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Posted 4/26/14
The ending of Golden Time broke me down. Other than that, I have a cry every now and then due to my current position (or lack their of) in life. Recently I haven't felt connected to this world as much as I wish I was. Essentially losing one of my most cherished areas, my spirit. It comes and goes. Family and friends help it shine, but only when I take a look at myself in the mirror does it do a number on me here and there.

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yeah, i avoid the mirror at all cost. right now im on some meds that leave me tired all day and even worse, just numb. i just dont care much anymore. it should bother me, but im so numb it does not. i wish i could care again.
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nemoskull wrote:

yeah, i avoid the mirror at all cost. right now im on some meds that leave me tired all day and even worse, just numb. i just dont care much anymore. it should bother me, but im so numb it does not. i wish i could care again.


Reminds of me the movie "Numb" with Matthew Perry. Good flick to watch if you ever get a chance. I watched it during one of my depressive episodes and found some type of escape with it. I don't know. It may not be a good flick to watch.

For me, I care so much, yet very little at the same time if that makes sense. I care about how friends and family are doing. I care about how the world is doing. The universe.

I fail at caring most about myself though. Always have. Sometimes I just get the feeling that I'm meant to be elsewhere. That the person I am today is somehow a mistake because sometimes I feel like I'm just a waste of life. Of course the more I talk about it, the easier it is to go down that rabbit hole with Alice. I just try to keep moving my feet forward little by little. Some days have more movement than others. The kicker though is when I think about how down I can get about my "issues" or depression/whatever., I am so self aware that I know all the pain and suffering that's going around the world (by ear/eyes, by no means I know personally) that it leads me to beat myself up even more for feeling down about what seems like "nothing" when there are homeless individuals, people missing, ..etc etc. All of these serious problems going on daily and here I am wondering why I exist simply because I don't know how to fit myself into this crazy puzzle that is life.
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Posted 4/26/14
Yesterday, actually. I've noticed I cried waaaaay too much for my liking this past month. It annoys me that I can cry so easily, but then again, I would feel horrible if I didn't cry over the things I cried about. Plus, sometimes, a good cry is the only thing that can make somebody feel better. ^.^
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Actually, Yesterday. (I hadn't cried in a while so It was pretty crazy for me too). My mom was sent to the hospital for some stomach problems and I got called out of school to see her. I walked in alone and she was on the bed sleeping with an IV and I just started crying then.
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Posted 4/26/14
Finishing Ef - A Tale of memories got me crying :'(
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I laughed so hard I cried at this like months ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiWsVNy7sBo&index=134&list=PL99B7C84CA548F264
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Posted 4/26/14

Maui_baby wrote:

Actually, Yesterday. (I hadn't cried in a while so It was pretty crazy for me too). My mom was sent to the hospital for some stomach problems and I got called out of school to see her. I walked in alone and she was on the bed sleeping with an IV and I just started crying then.


Best wishes and thoughts to you and your family my friend. I've been visiting my grandmother more recently in a nursing home. She suffers from dementia. You take the good whenever you can see it there. Sometimes it isn't or doesn't seem to be. Sometimes we have to create it in our own head somehow. Reignite that imagination and remember better times.

Again, best wishes to you and your mother. Sometimes all we can do is hold the other's hand and turn to our spiritual sides.
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The last episode of k
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Posted 4/26/14
A little while ago while I was listening to the Anohana OST.
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about two weeks ago. i sat down with a box of tissues and watched the entire season of Angel Beats again.
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Posted 4/26/14
Like actually cried and not just shed one or two tears? About 6 months or so ago when I had to take my cat to the vet. He's fine now, but I was worried about him and it was my fault. He had an ear infection and so his balance was really off. If I had taken him to the vet on a regular basis, they probably would've caught it.
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Posted 4/26/14
when i was 8 and watched et
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Uhhh every time I wake up realizing I have work to do.....from procrastinating last night.(shed little manly tears ;AA;) . Like today
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