There was a song I heard once that seemed to sum me up perfectly. It's buried on an obscure soundtrack in my CD collection that hasn't been touched in years. Might have to dig it out again now.

I am a Gamer...

i am always better than anybody else.

i'am a time lord!

I'm an anime addict ★

I am.... far to complex. I don't even know who I am completely...

"I'm a constant contradiction, yet I'm not a hypocrite." Words I live and defend myself by when needed.

"Exhaustion exhilarates me," is my new one.

"And I believe everyone should be vain, but not conceited." If you really think about that sentence, it tells you how I feel about myself and the world as a whole. And if it doesn't take you awhile, you haven't understood me yet.

Outside:





Inside:

Doesn't matter and I don't care.

I seek as much as I can to mitigate risk. However since you can not mitigate risk 100%, what you do is protect yourself as much as possible and mitigate risk to an acceptable degree. You can never remove all risk so live a little and protect what matters to you.

you are not ‘lovely’
the bones you are made of are not beautiful
you are not vulnerable
or fragile
or a ‘winter girl’
you are not porcelain
your loneliness is not romantic
you are not clean and white
or cold
and untouched
you are not the creaking of floorboards
or the bitter wind on pale skin
you are not delicate
you are not made of ivory and blue veins
you are not ‘lovely’
you are a messy bedroom and crumpled bed sheets
you are a tear stained face
black make up on raw red skin
angry
you are a foghorn
loud and ghastly
you are an empty house
the fire’s gone out
you are a broken record
the same song scratching over and over
no one wants to listen
you are harsh jagged angles
broken finger nails on a chalk board
you are the smell of sweat and rotting food
you are grazed knuckles and a swollen throat
you are 5pm still in bed
curtains shut door locked
“let me die”
mother crying
you are not light headed
you are heavy as lead
you are sad
pathetic
This poem pretty much sums me up

made me cry! i love uuuu!