Post Reply My story about my experiences with this generation
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Posted 7/26/15 , edited 8/16/15
Here's my story:

I've been trying to control my imagination but no,.... everybody has a right to treat me like a disgraceful pariah and get away with it. I have had it this so called ''Oh, you'll be fine, my parents did same thing to me'' garbage. I tried to play pokemon when I was a kid and even play anime card games, but no,.... the negative thoughts had to follow me like I am on Facebook unless I do just only watch the anime, and travel back in time for classy stuff. I was about to have a nice voice but no,.... I have a senior citizen voice since I was a teenager. I have tried to move forward and nobody I know ever respects anything I do, say, create, imagine, etc.... I am sick and tired of people treating and talking me like a slave. I have very little power and valuable stuff. I have autism and everybody has a problem with that. I never turned out ok when I was corporally punished. I have lots of nightmares, I had a hard time focusing in school that almost got my school career ended. And because of everybody, saying 'you can't have your way all the time', now everybody looks at the youth like they are a weakness. I feel like I don't exist when everybody smiles at each other but not me. I couldn't even go anywhere during the 7th grade because that would make anybody angry at me and that I shouldn't have it for any reason. I almost failed junior high twice, thanks to the chastisment for getting in me and my mind control's friggin' way, cheating, and messing with me. Why inside this planet can I get any control of focus, etc.... when I can simply do it? I am not happy with how people talk to me when comes to 'discipline'. I got banned here once. I got so many warnings here. But does it stop thoughts from bothering me? No. I didn't know that a couple things were rude in the livestreams, I was only trying have fun/be peaceful not start chaos. I didn't mean to not be mindful.to all of my manners. I have empathy for children against corporal punishment. I had a hard time asking things nicely, because people might respond mean to me. I want to be happy too. Everybody wants to happy and only happy. Chastisment really did things like for example, I was bullied at the stupid liquor bar in Kentucky. He was said 'Why are you sad, the Bengals won?' and 'Oh, sorry. No disrespect'. No disrespect? I was disrespected 100% by things like how people talk to me, and others things like that and no disrespect?

My story is not complete
I hope the mods are reading this story too, goodbye.

Edit: Another dumb thing, I need to have that right to control my mind. I didn't know what to do. Every time, I learn and surrender it's a problem for anyone. And just because somebody earns power by learning, does not give the right to do the same thing to my mind? What the fuck else am I suppose to do? Oh, now it does.

Nobody not even during learning time sees me as anything. Nobody ever respects anymore unless I demand it to happen. I had a hard time staying alert unless I demand to gain strength, power, and more. No negative thought ever lets go unless somebody smiles at me, stomp, yell, scream, curse, to grab people's attention. No one even cares about my thoughts. Every time, I want something or even need or love something, all people look at it as something. This has been going on since I was born. How dumb can this be? Ever since my ban, nobody respects me anymore. Nobody respects me nor anything about me. The whole entire world including corporal punishment completely hates me. When I said keep me safe, etc...., I did not mean treat me like garbage.
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Posted 7/26/15
So the moral of the story is.......?
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31 / M / Bellingham WA, USA
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Posted 7/26/15
You lost me at "Here's my creative story."
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Posted 7/26/15
Creative?
It sounds more like someone that should take themself out on dinner and then gain "yourself" agian, so.. *-*
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Posted 7/26/15

Balzack wrote:

You lost me at "Here's my creative story."


Sorry, I will take off the word 'creative', right away
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Posted 7/26/15 , edited 8/1/15
Lack of formatting, lack of coherent premise, lack of sympathetic character. Needs work, see me after class.
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Posted 8/5/15
just seen this and it just looks like someone with problems. everyone has them. my young nephew is autistic, and I'm dreading that he'll have an incredibly hard time growing up, as autism is more of a social problem and in my experience people are getting far less social. my problems? i guess they start somewhere along the lines of having this paranoia that everyone thinks I'm stupid
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Posted 8/10/15 , edited 8/12/15


Maybe u r a bit over reacting. I think about random sh*t all the time 2! Imagination is an advantage!!! and the most importantly, it is a part of me. Y do I need to be someone else? Here is one of my favourite quoit!

Don’t be upset because of what you can’t do. Do what you do best, live as carefree and optimistically as you can, because some people aren’t able to do that. Keima Katsuragi (The World God Only Knows)

I donna care how people see me, the most important thing is hat I do what like. I am an otaku because I CHOOSE to be one. There will be people who understand u in tis world, I am sure. Pls see the bright side. I will never say because tings like "U R gonna be okay", because r u gonna be okay is up to U. Only U can decide! Hope tis helps u.
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