well if i delude/brainwash myself enough.

That's called laziness.

The world does make sense
It's you who don't understand it

You sound like you know what you're talking about. Please explain it to me.

The world is ugly ,stupid and evil
You need to be all of these to understand human world

That has nothing to do what I'm talking about. I actually think the world is not that bad, it's human exisitance that bothers me. Humans don't really serve any logical purpose or goal.

Humans do really serve many logical purposes and goals...
That is , Unless you can prove them not to ...
Also , Define "logical purpose"?

I have been around longer, (presumably) than most of you. I used to have the same thoughts, until I realized that we make our own reality. If you study the world long enough, It is miraculous. Try not to dwell on your own life, but what you are a part of.

Well you make it sound like you understand what we are a part of. What is it?

Oki , i was not taking u seriously cuz u are drunk ....
Tell me what u think of this world ... why it was created and all
and i might change your mind of it

lol Well I've sobered up as of about an hour ago, I have no idea why the world was created or what purpose we serve here, if I knew that then I wouldn't be asking about it in this topic in the first place.
I just go through my life thinking things through logically with reason and understanding, I don't have a knack for blind faith, and at my current state in life I feel like an object that was created accidentally.
I'm just looking for sense of purpose. I'm not suicidal, I'm not looking for a religion, I'm not looking for a psychiatrist, honestly I doubt I can even get an answer to any of my great questions, all I want right now is to know how other people do it.
Call it dark, call it what you may but that's just how I feel constantly.

So I ask once more to everybody in this thread, Do you feel you have purpose? Do you as a human being accept your existence? If so, why and how?

Something I picked up that I really liked:

In a world where nothing you do matters,
All that matters is what you do.

Let's see:
Do I feel that I have a purpose? - Not really.
Do I accept my existence? - I... guess? I'm not entirely sure.

As for the original question, does the world make any sense? - No, and it never will. Approximation will get you close, but there's always going to be some chance event that comes from out of nowhere and makes you stay up wondering why the lampposts taste like apple-flavored apples.

Talking about suck things , there are so much thoughts , it is impossible to make u understand in this thread
But i will give u an answer to a very important question , Here :

Today , while i was walking to class , i suddenly encountered a huge river
It was so wide , huge , big , i was not able to find a bridge , so i looked for a way to pass the river ; i can't swim
I kept looking and looking ....
Suddenly a giant explosion happened
something exploded out of nowhere
The trees suddenly moved from the effect of the explosion
They started creating a bridge , yea from the explosion
not any bridge , it was so beautiful
so highly detailed , it was above the river
i could not believe it was from the explosion
As i passed the bridge , i looked more into it , i was even more amazed , it was the most beautiful bridge of all
like it was designed by the most awesome engineer in the world
i passed the bridge ,i reached class at time ,i was very happy
Do u believe my story?...... That's what you are telling me , when u said that u were created accidentally ....If u have logic , that's not possible ... u can't possibly be created "accidentally" , u were created for a purpose... You are like the bridge in my story .... something so beautiful and so detailed as yourself can't possibly be an "Accident" .... Look at the design of a single cell of your body , is that an accident?

Yea and No religious talking in the forums......and i am not religious

life i guess is whatever you want it to be accidents made, laughter ,pain and joy are all part of life , life doesn't seem to have meaning but that's only if you make your life meaningless