(chorus) Torn apart now
I cannot have this combination
And fusion, of your elixir
Torn apart now,
These are the choices we made
Do i swallow or walk away"

Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn into two
If you love me, then I love you and this song is for you
It's tight hard when you know what you said
And your shorty seein' you as an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I feel
And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit
And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin' dreams about death, but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased, through the seasons they turn
Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn
I'm eager to learn, but I'm holdin' my breath
And everyday alive is just another closer to death

(chorus)

Yeah, I've been alive longer then I expected to be
And took care of everything that's expected of me
Took care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm grown now
And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now
I'd rather not have to deal with the day
And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and grudge
But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and love
I wish all the best, I wish all the shine
I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind, but I'm evil alas
But everything I love has turned to a tedious task
I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass
But nobody ever want you to see through the mask

(chorus)

Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to y'all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothin' I do is ever right
And that I'm actin' a fool another night
And I admit, I don't take care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing myself
'Cause the fact is my father died young and I might, too
And it ain't any way to tell what I might do
I don't wanna leave my mother behind
I don't want for her to cry, because the struggle is mine
I don't want for her to grind no more
I don't want for her to work a 9-to-5 no more
I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9-to-5 before
So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for y'all
And if the shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone
Just remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone

Chorus)

Yea seriously.......i am reading these poems, and they are somewhat disturbing....-_-

Ahaha my Emo Poem...


***Blinking Star***

Sky full of stars
My heart in two
Waiting for the day to be with you
you are the sun that shines my day
I am the moon that lights your way
Every breathe I take, you drift further away.
I still Reminisce day after day.

You are now gone,
I am all alone
blinking like a star, still waiting for you.
waiting for the day, when you return
I'll be this star, always shining for you.

i got a poem on my profile *goes to get it*

One Man One Million Lies

Three cheers for the millionaire
He’d stay that way for a million years
And even multiply to a million squared
If he lived that long and he’s itching to share
Hollow boxes wrapped in paper
So beautiful they fascinate the
The recipient until they open it then broken is
The trust created, frustrated love is born
Lungs are torn since trust forms a heart’s breadth
Explanations are offered
A guillotine disguised as an alter
Too smart to falter as he leads sheep to the slaughter
Casualties include his daughter, his wife and mother
There unconfirmed reports of others
Left at the bottoms wells and ditches
Drenched and twitching, vengeance brimming
In their minds…only blood will quench their itches
To repay this man that extends his riches

Warning: The poem is quite emo so if you're a hater, just skip this post.

(not mine)

My Picture

I'm gonna draw a picture
I'll draw it with a twist
I'll draw it with a carving knife
I'll place it on my wrist

If I do it correctly,
A red fountain will appear
To take away my sorrows
To wash away my tears

Where Lagan stream sings lullaby
There blows a lily fair
The twilight gleam is in her eye
The night is on her hair
And like a love-sick lennan-shee
She has my heart in thrall
Nor life I owe nor liberty
With love is lord of all.

And sometimes when the beetle's horn
Hath lulled the eve to sleep
I steal unto her shieling lorn
And thru the dooring peep.
There on the cricket's singing stone,
She spares the bogwood fire,
And hums in sad sweet undertones
The song of heart's desire
The song of heart's desire.

By Blu3ros3

That Farm
Gray skies surrounds these lands.
And Darkness conquers my world with fear.
There's nothing but dead grass beneath my lying body,
And what my eyes set forth upon.
Nothing but that farm and it's ancient stories held within.
Nothing but that farm...

Poetry
Poetry is like freshly clipped roses
Sending off smells of Chanel 5 perfume,
But with a touch of theatrical spice.
Like a writer writing out a play that has an anonymous ending and beginning,
Or the deep in thought poet who wonders about poetry and it's unknowns.
Poetry is the beauty of nature and people's hearts and souls.
The inner expression.

B E A U T I F U L!

written by me...XD

WHITE WINTER
a red rose fell, petal, petal by petal

in the sad garden

of the lonely maiden

much anticipation for someone`s arrival

the lonely maiden waited

through the warm summer

the desperate rain

and the white winter

but, no one came

the lonely maiden waited

all her hopes raised high

high as the highest mountain

wide as the largest sea

all the flowers withered away

one by one, petal by petal

in the lonely maiden`s garden

many wishes in the shooting star

the summer`s dandilyons

but, no one did came

the lonely maiden waited

without tears in her eyes

and her heavy heart

maybe it was fate

maybe, she was infactuated with wait

a rose petal fell, petal by petal

so did the lonely maiden

now, there is no one to wait

an everlasting white winter

covering up the garden

the lonely maiden`s sad garden

AWWW i like

This one is mine and if anyone has watched V for Vendetta i got inspired by it haha

V for...
Vengence? Violence!
Venting Voluminously
Volatile Venom...
Vexing? Vocals
Vibrating Vicariously
Vocing Vicious Vomit
This is my Vice.

by Kiri Hien Descartes aka me SC2AI

=) I'm glad you do hehe thanks

ou grow up innocent and carefree
eyes still clouded not understanding what you see
having fun day to day seeing the world go by
being shaped with what you're taught w/ values to abide
then tradegy strikes at a very young age
now eyes a bit more open, but caught up within tradegies cage
leaving a scar in your heart your soul and in your mind
you start to understand life is precious and you can't rewind
so love and be there for your family and any one close through good and bad
cus until you lost it, you don't know how precious what you have
problems are always looming lyk clouds in the sky
so don't fret cus clouds will eventually pass by
reach for your dreams whatever it may be but don't be just a dreamer
take that first step upwards n know its not an escalater
cus things in life sometimes isn't just given
so work at it and make it happen
you'll run through obstacles eventually
be optimistic you'll get through it, you'll see
learn to stand up for yourself n put your foot down
people will step all over you because you let them
speak your mind and let your feelings out, don't bottle them inside
so speak up n let it be heard n say it with pride
always think for yourself n not from others
listen to your heart, soul, and mind, fuck who it bothers
always be honest with yourself n never lie
be true to oneself n who you are until you die
so go out n experience life
do what you want but always strife
keep your loved ones close n always hold on tight
cus you never know when you'll see the light

Time to Grow. I wrote this on my own.

I never meant to argue
I never meant to fight
Never meant to cause you pain
Because I never meant to hurt you
In any way
It was just rough
Because we fought
Deep down I love you
Just thought you should know
But now we moved on
It's time to grow

You left me alone
Shattered like glass
You told me you loved me
I thought that was a fact
It was fact
Then became fiction
I don't know why
Within our fight
I realized just how much I need you
How much I want you to hold me tight

Left me to go
To another place
You said you'd miss me
And I miss you
You were sad to leave
But willing to go
Because you were ready to move on
You were ready to grow

As for me
I'm still a kid
Not willing to let go
I need your protection
Your warmth
Your smile
What happened was something
I didn't want to happen
We still care
But just mighty confused
So what do we do?

I never meant to argue
I never meant to fight
Never meant to cause you pain
Because I never meant to hurt you
In any way
I wasn't willing to let go
So I tied myself to you
Because of you
In someways I grew
But we all need time
To let things go by
And as we go
You helped me grow