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Post Reply .............DESCRIBE YOUR FIRST MAJOR CRUSH!! I'm curious......
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Posted 1/7/14 , edited 1/7/14
Since I'm starting this post, I'll go first

Sighs...Brings back (limited) memories..........


I'm definitely a person who gets infatuated easily, aka if I see a good looking guy then I'll probably like him, haha.
But it was the start of sixth grade, which for me, was the last year of elementary school before junior high, when I fell HARD. During the before school ice cream social, my friends and I noticed some of the guys had a changed hairstyle (this was when the longish hair on guys was in....KIND OF like Beiber hair but not really). And sure, changed in other ways as well.

I couldn't take my eyes off a certain guy, who we'll call 'L' because I'm too paranoid to make out his first name, even on Crunchyroll which he'll probably never ever visit. He had gotten hot . This was a guy who I've known the existence of since 1st grade, yet I hadn't actually really noticed him until now. My friend said she found G very attractive, and we started talking about how much they've changed.

Well, it turns out I was in the same homeroom/core classes with L. And my seat was across from his.

It was a curse and a *squeeeeal* at the same time. I'm a fairy insecure person, especially since L was, well, American and I was Asian, I could never imagine him EVER going out with someone who wasn't white. He wasn't the smartest guy, so I would try to show off my math skills and stuff. But whenever we had discussions in our groups of 4 he would rarely make eye contact with me, instead glancing at the other two members of my group. I knew L wasn't being intentionally mean, it was just that he didn't find me intriguing or attractive enough to look at. It did hurt. But when he did look at me, his blue eyes penetrated mine, and my heart felt something that it's never felt before. Without even saying anything, he was saying "Like me. Think about me." And boy, did I ever.

I remember the most memorable time was when we were coloring for this project and he pulled out a brownish crayon. We had never heard of the color 'mahogany' before, and for some reason we both found it hilarious. He couldn't stop laughing, and it was only between us. I felt so special, but if this was ever mentioned to him now he'd probably think I was a psycho.

In elementary school I had gym with him too, and he was really athletic. I would stare at him throughout the entire gym period, because I couldn't stop thinking about him. I was jealous of the other girls who could talk to him so easily, when I would be so scared. Even outside of school, I thought about him and thinking about if we could ever get together. Our elementary school days ended without any progress.

Then, something happened, and that was called JUNIOR HIGH . I thought I had gotten over him already, since I had a whole summer to forget. But nope, that hadn't happened. I also happened to have 2 classes with him, English and Global Studies. Predictably, I couldn't take my eyes off of him. At the first Saturday dance, my friend and I approached his friends and asked if they wanted to dance a slow dance together. They just kinda laughed us off and walked away. Looking back, it was probably one the boldest things I've ever done and will ever do in my life.

I did have a life outside of obsessing over L, of course. I joined cross country, swimming, basketball, and track over the course of 7th grade. My endurance and athleticism was building. I was actually looking forward to third trimester, where we would be taking the Pacer running exam, a test of running endurance. I wanted to see how much I would improve.

...But most importantly, L was in my third trimester gym class. I wanted to impress him, because he had beaten me last year in elementary school. I wanted to get as close to his score as possible......And something miraculous happened. I was the last person running. I had beat out everyone in my gym class, including L. I had gotten the highest, with 73 laps. It felt so good. For the first time, he had looked at me, and was probably thinking. "Whoa." After that, I could definitely feel his eyes on me more...

As much as I wanted to beat L, my massive crush on him had ended by then, though. It was because in the middle of the year L had gotten a girlfriend, named S. She was beautiful, American, and had a wonderful smile. I felt like I had been slapped a hundred times in the face. Of course he would never pick someone like me, even if I tried harder in class. Soon enough, I came to forget him. They broke up within a few months, but it still left a scar on my heart.

I moved to a different state after 7th grade, which helped me forget him even more. Apparently he had moved as well. L added me on Facebook soon after, but I just didn't want to accept, and pressed 'decline'. He added me again a few weeks letter, but I declined once again. I didn't want to think about him even more.

I do look him up sometimes. He's still hot, but I'll probably never see him again in this life. I wonder what his reaction would be, though, if he knew that for two years of my teenage life, he was the guy I was could never stop thinking about.


It's okay now, though, because now I have USUI TAKUMI!!!!! from Maid Sama!<3 too bad he's 2D though


[if you read through all of that....thanks ]
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I only sort of remember it since I was only like 7 at the time.. maybe younger. We were at the campsite that we visited every year. We spent the entire week hanging out and afterward we shared info. I had her picture for a long time... not really sure what happened to it eventually. I liked her for a long time but never saw her again.

The more serious one happened later on in elementary. Never actually dated her but we were basically best friends all through elementary. Everyone knew that I liked her, and to be honest I think for the most part she liked me... we just never really formalized anything. We spent a lot of time together at school and away from school. She ended up moving away in Grade 5 and really every other relationship paled in comparison to her for a long time. I missed her real bad for years... lol. I wonder sometimes if she ever thought of me. I still get curious now and then and wonder how she is doing and what she is like these days, as so much changes over the years. I hope she is still the wonderful person I knew back then. Unfortunately she has one of the most common names in the world, so that makes things a like finding her facebook a little bit of a challenge. lol.

Anywasles... thats the story!
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18 / M / Seoul
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My first major crush was you
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22 / M / The Dark Continent
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I'm pretty sure that was me in your story.
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I won't say who my biggest crush was because it will turn into psychobabble (we hooked up, and long story short: ouch), but the people who gets me all hot and bothered are the big sister types.

