I'm just wondering how everybody out there is doing. Maybe your life is really great! But more likely than not it's terrible. So lets hear it! Are you walking upon brilliant clouds in a realm so far beyond this time and space that even angels aren't granted access? Or maybe every day is exactly the same, monotony upon utter monotony, in a pattern so repetitious and cliche that you can't even bring yourself to accept that this is your life. Our maybe you've lost everything. This is the farthest you can fall from the pedestal of grace upon which you once stood. The distance from here to there is immense, insurmountable. Why even try anymore, if all you reach is another signpost reminding you of the infinite road ahead of you, stretching ever further into the horizon?

Tell us about it! Tell us about your failure. Tell us about the hopes and dreams that once comprised your reason for living. Tell how they've fractured and crumbled in the face of devastating reality. Or, if you wanna be a real downer, tell us how awesome your life is.


So here is mine:

I'm doing okay. My life's kinda meh at the moment. Christmas break is almost over and I'm not looking forward to going back to school. My only complaint is the loneliness. Sometimes I feel so hollow inside, like the slightest touch could break my fragile shell and send my pieces clattering to the floor in a life shattering display of emptiness, unleashing the total hopelessness it was barely able to contain in the first place. But for now I'm good!

Awesome!
My family no longer associate themselves with me, my friends do not give the slightest damn about me anymore, and even told it to me in my face! My dad thinks I am a lazy, unproductive, waste of space, and my mom thinks I am a homosexual embarassment. My Senior year is hell, My chances of getting into college is becoming slim to none, given that I cannot get a scholarship to save my life, making only two choices for my life, the Military or the Workforce, both dead ends waiting for it's next victim. My childhood was spent idling upon worthless argument after worthless argument, wasted oppourtunities, and poor choices, while everyone else reserve a spot for the biggest fall from grace ever. and with life about to strike with full force in a matter of months, I'm just contemplating the thought of ending it all right now.

My life is awesome!

I have a radical wife, A stellar job working for a major web hosting company, and my DJ career is advancing at an insane pace.
I'll be on a stage this weekend with GENXX from the Genitortures, and DJ Skeletor from Limp Bizkit (Blah, but dude's a sick DJ)

The only better thing that could happen is if I wound up able to quit the day job and focus on my spinning!

Sick and tired.. same routine everyday.. want some change