always wanting to harm me.......


I've always had a negative outlook towards life, i always say in my mind that I'm all alone in this world.....that no one can help me, and i thought that if people get too close to me would just get sucked up in my sorrow ..... that's why i tend to cut loose of my friends that are getting TOO close to the "REAL ME"
OR
I'll tend to make another personality so that they won't realize too much of my hurt....... I'd pretend that I'm happy even though i am really hurting inside ..... i pretend that I always want to be with them even though I just wanna be alone ......in my thoughts......

then in my studies.... i would just say to myself that "i don't care[/b%



If you were living nearby where I could hang out with you...I would've helped you alot.


By help, he means get you drunk with dollar-store beer and then rape.
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Posted 12/20/10

GheyDeer wrote:


By help, he means get you drunk with dollar-store beer and then rape.


No jackass, more like doing something you'll never have the balls to do.....give this person advice and encourage her to be a better person in life. Trying to be somewhat of a role model. Such things that are too forgien for you to understand.
Posted 12/20/10

squirrel3d wrote:


GheyDeer wrote:


By help, he means get you drunk with dollar-store beer and then rape.


No jackass, more like doing something you'll never have the balls to do.....give this person advice and encourage her to be a better person in life. Trying to be somewhat of a role model. Such things that are too forgien for you to understand.


Well technically, you just need your penis to rape her.

Why yes, rape is quite the unfamiliar concept to me.

It's a shame.
Posted 12/20/10
Ok...
Well. I think this is a Personal Thread, and they are not allowed =(

You can post this here if you really need and want help with your life.
http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-1099/personal-advice

Any ways, you are young! Calm down, and stop vivctimizing yourself to the world! Don't take yourself too seriously.
Relax and enjoy what the journey of life holds for you. Try changing your prespective. Become open-minded. Don't bottle it up. Write it. Shout it in a place where no one is (If you are home alone; thats what I do)
Find an understanding friend, who can cheer you up and not "get sucked in to your sorrow".

You are not the only one suffering. I'm 100% sure people out there have it worse. You are lucky to be able to access the Internet and a computer. =)

I'm done preaching here.
Posted 12/20/10

GheyDeer wrote:


squirrel3d wrote:


GheyDeer wrote:


By help, he means get you drunk with dollar-store beer and then rape.


No jackass, more like doing something you'll never have the balls to do.....give this person advice and encourage her to be a better person in life. Trying to be somewhat of a role model. Such things that are too forgien for you to understand.


Well technically, you just need your penis to rape her.

Why yes, rape is quite the unfamiliar concept to me.

It's a shame.


squirrel, don't feed the troll
Posted 12/20/10
Personal threads aren't allowed, but I can empathizes with you. Eventually life works out for the better, slowly but surely.
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