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Post Reply [RP] Boys Dorm
Posted 11/26/13
"Oh... Oh, yeah!" Milek shook his head to clear his mind and hurried to get his shoes. As soon as he was ready, the boy smiled and led the way out, waiting for Niles to follow.
Posted 11/26/13 , edited 11/26/13
Niles quickly put his shoes on as well, following Milek out of his room. He smiles at Milek, following him to the cafe. Once there a hostess leads them to their seats. He couldn't help but feel that there was going to be this awkwardness between them now.
Posted 11/27/13
The walk to the cafe was tense, Milek didn't know what to do with himself. He fidgeted with the hem of his shirt, or made a show of looking around. He couldn't look at Niles without the image of the boy above him flashing in his mind. As soon as the hostess had sat them, Milek hid his face behind the menu. "S-so what did you have the last time you came here?"
Posted 11/28/13 , edited 11/28/13
Niles kept his eyes focused on his menu, he didn't dare look up. He didn't want to accidentally want to make eye contact, he knew it would make things even more uncomfortable than they actually were."Um....I just had some soup....."He mumbled, twiddling his thumbs under the table. He saw a waitress begin walking over, he hadn't even chose what he wanted. He couldn't focus at all, he had to keep his mind moving. He decided to just go with the same thing he had last time.
Posted 11/29/13
Milek jolted in surprise when the server was suddenly at their table, ready to take their order. He folded his menu and hid his tomato-red face by keeping his head down. "I-I'll have the soup of the day, a-and a coffee," he mumbled, hating that being out in public places made him so self-conscious. Milek could only ever be with Liev without feeling uncomfortable, and now he had Niles. Though, right now, the awkwardness was suffocating. He thought he might go into a panic attack.
Posted 11/29/13
Niles bit his lip,"I will also have the soup, and water..."He mumbled, folding the menu, setting it on the table. The waitress leaves, to place their orders. He glances at Milek, trying hard to not make eye contact. He didn't want to feel like this anymore, he wanted to pass this moment of awkwardness between them, but he couldn't think of anything to say to get his mind off of it. When ever he thought of when he was on top of Milek, it made his heart race. What was this desire that he felt when he was with him.
Posted 11/29/13
He felt his heart clench at his impending panic attack and chewed his bottom lip, keeping his breathing steady. He had to say something. "A-ah... s-so where are you from?" Milek lifted his chin some to look at Niles, thankful that his face had toned down. "You don't look Japanese."
Posted 11/29/13 , edited 11/29/13
Niles heard Milek's voice, and smiled. Thank goodness. He looked at Milek before answering."I am from Germany, I was born in Hamburg, but I have moved around a lot never staying in one city for more than a year, I acted out a lot when I was younger, I was mis understood getting into fights at most schools...."He frowned,"But enough of that, where are you from Milek, I mean I can tell you spoke Russian with your brother, but you don't look fully Russian."
Posted 11/29/13
Milek perked up at hearing that. Someone else form the European continents? "I'm from Russia," he said with a smile. "Why did you move here?" The server brought their drinks then, and Milek wrapped his hands around the steaming mug with a quiet, polite "thank you".
Posted 11/29/13 , edited 11/29/13
Niles smiled,"Oh I see, I moved here because it was a new start. I did want my life to be defined by my past I wanted to stay in one place, I hated all the moves, I mean most of them were my fault...."He pauses, shaking his head,"Well that is what they wanted me to think, that it was all my fault. No one cared about me.So once I became legal, I moved and enrolled here.I guess it has already had some benefit, I mean I made my first friend,"When he said friend, he made eye contact with Milek, and his cheeks flushed. He took a sip from his water, and nodded to the waitress in thanks.
Posted 11/29/13
Milek was confused. He didn't like the sad tone of Niles' voice, or the far off look in his eyes. He didn't like seeing the other depressed like this. "Why did you move so much? Though... I am glad you moved here..." he whispered, sipping his coffee to hide behind the steam and mug.
Posted 11/29/13
Niles looked down, thinking back to all the beatings he endured, while attending other schools." I guess I should start with the beginning , I don't remember much about my mother. She seemed kind and happy, the only thing I remember her smile and blood...lots of blood..." He stops talking just staring at his water. He tires to continue but he can't anymore. His heart is pounding, his breathing increases. He grips his head, with his hands. His face was twisted with pain.
Posted 11/30/13
Milek's eyes widened, knowing the signs of an oncoming panic attack. He reached across and grasped Nile's hands in his own while they were clenched around his head. He spoke softly, his body calmly in conflict with his own racing heart. "Stop. It's okay, Niles," Niles had obviously been through something harsh, and Milek didn't want to make him remember that time. His fingers stroked the other's hands softly, soothing. He lifted Niles' head to look him in the eyes, and he smiled gently.
Posted 11/30/13
Niles shook with pain, he suddenly felt hands on his own, and calmed slightly. He then heard Milek's voice and stared into his eyes. His heart beat slowed and his breathing calmed."S-sorry..."He looks away,"This happens sometimes, I don't really know why I just...."He trails off biting his lip, before talking again,"I just need to figure out what causes it so I can stop it...."
Posted 11/30/13
"It's the pain of a memory that creates chaos in your mind," he spoke with a knowing tone, subconsciously stroking Niles' hair. That was something Liev always did for him when he had an attack. "Your mind goes out of control, and your body reacts." Finally, the waitress brought them their soup and Milek sipped a bit of it. "It happens to me sometimes, when I see bright lights... it gets bad during the winter..."
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