its a full time job
you can never stop thinking in the other one. what is he thinking? what is he doing? is he feeling well today? maybe he is hungry.. if i could only cook.. am i boring him? am i enough for him? am i keeping him from doing homework as we talk? will he get tired of me? when? how will i know? how can i make him laugh? are my jokes too pathetic? did he noticed my new hairstyle? would he get mad if i hug him? look at that hand... i want to hold it. squeeze it. is it okay if i kiss him mentally? no, probably not. am i a stalker? omg he is gonna hate me. will he think im stupid if he sees how i did in maths? is he struggling with geography? should i help him? will his pride be hurt? he keeps looking at that girl... does he like her? am i in the way of his real happiness? what does he want? what does he expect from me? is it okay if i just keep him company? is my smile too ugly for him? is he glad to see me? why did he coughed? is he sick? omg he is probably sick. okay he just smiled. im going to keep that picture in my head forever.... etc
that was being in love for me. looks more like infatutation but it wasnt. i just dont know how to explain how deep in love i was.
even now, after 3.5 years of loving him and 2.5 years of forgetting, i cannot look at a picture of him without feeling a crazy wave of emotions inside me

I WISH i knew </3

Feels like taking a dump.

i'Ve never felt the love of someone who's not related to me

Incest FTW!

High five my man!

guess I need to specify that a bit, I DO NOT break any biblical laws involving family, I just meant that never gotten lost in someones eyes, The sound of their laughter or any of that other useless crap

I have come to believe that some people are just not meant to find love

its all in gods timing of course, i'm just very impatient.

Like you're dreaming

and then you wake up and get dumped

Falling in love is different for everyone. It can be finding someone that you really enjoy being with and can have a conversation with for hours and not get bored. Opposites attract as well but you will have similarities too. People change as they grow as well as their preferences so just because you find someone when you are 21 does not mean you will be compatible when you are 26 or 30. Depends if you really truly feel that you want to keep the relationship alive and going. Getting married, having children changes people they become more independent then dependent especially if you start real young. So date until you find the preferences you like in the man and woman that you like and the peevs that you can stand because there are going to be some always and wait to settle down later in life.The true love will show up even if it maybe when you are in your 40s. There is "In love" and "love". There is family love and the love of your child. To keep a relationship or the love of a relationship to never dull takes alot of effort. I've seen tons of relationships crumble but with effort it can be a great and wonderful thing to always have someone by your side til death do you part however it also can be sour as well.

i have no idea and dont really care for now

It feels like bombing your most hated place! Yay!

When you're really much in love with someone who never talks to you, never notices you it hurts and breaks your heart. You're crying, suffering and wondering what's so bad in you that he/she can't like you. It feels like you'll never feel better. You can be fine a while but in sometime the wounds in your heart start to bleed and you feel that awful pain again.

When you're not actually in love but you like someone a lot it makes you smile and feel warm. You feel so good and happy. :)

Those are my feelings about love. I can't know what it's like to be in love with someone also loves you 'cause I've never had that kind of experience but I can imagine it's maybe the best feeling in the whole world...?

*Flip Shoujo manga to page 10*

"My chest hurts."

Like a steel pole rammed through your loins.