「Time Will Tell」
Note: Sorry, kind of lazy to continue right now, but I will eventually continue it. Please comment!
If I had known, I wouldn't have left her side for a second. I would have taken her to the beach, made dinner for her, stayed up all night talking. But I didn't know, so on my sister's last day alive, I ditched her to play video games with my friends.
As I stood before her lifeless body, I refused to believe that Aoi was dead. After all, how could she be dead? It was impossible; she had been alive only a few hours ago.
If only I had been with her, she would still be alive. She wouldn’t have been hit by that car. And she wouldn’t be dead.
Regret, anger, frustration, grief, guilt, remorse. All of those feelings built up inside me, but I couldn't pity myself because all of this was my fault. This was my punishment for not caring enough for her, for taking her for granted, and for not protecting her.
Everyone was gone now. Mother, Father, and now Aoi was gone too. I no longer had a family to laugh, to cherish, to talk with. I was now alone and I swore to myself that I would never become close to anyone again. I didn’t want anyone else I loved to ever suffer because of me.
I'll miss all of you </3