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Posted 5/10/11 , edited 5/10/11


All through my life i've been alone. Since the first day of school to my last year of college. Not that i am complaining, as i've always did my best and kept a happy face. I sit here now, at 21 and realise, i've nobody to tell this to except you cr, This one comfort zone, where i can come after a bad day and laugh with those of you alike.

I've been diagnosed with cancer and im at the last few days, less even. I can feel it. I wish this feeling upon no one and yet here i am, experiencing it for myself. Getting weaker for no reason. Its a feeling hard to describe, as i can feel myself "slipping" simply, scared to sleep and when i do start to drift i twitch myself awake, as i know it could very well be the last time i breathe, or look around at others laying in their beds, or even smile while posting. I'm scared, because i know there is nothing more after this.

So here i am to say this. Thank you, my friends. Its a shame i've never gotten close to another, but thank you for all the laughter you've given me, thank you for being there when others were not. Thank you. My only regret is not having the chance to hold other, make them laugh and hold their hand.

Goodbye my friends, i truly mean it. Look after yourselves.
Posted 5/10/11

varnlestoff wrote:



All through my life i've been alone. Since the first day of school to my last year of college. Not that i am complaining, as i've always did my best and kept a happy face. I sit here now, at 21 and realise, i've nobody to tell this to except you cr, This one comfort zone, where i can come after a bad day and laugh with those of you alike.

I've been diagnosed with cancer and im at the last few days, less even. I can feel it. I wish this feeling upon no one and yet here i am, experiencing it for myself. Getting weaker for no reason. Its a feeling hard to describe, as i can feel myself "slipping" simply, scared to sleep and when i do start to drift i twitch myself awake, as i know it could very well be the last time i breathe, or look around at others laying in their beds, or even smile while posting. I'm scared, because i know there is nothing more after this.

So here i am to say this. Thank you, my friends. Its a shame i've never gotten close to another, but thank you for all the laughter you've given me, thank you for being there when others were not. Thank you. My only regret is not having the chance to hold other, make them laugh and hold their hand.

Goodbye my friend, i truly mean it. Look after yourselves.


You're welcome, and sorry to hear of your misfortune. May your pain be eternally eased.
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Here's a coin to pay the ferryman. May he take you to more pleasant shores.
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I don't believe in God, but I pray in hope that there will be a great afterlife for you to look forward to.
Posted 5/10/11
I am sorry, I hope things lighten up for you. Please take care!
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Um, Personal Threads are not allowed but thanks for sharing this.

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