why do i hate everything?
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Posted 3/30/13
Why do I hate everything? I hate everyone even my family. I hate my life. I wish the world was blown up. And I'm not depressed. I know what that feels like and its not that.
When I was younger I hated everything, I threatened to kill everyone and my family. I got older and I supressed those feelings and I felt like I was living a lie. I had a fake smile and laugh. I cared about people and what they thought.
But something happened the other day that unsupressed all those old feelings and I again hate everything. To be honest it feels like I'm supposed to hate everything. I can't explain it, but if there is a god, his purpose for me was to be miserable and hate everything. I can't say that one thing in my life is good or even want.
Its hard to explain but when everything u do and try , everyone u meet, doesn't like u or work out for u.
Its seems as if that it is supposed to be like that. That I am supposed to be miserable constantly and hate everything.
Its a hate where if someone I knew walked up to me I would probably slice their throat.
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Posted 3/30/13
Probably because life has many uncontrollable factors in it.
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Please try the general help thread. As personal threads are not allowed this thread is locked.
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