The new Maroon 5 song Pay Phone. I'm really not a Pop/Hip hop fan, but the chorus "I'm at a pay phone trying to call home all of the change I spent on you." Really gets to me. I just got out of a two year relationship that didn't have a true end. And this song really hits me on a personal level. Anyone who has been in a committed long term relationship will understand the mechanics of it and just how much you really change yourself consciously or unconsciously. (not literally) And I guess after the relationship falls out you feel almost spiteful because you really pushed yourself to your limit to try and make everything work. And sometimes you really do wish you could just call a number and get everything back to before the relationship ever started.

That's what I was thinking

How can you believe the lies bestowed on you by a false creed when the truth is right in front of you.
They consume and hide the real truth to a superstitious fear and stitch the mouth of all who interfere
You look into the world with blind eyes, always fearful of your demise but you people don't seem to realize is that you're fearing a fucking myth
A tale you comply with or be condemned to torment
Your loving idol would conflict woe and pain?
I won't be deceived by serpents lies or cry out to the sky
This goes out to all of those who've ever feared to really live because of all the sin and blasphemy
Pursue what you really want and don't let anything stop you no matter what get what you want. Nothing bad will ever come from getting what you desire
Forget the rules no one will find out
Living your life this way will only bring great satisfaction so take it all and give nothing
Or are these the words of a snake?
Now it's gone and you will feel the pain of life
You were blinded by your greedy mind and now it's time
This is now your new reality hope you enjoy the choices of your mortality
You will then feel what its' like to bleed
You will feel this pain everyday
Every ounce of blood that you spill is real
No more tree of life and it's all your fault
Desolation of Eden begins.

Desolation of Eden by:Chelsea Grin

"I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think they'd understand" - GooGoo Dolls

http://youtu.be/WeYsTmIzjkw

The whole song.

“You build on failure. You use it as a stepping sone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy, or any of your time, or any of your space.” ― Johnny Cash

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fq5Dsd9uPrc only link i can find.

LOLOLOL. XD

anyway...

mine is "Fuck you lady that's what stairs are for!"
Schadenfreude - Avenue Q

"If you love life, don't waste time, for time is what life is made up of."

--Bruce Lee

I LOL at that too XD XD...

ahh

oh a lighter note:

I invitingly trace a line with my finger
My yearning throbs
The unfulfilled desire profusely bloomed
Let's dance in madness

gets to me in another way Lol.

I'd freeze us both in time/ And find a brand new way of seeing/ Your eyes forever glued to mine

"Sexy Back" always chokes me up a little :'( "I'll let you whip me if I misbehave..." sounds painful.

All lyrics from "Doll Parts" - Hole.

Everything from Californication, particuarly the opening lyric: "Psychic spies from China tryina steal your mind's elation."

I have no idea what the fuck it means. But it's just so GOOD. It makes me cry.