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I got with the girl i loved, yes loved for a total of about 3 years. End of story she cheated on me. Ouch, oh well dead that b#@$/.
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My first major crush was in 6th grade I liked this girl and one day the teacher had switched seats I got put next to her but I was to scared to talk to her and she ended up leaving the school a year later and I had never talkef to her since Im shy so now shes gone.
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My very first love was in kindergarten to a girl named Brook. I remember she had slightly curled hair and freckles, she was cute was my thought at the time being a little kid. During class she would always pull my chair back and give me kisses which of course I'd try to make her stop even though I didn't mind it; you know, because of cooties. We hung out often outside of school too as our parents would let us spend time together. One clear memory I have is sledding down a hill with her. We set in the same sled and I think she was behind me holding on. I don't recall the reason but the next year she was transferred to a near by Catholic school and I never heard from her. I think I went to high school with her brother but I never bothered asking about her.
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All of these are somewhat depressing
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sdisanno wrote:

All of these are somewhat depressing


As goes first loves. It's rare to stay with the first person you fell for, for the rest of your life, so a lot of first loves can be kind of sad. That is if you only focus on the end.
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Honestly...I kind of have a crush right now, but I wouldn't really consider it major though. I never really had a crush before now though, so I guess it is major lol. I'll just say that the guy is Korean and in my class
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Meh... I never really had a crush until High school. I got along really well with this girl that sat behind me in one of my classes. Eventually she even started hanging out with me and my friends. By this time had liked her for around 5 months or so. Eventually my friends and even her friends kept telling us that we should go out with each other. So one day I asked her what she thought about going out with me. She laughed and said it won't happen. Then she started going out with one of my friends. Have not had a crush on anyone since
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Well, he's not my first major crush, but there is this guy I've had a crush on for about 2 years now... In the 10th grade, we had the same language, math, and gym classes, so I saw him fairly often. The first time we changed seats in our language class, I was seated next to him. I'm a pretty shy and secluded person, so I tend to avoid talking to people, and I always hate changing seats because everyone else always tries to introduce themselves to their new neighbors. He started talking to me--not about anything particular, just about random stuff. He was (and from what I've heard, still is) a bit of a class clown, so I got a lot of laughs while sitting next to him.
in any case, he left an impression on me. He was the first boy to talk to me simply because I happened to be there. Others would either say something to me because they had to (for group work or something) or because I happened to be standing next to someone else they knew. The next time we changed seats, everyone else was switched to a new position of the room while we simply swapped seats, so we still sat next to each other.
However, the third time we changed seats, I was seated behind him. While we were still fairly near each other, I wasn't quite sure if he considered me a friend or not, so I never took the initiative to talk to him during that time. Plus, he had other friends in the class, some of whom he was now sat with (we all sat at tables rather than desks, so groups were fairly blocked off from one another). I felt like I would be intruding or something if I tried speaking to him....
Then his birthday came along, and I never said anything to him... I wanted to wish him a happy birthday, but I didn't want to intrude... All of his friends were wishing him a happy birthday, and it's not as if I still sat next to him... Part of me felt like, had I said anything, it would have seemed random or been unwanted... I waited for another opportunity during the day to say something, but that moment never came... (As a side note, whenever I remember this, I can't help but think of that one episode of Kimi ni Todoke when Sawako gave Valentine's chocolates to everyone but Kazehaya, and it was all because she felt uncertain about she should do or what Kazehaya would think. I think that's exactly what I felt like on the day of his birthday...)
I haven't told any of my friends about my crush... I feel like they'll be judgemental about it. Back in 10th grade, we happened to somehow get into a conversation about boys, and I mentioned that I find Asian boys attractive...they found it a little weird, plus I'm African-American, so I feel like that would make it a little weird as well... Because of my feelings, though, I always want to applaud whenever I see an interracial couple somewhere--it gives me hope sometimes.
I haven't spoken to him at all since 10th grade... Last year, we didn't have any classes together, and whenever I passed him in the hallway, I was too afraid to say hello... Since we're in 12th grade now, I feel like I should do SOMETHING before we graduate (even though we still don't have any classes together)... I'm not hoping for anything romantic, because despite having a crush on him, I don't think I could ever date anyone or have a relationship with anyone--just because of the type of person I am. But I would like to become friends at least, so that I can communicate with him without feeling so awkward about it. I at least managed to send him a friend request on Facebook over the holidays (which he accepted!), but I still want to be able to talk to him somehow... Well, at least this way I'll be able to wish him a happy birthday--online, anyway.
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First major crush i had, 9th grade , this really pretty girl, became my 1st girlfriend, broke up
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It all started on the first day of eleventh grade in my school. All the students were outside so we could sing the anthem and hear the principle blabber away. I go to the back where most of my friends were and I see this girl next to my best friend, and I immediately lock eyes with this girl, and we both smile before looking the other way. It was at that moment I knew something big in my life was going to happen in my life, and that she would be at the center of it.

Long story short that's not so short. We became very good friends in those past 6 1/2 months. The thing was I kept telling myself that I didn't like her, just because I didn't want anyone else to know After I finally truly convince myself that I really like her, it was already too late, because she already had her eyes set on someone else. I tried everything to win her over, but alas, nothing worked. After that I entered a depressive state for the rest of the school year, and I honestly think throughout the rest of my senior year. The only thing that could make me happy was an occasional chat with my best friend who really wanted to help me, and my poetry which I had gotten into. Thanks to me our very good friendship is now completely ruined.

I won't deny those 6 1/2 months were definitely the best 6 1/2 months of my life ever. I had some pretty good time with her, but If I could just take it back all I definitely would juts to be her friend again.

Thanks for taking the time to read this.
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