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Do you ever have those moments when you wake up in the morning, and you think what am i going to do for the rest of my life? or like what am i going to do now?next? and your just staring at your ceiling, or maybe you sitting in class not paying attention. or you're by yourself at home.
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All the time. I currently am struggling between trying to figure out if I should go to university part time or just work my way up the ladder with the current warehouse job I have now (which is not too bad).

I always wonder if there's something more that I want to do... If watching anime, playing video games, and cuddling with my beloved cat alone is all I'll ever do.

I'm only 20, but I also sincerely worry about if I'll ever find a partner or not. I don't want to live alone my whole life... And if I'm not going to university, I just don't don't really know how I'll meet more new people.
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reading what you typed made me slightly nervous .... we have some of the same concerns.
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21 / M / Land of Ooo
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Oh, don't be nervous though! I always try to snap myself out if it when I get like that. Usually by putting on my headphones and jamming to some vocaloid in Hatsune Miku Project Diva F 2nd on my Vita

Weekender Girl gets me in some kind of mood.

I think it's normal for most people to think about thsee sort of things if they're going through some transitional periods in their life!
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I have chronic depression and anxiety and i feel relatively similar. i've graduated from college and it took ages to get a job but its only part time so i can't really live on my current wages away from home. I DO have a significant other but due to circumstances we live 800 miles apart and that's what really bothers me. I'm a loner out here and i've tried to gain friendships but without my bf i'm lonely. So lonely that i start to cry or just sleep whenever i'm not working.
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How ironic! I'm literally in the same situation as you two! I'm going to a community college, I just quite my job to focus on school (waiter jobs are stressful), I broke up with my girlfriend about a year ago, and I feel isolated to a few close friends while a majority of the others have grown distant and are away at school. I constantly contemplate on how to spend my day, what college/university i'd like to go to next, what sort of job I'd like to aim for, and how in the hell am I going to possibly find another love (One that I'll want to keep this time).

I wake up every morning wondering how i'll spend the day beside watching anime, eating, and possibly exercising... I try to find hobbies here and there, but as a 19 year old who's afraid to commit to anything; paranoid with possibility and little confidence, I seem to never accomplish anything. I was once great at things, but cooking and making others happy are the only thing I seem to be good at now, but the opportunity to make new friends seems like a distant reality.

In the end I always come to one conclusion that always drives me to believe in tomorrow, the fact that I haven't found that one thing I wanna put my heart and soul into. Something I wan't to find and protect with everything I've got. Being optimistic from the start to the end of each day is all I can do. Learning what things work well for me and what wont, and once I realize that, either continue those good things or change those bad things up and search for more.

I guess that's what make life in this reality we all live in, the earth and it's majestic ways. I'll never know tomorrow, but I can always hope for something more than yesterday.
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Very well put. Couldn't have said it better myself. Clinging to hope and finding small enjoyment in the day to days is about all I have left to do. I currently have unrequited feelings for a dear friend of mine... But I even try to not let that get me down. Even if she may never reciprocate my feelings, I wouldn't ever wish I'd never loved her.

Eh, if I'm honest, I'm pretty content. My only immediate fears are loneliness and the prospect of living on my own in the coming years.
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If you take it one day at a time then soon the future will have come and passed and be ancient history before you know it.
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Hah! I'm 25 and I have definitely have felt that feeling, We are all going to go through it for sure, and it's just a part of your life where you are going to feel lost or confused. I had everything planned out for my life, and then one day it hit me!

I was feeling down and confused about myself as a person, who I was, what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. To be honest, I dont have ALOT of friends. I usually just talk to my sister's and my boyfriend. You think that'll be enough for one person. I have a great job and I also go to community college. It's so stressful to juggle those things all at once, and then I started questioning myself and doubting whether or not what I was going for, for my career what else I wanted to do. I had no idea. Got into a depression state. I was lucky to have people to be there for me online and in real life, to help me out of my slum.

Its tough, but if you have the motivation to keep on strolling and keep looking for that one thing that you like to do!
Also the song that gets me through the day when things get that hard is: Float On -- Modest Mouse :3!
I hope we all helped :)! You'll get by! Everything is going to work out fine!
Posted 12/27/14
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious lol random~. my advice is to build up your CV... have a few weapons in there. the rest of your life is made up of the choices you make that strengthen your CV...

Rugidarol wrote:

I'm going to exist for the rest of my eternal life.


try one of these images for avi:
http://xaxor.com/digital/33817-works-by-philip-brunner-part-2.html
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Posted 12/27/14
I get like that all the time. Guess I'll just stay awesome until I figure out what I wanna do with my life.
Posted 12/27/14
I did that for three years straight- didn't get shit done.
Posted 12/27/14
I get that feeling too, and oftentimes I feel existential crisis.



it's so hard to be a human
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23 / M / AZ
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Posted 12/27/14
I graduated high school in 2012 and I feel like I haven't done nothing with my life.
I'm in school but I have to pay everything out of pocket. It's going to take me a while to finish so my future is pretty gloomy.
I don't have may friends left because we parted ways after high school. Some of them have kids and others are doing pretty good in college. The only things I have for company are my garden and my dogs. I don't see myself getting married because I don't like the idea of being tied down with someone for 5he rest of my life, I'm too selfish for that.
Posted 12/27/14
All the time. I will be graduating college in May and this question is even weighing more and more on my mind. Like what am I gonna do for a job? Do I want to find a job just yet or go out and see the world before it's too late? Stuff like that for the most part.
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