First crush was a girl in Pre-K. She had a crush on me too, but I was really shy and she was pretty bold. Her name was
Amber.. I knew her while I was in Louisiana. Then I moved.
Puppy love is generally known as a crush so I'll leave it at that.
First true love was when I truly shared feelings for a girl named Cecilia after I met her at a church revival at the beach (LOL, ironic right..). We fell for each other after a week and we just got really close.. She was my first kiss too. I really had deep feelings for her. but then, she had to move back up to New Jersey where she originally lived and it just tore us apart. We still talk now and all.. I'm sure my feelings for her back then are still lingering somewhere in the back of my heart. ^^
First heartbreak was a few years after I met this girl just mentioned above ^. Her name was
Kara, we were also pretty much in love.. but my mother didn't approve (she doesn't approve of anyone, not even the girl at the revival) because she doesn't believe in the whole girlfriend thing at a young age. After many months of talking to
Kara, I became a dumbass who got confused into sexual things and relationship stuff. Of course, another girl came into my life and my false sense of liking her was just an illusion of our sexual desires. I lost Kara that way. I
regret it ever since.. She's going to be a great woman. I wish I didn't learn that way.