The depressing ends to the characters I'd come to care about like Asuka and the f***ed up Shinji and Misato started to due really hit me emotionally. I mean Misato promising to sleep with Shinji to motivate him. Shinji using Asuka's body for his own gratifications while she was mentally out of it in the hospital. The gov troops slaughtering NERVS personal without remorse. It all seemed so terribly human in such an unidealized I know thistype of stuff in real life life but never have to confront it way it made me depressed about humanity. The fact that Asuka got ripped to shreds really hit me hard as I'd come to empathize with her so much and wanted someone to finally protect and love her like she always wanted deep down. If not for that last scene in the movie where she puts her hand on his face on the beach my depressed funk would have lasted a lot longer. One More Final will always be the most touching scene I've ever watched in anime as no other has ever affected me so much. Shinji and Asuka are so messed up but the scene gave me hope that they could finally give each other the love they always wanted and needed so badly.